Ndikudziwa, ndili pa tsiku lachitatu lokha pano, koma ndakhala nawo gulu lino kwazaka zopitilira 3 ndipo…
Ndangobwera kumene kuchokera kumacheza ndi bwenzi lokongola, ndipo ndili ndi masiku anayi omwe ali ndi akazi anayi okongola sabata yamawa.
NoFap si mankhwala onse, koma ndichachidziwikire chodzikweza. Ndipo gawo limodzi mwazinthu zazikulu zondithandizira ndikukhala ndi nkhawa ndikayandikira azimayi omwe ndimawawona okongola. Sindikumvanso kuti ngati mtsikana andiwombera, ndichifukwa choti sindine wokwanira. Pali zifukwa zikwi chimodzi zomwe msungwana angandikane zomwe sizikugwirizana ndi ine. Chilichonse chomwe chingakhale, sindimachitanso chimodzimodzi. Pambuyo pake ndidazindikira ndikugwira ntchito ndikunyamula katundu wanga zomwe zidandipangitsa kumva choncho. Tsopano popeza sindimanyamula chilichonse nthawi iliyonse ndikafika kwa mtsikana, ndimakhala wopambana ndipo ndimasangalala ndikamayesa kutenga mtsikana. Gahena, ndakhala ndikusangalala nawo "zolephera" zanga zotenga msungwana, ndizosangalatsa kuyesera. Porn zinkandikhumudwitsa kuti ndisawone katundu wanga.
Heather, brunette wokongola, ndidakumana ku malo ovinira ku SF miyezi ingapo yapitayo, ndipo ndimangosangalala usiku wanga, kucheza ndi anzanga, kusangalala ndi nyimbo, tikakumana, tinakopeka mwachangu, mosavuta. Timakhala m'matawuni osiyana ndipo sitinawonane kuyambira pamenepo, koma takhala tikulumikizana ndipo ndimacheza naye pa Halowini. Nthawi yomwe takhala tikulumikizana, zakhala zikugwiridwa ndikupita nthawi zina, ndipo pali nthawi zina zomwe ndikadatulukamo, koma ndidamulola kuti akhale ndi moyo.
Joannie, brunnette wina wokongola ndi munthu yemwe ndidakumana naye mumasewera miyezi ingapo yapitayo pomwe zidasinthidwa. Ndinkangocheza naye usiku umodzi, koma ndimacheza. Adapita kwawo ku Germany nthawi yachilimwe ndipo tikupita kukachita nawo chikondwerero cha kanema Loweruka. Apanso, kunali kuthekera kokumupatsa danga lomwe lidagwira ntchito
Ndinakumana ndi Mary, mutu wofiira wokongola pa msonkhano, ndipo nditatsiriza kugwira ntchito ndi aphunzitsi, ndipo nditakhala ndi mphindi ndekha ndi iwo, ndinangomuyang'anira ndikumupempha kuti tidye nkhomaliro pambuyo pa msonkhano. Anati sanapezeke, koma mwina nthawi ina. Ndiye ndidamupempha nambala yake ndipo adandipatsa. Anati zidzangokhala ngati abwenzi, sichoncho? Chifukwa ali ndi chibwenzi. Ndipo izi ndi zabwino kwambiri ndi ine, chifukwa zimandithandiza, chifukwa kucheza ndi akazi okongola ndichinthu chomwe ndimachita tsopano.
Connie anali woperekera zakudya wanga podyera pamene ndimayang'ana Masewera a World Series (Go Giants!) Usiku watha ndi mzanga, Henry. Ali wowotcha, kotuwa pang'ono. Adayima pafupi ndi tebulo lathu ndipo tidacheza pang'ono, adapereka zambiri zaumwini. Tsopano, ndikadaganiza kuti amangokhala ochezeka kuti amuthandize, koma ndichiyani, sindiganiziranso. Adapita kukasamalira tebulo lina ndipo ndidamuuza Henry kuti ndimupempha mwina kuti akawonere Gone Girl. Atabwerako, ndidapeza mwayi, ndikumufunsa ngati wawonera makanema posachedwa, adati adangoyang'ana Gone Girl ndikuti zinali zabwino kwambiri. Ayi, vuto, chifukwa ndimafunsa ngati wawona Mkwiyo. Ayi, sanatero.
"Tawonani, ndikudziwa kuti mwina mumenyedwa kangapo miliyoni patsiku, koma mukufuna kupita kukawona Fury Lachisanu?" Ndidafunsa.
"O, ndikugwira ntchito sabata ino yonse mpaka Lachiwiri," adatero.
“Lachitatu liti?”
"Inde, zimagwira ntchito," adatero.
Chifukwa chake, ndimalandira nambala yake ndipo ndisanachoke, ndimayandikira kuti ndimutsanzike.
Zinthu zomwe ndakhala ndikudzigwira ndekha zakhala zikugwiradi ntchito.
Kudziyesa ndekha, osavomereza kuti zomwe ndimakumana nazo ndizomwe ndimakonda, zolaula ndizomwe zimachitika ndipo sizomwe ndimakonda. Kulemekeza akazi. Kumvetsetsa kuti ali ndi moyo wawo womwe uli ndi mavuto ndi zovuta komanso kuti ngakhale atafuna kucheza ndi ine, zitha kutenga nthawi kuti izi zichitike. Kumvetsetsa kuti azimayi amayang'anitsitsa chidaliro poyang'ana bambo. Maonekedwe abwino amathandiza, koma kudalira ndi mfumu. Kwa mkazi, mwamuna yemwe amamuzindikira yemwe ali, yemwe ali wowona pofotokozera zakukhosi kwake ndi zokhumba zake kwa anthu ena ndipo amakhala ndi kudzilemekeza kokwanira ndikudzidalira kuti asalandire zochepa m'moyo, ali ngati khanda lotentha kwambiri kwa amuna.
Ndipo ngati pangakhale mayendedwe achilendo mu mlalang'ambawo ndipo palibe tsiku lililonse lomwe lachitika, zili bwino, chifukwa ndimadzilimbitsa ndekha, ndipo ndipitanso. Sindiopa kugwa, chifukwa ndikudziwa momwe ndingadzukire.
Osataya mtima chifukwa simunakwanitse masiku 90, kapena kubwereranso, ndipo ngati simunayesere NoFap ndi omwe mumakonda, chitani. Malangizo a NoFap okha andithandiza kukhala momwe ine ndilili, ndipo atha kukuthandizani inunso.
tl; dr NoFap ndi madzi owala a kudzikonza.
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