Nayi nkhani yanga yachidule yopambana: ndili wachinyamata ndinali wonenepa kwambiri ndipo sindinayese chibwenzi ndi akazi aliwonse. Pambuyo pake, ndinataya kulemera konse kuja ndikukhala mnyamata wowoneka bwino komanso wokonda kwambiri akazi. Sindinayambe ndakhalapo ndi chiwerewere, koma mwachibadwa ndinkakonda zolaula,
zomwe zidayamba kukhala zopitilira muyeso komanso zachilendo pazaka zambiri (ndimatha kusintha makanema anga limodzi ndi 2-5 masekondi omwe anali osiyana, popeza zimawoneka ngati zomwe ndimafunikira). Ndinayesera kusiya pazaka zomwe ndinali ndi zochitika zoyipa zogonana - sindinathe kukhala wolimba kapena kumva kuti ndili ndi chidwi ndi mkazi wokongola.
Ndinapitirizabe kuleka koma ndinayesetsabe. Nthawi yomaliza iyi ndidauza ndekha kuti sindingathe kuchita chilichonse kapena ngati sindingachite chilichonse, ndikabwereranso, sindingayang'ane pa "streak" mofanana ndi kuchuluka kwa maliseche. Pa miyezi isanu ndi iwiri yapitayi, ndakhala ndi PMO mwina maulendo 10, ndipo palibe nthawi miyezi iwiri yapitayi.
Ndakhala ndikumuwona wina ndipo takhala tikugonana kasanu ndi kamodzi, kawiri sindinathe kuchita chiwerewere, koma anayi enawo ndinali - osati msanga, osati motalika kwambiri, zimangomveka zosavuta komanso zachilengedwe. Zabwino kuposa kukhala nokha ndi zolaula zaka zonsezo. Lingaliro la mkazi potsiriza linatembenukiranso kwa ine, ndipo zakhala zikuwonjezeka ndikukhala bwino ndipo ine ndimayankha mochuluka mwachibadwa.
Ubongo wa ubongo wapita kwa miyezi 6 +, ndipo ndikaganiza zolaula zimawoneka ngati zosakopa kwenikweni, ngati kuti ubongo wanga umaganiza, kuyasamula, sizomwe zimabweretsa chisangalalo panonso. Sindikuganiza kuti ndidzachiritsidwa "m'njira yoti nditha kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula, koma ndikuganiza kuti ndasiya chizolowezi chokwanira kuti ndisayesedwe kubwerera pamsewu. Ndikudziwa komwe zimatsogolera ndipo si malo osangalatsa.
Ndikofunika kusunga pamenepo. Zinanditengera zaka kuti ndigonjetse ndipo pamapeto pake ndimamasuka ndikugonana bwino ndi mkazi. Chibwenzi chenicheni chimakwaniritsa kwambiri kuposa zolaula. Namwali wazaka za 32 salinso, nditha kunena kuti kulimbanako kunali koyenera.
LINK - Siyani zolaula, osatinso namwali wazaka za 30 +
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