Masiku 33 apitawo ndidayamba ulendo wanga wa NoFap. Masiku 4 NoFap isanakwane ndinayambiranso PMO wanga womaliza. Ndaphunzira zambiri kuchokera masiku 33 apitawa. M'masiku 33 amenewo, ndamasulidwa 1. Ndinachita masiku 26 a HardMode ndipo patsiku la 26th ine ndi mkazi wanga tinatha kukhala limodzi. Zinali ZOFUNIKA! Mutha kufunsa chifukwa chiyani HardMode? Nditabwereranso komaliza ndidakhumudwa kwambiri. Ndinaganiza zovomereza izi kwa mkazi wanga, koma chifukwa ndagwidwa m'mbuyomu, sindinkafuna kubweretsanso chibwenzicho. Chabwino, sindinathe kubisanso. Adali ndi maloto oti ndimayang'ana kwathunthu P ndikuti I MO'ed. ZAMISALA !! Adandifunsa ngati zinali zowona ndipo ndidagwidwa.
Zinthu zinafunika kusintha. Anapweteka, koma sanakwiye. Anandilimbikitsa kuti ndithandizidwe ndikuyang'anitsitsa zolaula. Ndidapunthwa pa NoFap ndipo wakhala akusintha masewera. Kuphunzira za momwe ubongo wathu umagwirira ntchito kwakhala kotsegulira maso. Poyamba ndinkalimbana ndi P tisanakwatirane ndipo ndinkabweretsa zina mwa izi m'banja lathu. Kwa zaka zambiri ndakhala ndikuchepetsa mpaka pang'ono pazaka zingapo zapitazi, komabe kulimbana kwanga kwenikweni kunali ndi MO. Tili ndi ana anayi. Ngati simukudziwa kale, monga ana amabwera pachithunzichi, moyo wogonana umasintha. Iye watopa, ine ndatopa. Mwana akakhala kuti akuyamwa bere lake tsiku lonse chinthu chomaliza chomwe akufuna ndikundipatsa ine. Chifukwa chake, pazaka 4 zapitazi atatopa, ndimangodzisangalatsa.
Tidzakambirana za izo ndipo sizinali momwemo, koma kuti andithandize kundisunga ku PMO adavomereza kuti ndijambula zithunzi zake ndi mavidiyo kuti tigwiritse ntchito izo mmalo mwa P. Ndinadzikhulupirira kuti MO sanali woyipa chinthu komanso kuti chinali chamoyo. Zinali kutali kwambiri ndi choonadi.
Chizoloŵezi changa MO chizoloŵezi chimatithamangitsa ife padera. Kumene tinkasonkhana mwatcheru ndimakhala ndikuyembekezera nthawi yanga yokha. Ine ndalowa mozama mu izo. Ndinagula chikwama cha chidole ndipo icho chinandidziwitsa ku dziko latsopano la MO. Ndinakwanitsa kusagwiritsa ntchito izi palimodzi ndi P.
Komabe ndinafika kumapeto chaka chatha nditamva kuti ndikufunika njira zowononga maliseche. Chifukwa chake, ndidasanthula ma vids azimuna zotulutsa umuna. Zimachititsa manyazi kuvomereza, koma ndidazichita kangapo. Sindine gay, koma china chake chakuwonera chimachokera ku mbolo ina chidandipangitsa kuthamanga. Apa ndipamene ndimadziwa kuti chizolowezi changa cha MO sichingandilamulire. Inali nthawi yoti avomereze.
Ndangouza mkazi wanga posachedwapa ndipo wakhala akundithandiza kwambiri. Anandifunsa ngati ndikugonana ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ndinamuopseza, koma amamvetsetsa pambuyo poyankhula bwino. NoFap yandithandiza kuchotsa mwambo wanga wa MO ndipo ndikuthokoza kwambiri. Kuchokera ku Nofap Ndakhala ndikuwona kuchuluka kwakukulu kwa kugwirana kwathu ndi kugwirizana. Pali maganizo ena (kusakhulupirika) zinthu zomwe tikugwirabe, koma ife monga banja ndikuwona phindu la ine ndikusunga manja anga ku membala wanga. Ngati muli ndi mafunso alionse omwe ndili nawo kuti ndigawane nawo. Mzindawu ndi wamphamvu kwambiri. Zasintha miyoyo ya anthu. Ife monga banja tikupita kuchipatala ndipo tikuyembekeza moyo wathanzi wathanzi mtsogolo muno. Zikomo!!
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