Mid-20s - Kutaya kovuta, koma kuyamba kusangalala ndikukonda yemwe ine ndiri

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KUKHALIRANI: zina mwa izi zikhoza kukhala zowonongeka kapena zokhumudwitsa kotero zichenjezedwe iyi si filimu ya Disney: Tsopano ine ndikufuna kuyamba ndi kukuuzani inu nkhani ... inu mukhoza kukwezedwa koma simuli nokha pano.

M'malo mwake ndimakhala ndikulimbana ndi izi ndikukula, ndipo pano ndikupita ku Porn komanso kuseweretsa maliseche ndekha kwa masiku 13 tsopano pakulakalaka komwe kumawoneka ngati kwa zaka [3-4].

Ndimakumbukira pamene ndinayamba kuphunzira za Porn ... o! Ndinkagwiritsira ntchito chipinda chamakompyuta pa nthawi ya masana ndi kufufuza google njira zosiyanasiyana zogwiritsira ntchito boobs kapena vagin ndi butt.

Ndiye tinali ndi makompyuta kunyumba ndipo ndinaphunzira momwe ndingathere. Ndinkagwedezeka ndi nthawi yomwe ndinali ndi 8 ndikufufuza za kugonana ndikuyang'ana dziko lapansi. Posakhalitsa ndi 13 Ndinaphunzira momwe ndingagwiritsire ntchito ndi 14 I sindikafunikanso kuona zithunzi zojambula pa intaneti ndikupeza mawebusaiti a mavidiyo aulere.

Koma kuyambira pamenepo, zonsezi zinayamba kuyenda.

Pogwiritsa ntchito 16, ndadzipereka kuti ndichedwe 4-6 tsiku tsiku la sukulu, ndi nthawi 12-16 pamapeto a sabata.

Ndikadapanda kukhala kusukulu kapena kugona ndimkaonera zolaula….Nthawi zonse.

Maola ochepa a 6 a tsiku langa ankaphatikizapo kuyang'anitsitsa. Panthawi yomwe ndinali pafupi ndi msinkhu wanu ku 22 ndinali ndi akaunti yokhala ndi mavidiyo a 7000 oposa a YouTube osungidwa. Ndipo ine ndikanakhoza kukuuzani inu chowonekera chomwecho, choyimira chotani, ndipo ngati icho chinali chabwino. Ndinayamba ndikumva kupweteka kwambiri mu kubuula kwanga, nditatha kufika poti ndisawonongeke masiku ambiri. Ndipo ine sindinathe kuyima.

Kotero ine ndinasankha kusiya kusiya nditangomva wina akuyankhula za komwe mungathe kumapeto kwa zaka 5 mukuganiza kuti "Ngati munayang'ana kumbuyo zaka 5 zapitazo kuchokera ku maofesi omwe munapanga lero mungakhale moyo wochuluka? Ndinalira pakhomo ponse, ndinakhumudwitsidwa ndekha ndi momwe ndikuchitira Sindingathe kuyima. Koma sindinadziwe momwe ndingachitire.

Kotero ine ndinangoganiza kumene. Ndachotsa akaunti yanga yodzaza mavidiyo ndikuchotsa zithunzi zonse zomwe ndinali nazo pafoni pa iphone yanga Zomwe zinagwira ntchito pafupifupi mwezi umodzi mpaka ine ndinatha kupeza chinsinsi cholakwika NA (ngati inu mukudziwa zomwe oyambirira awiriwa amatanthauza nthawi yomweyo mumakhala ndi zovuta ndi Porn pomwepo), ndipo ndakopeka pazithunzi za Porn full HD za 420 HD pa kompyuta yanga.

ananditengera masiku 3 kuti ndiwononge ndalama zimenezo ...

Ndiyenera kuti ndinabwereranso nthawi za 300 moona mtima kuyambira pamene ndinasiya nthawiyo mpaka lero. Zinkaona kuti palibe chiyembekezo ....

Koma chaka chatha ndinapeza zazikulu zomwe zingasinthe moyo wanga kwamuyaya!

Ndatsitsa pulogalamu yopumula yopanda tanthauzo ngati nthabwala kuti ndikufunika "kudzithandiza ndekha" kuti ndithandizire kuledzera ndikukuuzani kuti si pulogalamu yabwino kwambiri ndipo sindingakulimbikitseni kuti muzitsitsa koma ndizomwe pulogalamuyo idandiuza zomwe zanditsogolera ku bukuli ndi tsambali. [Ubongo Wanu Pa Zithunzi]

Webusaiti iyi imatchedwa http://yourbrainonporn.com

Wolemba Gary Wilson adandidziwitsa za chizolowezi changa, adandithandiza kuthana ndi zovuta zanga ndikundipatsa malingaliro atsopano. Kubwezeretsanso ubongo wanu kumakupatsani mwayi kuti muwone akazi ngati anthu osakonda zinthu, kapena zinthu monga Zithunzi nthawi zambiri zimawonetsa. Popeza ndaphunzira izi komanso momwe zimandikhudzira, ndatha kusintha zomwe ndikufuna kusintha machitidwe anga ndikusiya zizolowezi zoyipa kwanthawi yopitilira chaka tsopano

KOMA ....

