Porn zandichititsa ine. Zinasintha ine, zinandipangitsa kukhala wosungulumwa komanso kutaya mabwenzi ambiri abwenzi

Chifukwa chake ndidakwanitsa masiku 90. Zomwe zinkawoneka ngati zosatheka tsopano ndi zenizeni. Ndinkakhala ndikuyenda bwino chaka chonse: masiku a 20, masiku a 30, 40, 50 etc. Iliyonse ya misewu iyi, komabe, idatha ndikuyambiranso kovuta kwambiri. Mwa kuyambiranso kovuta kwambiri ndikutanthauza kuti ndimangokhalira kuonera zolaula kangapo patsiku (kapena kuzungulira nthawi khumi) kapena usiku ngati sabata, kapena kudzuka ku 4: 00 am ndikuthamangira zolaula kwa ola limodzi ngakhale kukhala ndi tsiku lotanganidwa komanso lofunikira patsogolo panga. Pambuyo pamtundu uliwonse ndimangopita mu zolaula zolaula izi zomwe zimandisiya kutopa, kufooka, kukhala ndi zizindikiro za chimfine, kuzimiririka koona, kudzipatula komanso onse kumwalira nthawi zonse.

Nchiyani chimandipangitsa kuyambiranso nthawi iliyonse? Kuonera. Sindinkawona zolaula kapena fap panthawi yanga, koma ndinkakonda kuganizira zogonana, oogle pa atsikana akuganiza za zinthu zonse zogonana zomwe ndikufuna kuchita nawo, sindinapewe zithunzi zogonana m'manyuzipepala, intaneti, zikwangwani, Zojambula mu kanema etc. Nthawi zambiri ngakhale kuzifuna dala… .Zonsezi zidandipangitsa kuti ndizimva zachiwerewere nthawi zonse ndipo zidandipangitsa kuti ndisaganizire china chilichonse. Ndinali zombie wokonda zachiwerewere.

Ndinafika masiku 90 chifukwa nditabwereranso komaliza ndinasiya kubera ndikuyamba kuchitira izi mozama. Ndinazindikira kuti zomwe ndimafunikira ndikudziletsa kwathunthu pazakugonana zilizonse chifukwa sindingathe kudziletsa pankhaniyi. Nkhondoyo imayamba mwa anyamata, ndipo iyenera kuthera pomwepo. Mukadzilola kuti muzichita zogonana mudzalephera. Hardmode ndiyo njira yokhayo ngati mwasemphana ndi ine. Musagule zonse zomwe zili bwino pang'ono kapena zolaula pang'ono zili bwino. Makhalidwe onsewa ndi achichepere owopsa ndipo ayi sizachilengedwe. Palibe chomwe chidzakuchitikireni ngati simukhetsa mipira yanu, amangodzikhuthula m'maloto onyowa.

Zolaula zinandibera. Zinandisintha, zidandipangitsa kukhala ndekha ndikutaya anzanga ambiri abwino. Sindikudziwa momwe zinachitikira koma momwe ndimakhalira ocheperako ndimakhala ocheperako ndipo pamapeto pake ndinasiya kucheza ndi anthu omwe anali abwenzi anga apamtima. Zolaula zinandipangitsa kupembedza zogonana ndikulimbikitsa akazi. Zinandipangitsa kukhala wokhumudwa, wosatha kulumikizana ndi ena, wokayikira komanso wamanyazi.

Pambuyo masiku 90 ndikumva kuti machiritso sanathe koma ndidasintha kwambiri ndikukhala m'njira yoyenera. Ndaphunzira kuvomereza zowawa zomwe moyo umabweretsa komanso zowawa zakusiya zomwe zidakalipobe. Kulandira ululu ndikofunikira kwambiri kuti muchiritse, ngati mukufunafuna njira yosavuta yochokeramo, palibe. Ululu = kuchira. Landirani. Ndimakhalanso wokonda kucheza ndi anthu, ndikuyembekeza kwambiri, ndimakonda kulankhula kwambiri, ndimawona bwino (ngakhale ndikufunikirabe kusintha) zizolowezi zanga ndizabwino ndipo ubale wanga ndi azimayi nawonso watukuka (Ndimayankhula momasuka, sindikutsutsa zina)

Ngakhale kubwereranso kumakubwezeretsani m'mbuyo, sikakupangitsani kuti mubwererenso pamalo oyamba. Ngakhale mutamwa kwambiri monga momwe ndinachitira. Izi sizikutanthauza kuti simuyenera kupewa kubetula, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti ngakhale ndimabwerezabwereza mobwerezabwereza, kuchuluka kwa masiku omwe ndidakhala oyera ndikumapangitsa kuti motsatira motsatizana mulitali.

nsonga

  • pempherani tsiku ndi tsiku (ndikhulupirira Mulungu wandithandiza)
  • Masewera olimbitsa thupi
  • idyani pomwepo (chepetsa shuga! Ndipo dzigulitsireni nokha esp. magnesium)
  • sinthani nthawi yanu pakompyuta
  • Werengani (ngati simunayang'anire malingaliro anu ngati ine)
  • Musaganize kuti ndizofunikira kuyang'ana zolaula kapena kuzimitsa.
  • Masewera ozizira tsiku ndi tsiku (Inde, amathandiza!)
  • Chitani zoyipa
  • Vomerezani zowawa
  • Dzikhululukireni nokha (chimodzi, chimodzi mwazifukwa zomwe ndimabwerera pano ndichakuti ndinkafuna kumva kupweteka chifukwa chakulakwitsa)
  • kutsatira zosangalatsa / zokonda
  • dziyikani nokha

Ndikulakalaka ndikanalemba china chake chanzeru kuposa izi koma ndikuyembekeza wina atha kupeza kuti ndizolimbikitsa.

Maderawa ndiabwino. Zikomo anyamata. Chochitika chachikulu ichi sichikanachitika ngati simunabwere kudzathandiza.

Mulungu adalitse ndikukhala olimba!

LINK - Masiku 90 - Mphatso yabwino kwambiri ya Krisimasi yomwe ndikanafunsapo

by Wheresmydopamine