Kodi anyamata mumamva ngati kuti kukula ndi chinthu chomwe mumachita? China chake chomwe simudzatha kuyimitsa? Ndinachitapo kamodzi, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti F sankafuna kuti izindilamulira chonchi. Ndinayamba kukula mu Novembala wa 2011. Ndikulakalaka sindinatero. Zinthu zomwe ndimaganizira, yuck!
Ndikadakhala bwanji nyama chonchi? Zowonadi, mwina sizinali zochuluka, zokhudzana ndi ena, koma sizinali ine munthu. Sanali ine, ndikukula pafupifupi tsiku lililonse, kuyimilira masabata a 1-2, mwina kupitilira apo, kamodzi kuyimilira kwa miyezi 2, ndikubwereranso. Ndingakhale bwanji wofooka chonchi? Ofooka pamachitidwe onyansa oterewa.
Ndinali nditamaliza, osatinso! Sindinapite kwa moyo wanga wonse ndikungotaya maola ambiri ndikuonera zolaula. Ine sindiri wosimidwa chonchi ndi mayi wa mayi! Kumayambiriro kwa chaka cha 2014, ndili ndi zaka 15, inali nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndinkasenda soseji yanga, ndikukama mkaka wanga, ndikupangitsa munthu wadazi kulira! (High-5 ngati muli nayo).
Ndili pano, ndili ndi zaka 18, osafunikira kuti lingaliro la "Zaka zatsopano" liime, chifukwa ndidachita kale, ndekha, kalekale, ndipo sindidzabwereranso.
Ndasiya bwanji? Cold turkey, ndi momwemo. Osatsatira izi "chitani pang'ono ndi pang'ono" BS. Ingoyimani! Koma chilakolakocho chibwerera !? Zowonadi zidzakhala, nthawi zina zimakhala zovuta kwambiri kukana.
Koma bwanji?
Dzifunseni nokha, Chifukwa chiyani muyenera kusiya zomwe mumakhulupirira, mawu anu, malonjezo anu kwa inu, ulemu wanu, ulemu wanu, nthawi yanu… zonse kuti muchite choipa chotere kwa mphindi zingapo zakukondweretsani? Kodi simuli bwinoko kuposa izi? Kodi inu sindinu amtengo wapatali kuposa pamenepo?
Pambuyo pa sabata la kuima, kubweranso, kukhumba kubwerera ndi kubwezera, ikani malingaliro anu. Lolani ilo libwere. Ndiwe munthu yemwe sagwiritsanso ntchito maliseche! Khalani tsiku la 1, kapena masiku 1000. Iwe uli pamwamba pa izo!
Mwezi umodzi, chidaliro chanu chidzakhala rocket yakumwamba. Mphamvu yanu yakufuna! Miyezi 2-3-4-6-7-8 imadutsa, chilakolakocho chibwerera. Zomwe muyenera kuchita ndikukwera pamwamba pake, kumenya pankhondo yomwe imangotenga maola ochepa kwambiri. Ndiye chilakolakocho chimangocheperachepera ndikumazimiririka? Chifukwa tiyeni tikumane nazo, sizingafanane ndi inu. Mugunda chaka, miyezi 18, zaka 2, zaka 3. Chilimbikitsocho chimangobwera, m'njira yocheperako. Kusiyana kokha tsopano?
Mwagonjetsa, ndinu chabe mnyamata yemwe SAMAPEZA. Masiku 1000? Ee? Zilibe kanthu, ndinu munthu yemweyo kuyambira Tsiku 1! Mnyamata yemweyu!
M'kupita kwa nthawi, ngakhale sikunakhale chaka, sizikukhudzanso chidaliro chanu. Chifukwa chakuti muli pamwamba pa chinthu chonsecho, sizimakukhudzani. Koma mkati mwanu, mudzadziwa nthawi zonse kuti mudali olimba mokwanira kuti muchite ntchitoyi.
Choonadi ndi chakuti zikuwoneka zovuta, tsopano. Mukapitiriza kuchita tsiku ndi tsiku, zimawoneka zovuta, koma ndikukhulupirirani, KHULUPIRANI IZI RANDOM INTERNET STRANGER! KOPERANI MASIKU ANO, PAMENE MALIMBA AKHALA, OSAPOWA MWACHIKHALIDWE, MONGA WA MALIMU AKU!
Dzifunseni nokha kuti simulinso munthu yemwe amatha.
Maloto akumwa nthawi zambiri amachitika m'masiku omwe mumatsegulidwa ndikugona osachitapo kanthu. Zowona sindimazipeza, sikuti sindimatsegulidwa, ndimangoti sindimatsegulidwa ndi khungu lililonse kwa mtsikana. Zachidziwikire, zimachitikabe, mwina kamodzi pamwezi kapena 2.
Sindikadakhala pagawoli. Sindingakhale kapolo wa zochitikazo. Ndinadziwa kuti ndili bwino kuposa pamenepo.
Moona, chinsinsi chimodzi ndicho kupanga izo, osati zosankha.
Ndizovuta poyamba, koma zimangokhala zosavuta kuchokera pamenepo.
LINK - Patsiku la 1000 popanda kuphuka. Palibe ngakhale vuto.
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