Ndikukuuzani kuti sizovuta. Ndimayang'anitsitsa nthawi zosachepera 4-6 patsiku ndipo ndimakhala osachepera 6-8 kuwonera HD Porn ndipo nthawi zonse ndimachoka pagulu kapena kunyumba.

Ma intaneti anga anali osokonezeka moona mtima. Posachedwa pano adakupatsirani ma tabu opanda malire pa inu iPhone… Ndidakwanitsa kupeza ma tabu 107 a makanema olaula pa intaneti ndipo sikunali kuwerengera mawonekedwe a incognito mwina ndipo ndimadziwa kanema aliyense. Zinakhala zovuta kwa ine. Zachilendo zakuyenda kuchokera kwa atsikana kupita kwa atsikana, podziwa atsikana osiyanasiyana a 45 ndikupeza makanema atsopano tsiku lililonse, zinali zovuta kusiya.

Ichi ndi mndandanda wazing'ono zomwe ndachita pamene ndasiya.

Ndinagwiritsa ntchito madola a 700 pa zolaula za mavidiyo ndi zithunzi zake

Ndinakhala abambo a shuga kwa atsikana a 3-4 ndipo ndinapeza ntchito yachiwiri kuti ndizigonana ndi atsikana ovomerezeka.

Ndimakhala pafupi ndi 2,000 kwa msungwana uyu kwa miyezi 6 kuti ndingoyamba kukhala namwali. Sindinamvepo mawu amodzi koma osasamala

Ndikuyang'ana mtundu wamdima wa Porn womwe uli wambiri kwa anthu ambiri.

Choipa kwambiri ndikumverera ...

Sindinathe kupirira, ndinali ndi vuto lopweteka (kusalimba kapena kugonana panthawi ya kugonana) Ndikhoza kugonana kwa maola ambiri ndikulephera.

Ndinali ndi katatu / chikhalidwe kawiri ndi mtsikana ndi msuweni wake ndipo samatha kuvutikira. Chifukwa chake ndimayenera kulingalira za zolaula zomwe zidapotoza komwe anali azichemwali anga kuti azindivuta mutu.

Ndipo ndinali Mkhristu wabwino wokhala ndi makhalidwe abwino komanso namwali ndisanasankhe kusiya kusiya Porn. Pomwepo ndinayamba kukhala ndi mavuto.

Komanso kuchoka pa zolaula ndi maliseche kungachititse kuti mukhale ndi zotsatira zochepa kwambiri mpaka mutha kubwerera ku maganizo olakwika.

  • Kusintha
  • Hypersensitivity mu groin (yoipa kwambiri mwa izo zonse)
  • Lembali
  • mphwayi
  • Kusokonezeka maganizo
  • kusowa tulo
  • Zosasintha
  • Kusokonezeka maganizo kumasintha
  • Low libido
  • Ndipo zambiri zimapitirira kwambiri!

Koma ngati pali upangiri umodzi womwe ndingakupatseni padziko lapansi pano ndinganene kuti muyenera kudzikonda nokha kudzera mu izi.

Ngati simukutero PHUNZITSANI MMENE MUNGACHITE Dzikondeni nokha, dzilemekezeni nokha ndikumasamala nokha kuti muchite izi zomwe mukufuna PALIBE khalani ndi zomwe zimatengera kuti pasadutse masiku oyambirira a 3 musadzakhale sabata yoyamba kapena masiku a 30. Ndasiya kucheza nawo, ndinasiya kuonera mafilimu omwe ankachita zachiwerewere kapena kusewera.

Ndinasiya kuyankhula ndi abwenzi apamtima ndipo ndimakhala nthawi yayitali ndikungoyenda ndekha ndikupita kumalo ndikupanga zochitika ndi ine ndekha. Ndipo nditha kunena kuti tsopano ndikuyamba kusangalala ndikukonda yemwe ndili. Ndine munthu wodabwitsa ndipo sindikusowa aliyense kapena chilichonse kuti andipatse chisangalalo chotere. Nditha kuchita izi ndekha ndikafuna kungotenga kamphindi ndikuwona momwe mulungu adandipangira kukhala wapadera.

Chifukwa chake pitani patsamba lake ndikugula bukulo chinali chisankho chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndidapangapo ndipo ndikhulupilira ngati wina kunja uko ali ndi vuto losokoneza bongo monga momwe ndinaliri panthawiyo pali chiyembekezo komanso gulu la anthu masauzande ambiri omwe akuzindikira kuti atha kusintha nalonso .

KUSINTHA: wow sindingakhulupirire kuti ndi anthu masauzande angati omwe adawona izi sindimaganiza kuti ndingakhudze pano koma ndili wokondwa kuti nonse mwapeza kuti nkhaniyi ndi yosangalatsa. Ndikuyesera kuchita masiku 30 koposa omwe ndidachitapo anali 19, ndipo pakadali pano ndili masiku a 12.

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By Mitsinje Tanner