Ndinazindikira za PIED kumapeto kwa chilimwe mu Julayi chifukwa cholephera kuchita chibwenzi ndi bwenzi langa. Idayamwa! Ndidamva zoyipa komanso zomchititsa manyazi kumupangitsa kuganiza kuti sanali woyenera. Mpaka nditachita zomwezo tonsefe amunafe timachita ndikupita pa intaneti ndikufufuza zomwe zinali vuto kenako ndinawerenga za PIED ndikupeza makanema a Gabe.
(Mulungu akudalitseni Gabe lol). Chifukwa chake pachiyambi ndimayendetsa modetsa nkhawa ndikayambiranso. M'masabata oyambilira a 2 ndidagwera kale pansi. Koma patadutsa milungu ingapo, ndinabwereranso chifukwa cha instagram .. Osati zolaula smh. Kotero pambuyo pake ndinali nditatseka instagram yanga kwa miyezi iwiri .. Pakhala masiku angapo kumene ndinalibe chilakolako koma nthawi iliyonse ndikakhala tsiku la 2 kapena tsiku la 14 ndimabwereranso.
Chifukwa chake mumapeza chithunzichi. Nthawi iliyonse ndikabwereranso ndimadzimva wamanyazi ndikunyansidwa ndekha. Ndinkaona kufooka komanso kuti ndinali kulephera. Mwina ndidabwereranso nthawi zopitilira 30 kuyambira chaka chatha mpaka pano smh..koma ndidakumana ndi kanema wa YouTube wochokera ku Clasik Obas, (munthu wodziwa zenizeni). Anatinso kuti kubwereranso kwina ndikosiyana ndi njirayi ndipo sikuyenera kudzipweteka kwambiri ndipo chifukwa chokha chomwe mukubwereranso ndichakuti mukukhala bwino. Sekani. Inde zimamveka zachilendo koma ndimadziganiziranso inenso, ali ndi mfundo. Ndidabwera lonnnnngggg njira kuchokera pazomwe ndimakonda kuchita zolaula (ndimaziyang'ana pafupifupi tsiku lililonse ndikumatha usiku uliwonse ndisanagone). Koma tsopano ndimangokhala FAP kamodzi masiku onse a 10-12. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula tsiku lililonse mwina kamodzi pamwezi. (Pomwe ndimayambiranso, ndimakonda kubwereranso kumavidiyo a instagram ndi makanema a YouTube) kotero ndimadziwa kuti ndikupita patsogolo ndipo ndimachita bwino kwambiri kuposa momwe ndimagwiritsiranso ntchito.
Chifukwa chake zimakhala ngati ana adali pomwe tidayamba kuphunzira kuyenda. Tidayenera kuyesa pang'onopang'ono poyamba kuti titenge masitepe ndipo timapitilira kugwa tsiku lililonse. Tinagwa, tinagwa, tinagwa. Koma kodi aliyense wa ife adayimilira ndikusiya? Ayi sitinatero. Kotero zili ngati chinthu chomwecho kumenya izi PORN. Zonse ndizokhudza kupita patsogolo. Tidzapitirizabe kugwa koma pamapeto pake tidzakhala bwino tikapatula zolaula ndi maliseche makamaka popeza tonse tikudziwa zotsatirapo zake. Tonsefe tili pano kuti timenye PIED ndikuchiritsidwa koma tiyeni tikhale owona mtima, sitidzangokhala omasuka ku izi usiku. Zitenga nthawi, miyezi, kapena kutheka chaka (kwa ena aife) ngati mungakhale odzipereka komanso okhazikika.
Pofuna kukulunga, ndikumva umboni kuchokera momwe kubwezeretsedwaku kumagwirira ntchito. Mwina ndinali pa imodzi mwamaulendo anga apamwamba kwambiri. Tinakhala pafupifupi mwezi umodzi pa nofap ndipo ine ndi bwenzi langa lapamtima pamapeto pake tinagonana bwino sabata ino! Tili pachibwenzi chotalikirana kotero timakumananso miyezi 4-5. Ngakhale kuti kugonana sikunathe nthawi yayitali (kunakhala ngati mphindi 5) koma ndinatha kukhala ndi erection yolimba kwathunthu ndikuchepetsa umuna wa lol. Ndinali wokondwaooo !! Anali wokondwa. Kenako patadutsa maola awiri tidapitanso mozungulira 2! Tsopano izi zinali zodabwitsa chifukwa sindingakumbukire nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndinapita maulendo awiri tsiku limodzi !! Ndipo nthawi ino idapita nthawi yayitali, pafupifupi mphindi 2-2. Ndinatha kuyendetsa erection yanga ndipo pafupifupi ndinapewa chitowe molawirira kwambiri. Koma izi zimangotanthauza kuti kuyambiranso kumagwira ntchito ndipo NO FAP imagwiradi ntchito!
*** ZOYENERA KWAMBIRI, rewiring ndiyofunikira kwambiri anyamata. Chonde musayese kuthamangira kugonana ndikufulumizitsa izi. Mudzalephera. Kulipira ndi mnzanu poyamba, onetsani kwa mphindi zingapo musanayese kugonana ****
Chifukwa chake anyamata ndili pano kuti ndikuuzeni kuti musataye mtima. FUCK PORN, chotsani izi muubongo wanu, pamakompyuta anu komanso m'miyoyo yanu. Monga momwe Gabe ananenera, Pangani kuti PORN SIYONSE KUSANKHA. ndinapanga lamulo mnyumba mwanga kuti ma laptops amatsekedwa ndikuzimitsidwa pakati pausiku. Ndikuchepetsa nthawi yochezera ochezera pa TV kuti ndichepetse zomwe zimayambitsa, ndipo izi ndi zomwe zikuchiritsa PIED yanga ... sibwino kuti anyamata andikhulupirire. Chikondi chenicheni ndikuwonetsa chikondi kwa bwenzi lanu ndibwino kwambiri. Ingokhalani omangika ndikupitiliza kukhala ovuta ndipo. Pamene ndikuwona kuti mwina ndi imodzi mwanjira zachangu kwambiri zothetsera vutoli ndikuchiritsidwa ku PIED.
Bwino kwa nonse. Ndipo kumbukirani ngati mutayambiranso, ndibwino, pokhapokha mutakhala bwino pa izi. … Koma osangobwereza bwereza. Khalani otanganidwa komanso kulanga, mutha kupambana izi!
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