Wow… .ndafika mpaka pano… Sindikukhulupirirabe… .ndi zabwino kukwaniritsa maloto anu. Zomwe zimawoneka zosatheka, tsopano zachitika. Ambiri angaganize kuti sinkhani yayikulu koma m'maso mwanga ndichabwino… chifukwa ndikudziwa momwe zidalili zovuta kuzipeza. Zikomo aliyense amene amandithandizira paulendo wanga. Kotero… iyi ndi nkhani yanga…
Ndinkagwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwa zaka 25. Kuchita maliseche pafupifupi tsiku lililonse…. Kawiri kawiri patsiku, mpaka kasanu patsiku. Kwa zaka 5 mzere wanga wabwino kwambiri udali masiku 20 opangidwa kamodzi kokha m'malo opanikizika… .Ndikutanthauza kuti aliyense amene ali mu mkhalidwe wanga akadachita. Ndidapanga masiku 20 kangapo m'zaka 12. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndikuchita masiku 20-2 motsutsana… mpaka sabata.
Ndimagwiritsa ntchito zokoleza nthawi zina koma chonsecho sindimakonda. Zochita zanga zomwe ndimakonda ndikupanga kwa maola ambiri, PMO -ing, ndipo izi zidasokoneza maubwenzi onse omwe ndinali nawo, chifukwa ndinalibe nthawi yopanda munthu, ndipo ndimafuna kusewera mwamtendere. Zinkawoneka kuti ndizosatheka kupitilira sabata osakwanira ndipo sindimakhulupirira kuti ndingathe.
Zaka 10 zapitazo ndinawerenga m'magazini a mnyamata wina, yemwe adachita NoFap chaka chimodzi ndipo ndidachita chidwi. Ndinali wotsimikiza panthawiyi, kuti analibe zolimbikitsa konse… kapena mwina ofatsa kwambiri. Tsopano ndikuwona kuti mwina ndikulakwitsa.
Nthawi zambiri ndimasiya kumenya nkhondo ndi M, koma ndimadzimva wonyansa komanso wosasangalala, ndiye ndimamenyera masiku ena awiri. Sindinali wotsimikiza kuti ndisiye zomwe ndinalonjeza kuti ndizidzakwanitsa ndisanagone. Zaka 2 zapitazo ndidayamba pang'onopang'ono kukulitsa ma streaks anga ndikumapanga masiku 3 ... ndinali wonyadira ndekha .... ndipo chaka chatha ndidakwanitsa masiku 5. Ndinali wamphamvu m'maganizo kuposa tsopano… koma tsopano ndikuwona kuti sikofunikira kuti mukhale olimba mtima, m'malo motembenuza malingaliro anu munthawi. Chinali chinthu chovuta kwambiri kubwereranso pambuyo pa masiku 68, koma zidandiphunzitsa kukhala osamala tsopano ndikupewa zogonana pamtengo uliwonse komanso mwachangu kwambiri.
Zopindulitsa zazikulu zomwe ndili nazo ..ndizambiri zamagetsi .., nthawi yambiri komanso yaulere, ndimawoneka ochepera kuposa zaka zapitazo ndipo ndimakhala woyera komanso wokondwa,. Ndikulakalaka izi zidachitika zaka zapitazo, chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti ngakhale ndikapusitsanso, ndikadafunanso kubwerera kuno kuti ndikhale mtundu wabwino kwambiri wa ine ndekha.
Ndikulangiza kanema "Zikomo pogawana" ndi a Mark Ruffalo ndi a Tim Robbins. Ndizolondola pamutuwu. Musaiwale kutseka maso anu pazithunzi zotentha.
Zida zabwino kwambiri kwa ine ndizopemphera tsiku ndi tsiku ndikumagona molawirira.
Zabwino zonse kwa aliyense ndikukhala ndi chaka chodabwitsa 2018.
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