Masiku 200 pambuyo pake zomwe zasintha ndi zomwe zikufunikabe kusintha
Ndinalemba izi nditafika masiku 100
"Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 12 ndipo ndimachita zolaula pa intaneti pa 17 ndi 19 ndamva kale zovuta zake.
Ku koleji ndidadutsa kuchokera ku Wophunzira kupita kwa wina yemwe anali wokondwa kukhala ndi D, chifukwa cha moyo wamtundu womwe ndimakhala, ndili ndi zaka 26 ndinali ndisanamalize College motero ndidasiya.
Pambuyo pazaka 3 popanda kuphunzira komanso kusagwira ntchito zizolowezi zanga za PMO zidatenga moyo wanga. M'zaka 3 zapitazi zomwe ndimakonda kudzuka 2 koloko ndimamwa khofi ndikutulutsa laputopu nditatha maola 1 kapena 2 pa intaneti ndimayang'ana makanema anayi kapena asanu ndi makanema 4 kapena 5, pomwe aliyense anali atagona kale pafupi 1 pm, ndimatha pitani PMO mode mpaka 2 am kenako ndikusamba ndikunong'oneza bondo ndikuchita manyazi kuti ndaphonya tsiku lina. M'masiku ogwirira ntchito ndimadzuka maola awiri m'mawa kuti ndiseweretse maliseche ndikutha tsiku lonse ndikumakhala kutopa, ndikamagona usiku umodzi osawona zolaula ndikuwonetsa maliseche ndimaiganiza kuti yatayika usiku. Gona ndikubwereza zomwe zinali zaka 11 zapitazi za moyo wanga.
8/27/2018 Tsiku lomwe ndinasankha kuti moyo wanga sungathe kupitiliza choncho.
"Chinthu chabwino chokhudza kugunda pansi pali njira imodzi yokha yomwe yatsala kuti ipite ndipo yatha" Tsiku lomwelo pambuyo pa gawo lina la PMO, ndikumva chisoni komanso manyazi ndidasankha m'malo mosamba ndikugona, ndidapita kokayenda. Mukuyenda uku ndidazindikira kuti ndidadutsa zaka zanga zonse za 20 ndikuthamangira kuwona anthu ena akugonana, ndizachisoni chabe.
Nditafika ndinasamba ndikuyamba kuchitapo kanthu kuwonetsetsa kuti ndikhala osachepera sabata limodzi popanda PMO.
-Ndinachotsa kompyuta kuchipinda changa ndikuyiyika pabalaza
-Ndinachotsa chitseko chachipinda changa ndikuyiyika mu garaja (chiiyikeni miyezi iwiri pambuyo pake)
-Ndinathyola maziko pomwe ndinayika laputopu pabedi.
-Kuyambira kufufuza pa intaneti za momwe mungagonjetsere zolaula, ndinayambitsa nofap forum ndi chiteshi chomwe chimatchedwa Porn Reboot, makanema omwe anali pamalopo komanso nkhani ya mamembala ambiri a tsambali andithandiza kwambiri masiku 100+ amenewo
Zomwe zidanditsogolera kuyesa izi:
-Ndikufuna kukhala ndi banja posachedwa.
-Ndine 29 ndipo sindinakhalepo pachibwenzi.
-Kukhala ndi makolo anga.
-Kukhala ndi nkhawa komanso mantha osintha.
-Kusungulumwa komanso kudzipatula.
-Chinyengo
-Kuopa koopsa kokhala ndi winawake mu kompyuta yanga.
-Ndinatha kuthamangitsa anthu omwe ndimawasamala.
-Mukadaulo ndimakhala kumapeto kwa Yobu
Chifukwa chachikulu chomwe sindinabwerenso komabe sindikuganiza kuti ndidzachitanso izi pakanthawi kochepa kuti ndikhale ndi moyo, kwa ine ndiokwera mtengo kulipira chisangalalo chakanthawi.
Ndikudziwa kuti izi sizithetsa mavuto anga onse ndipo sizingabwezeretse nthawi yomwe ndidataya koma ndikulowera komwe kuli tsogolo labwino. ”
Pambuyo masiku ena 100 zomwe zasintha:
-Ndasiya ntchito yanga yakale, ndikuchita zomwe zimandivuta, ndimakonda.
-Zabwino zanga sizinakhalepo zabwinoko.
-Nthawi yopumira pamaso pa kompyuta.
-Soma.
-Kutulutsa.
Ndigona bwino
-Manyazi apita.
-Sikuyembekezeranso kudzakhala ndekha pakhomo pano.
-Ndimakhala nthawi yambiri ndi banja langa.
-Simakhala ndi mantha amenewo wokhala ndi munthu wogwiritsa ntchito kompyuta yanga.
-Ndikuyang'ana kuti ndigule nyumba yoti ndituluke mnyumba ya makolo anga.
-Ndimangokhalira kupereka zifukwa zosapitilira kukacheza ndi anzanga.
-Sindimangokhalira kukangana nthawi zonse ndikawona mkazi wokongola.
Zomwe zikufunikabe kusintha:
Pomwe ndidayamba ndidalibe pulani, ndidamaliza ndimakhala ndi nthawi yayikulu ndimanja, osadziwa choti ndichite nawo.
-Ndakhala maola ambiri kuntchito, ndikuchita zabwino kuposa PMO, komabe palibe njira yoti ndikhale moyo.
-Ndikudziwa zomwe ndiyenera kuchita koma sindingathe kutsimikizira malingaliro anga kuti ndichinthu chomwe chikuyenera kusintha.
-Kukhala ndi nkhawa zokumana ndi chatsopano, kuchokera kumalo anga achitonthozo.
-Ndikuopa kuti ndisadzakhale ndi banja, koma kuopa kuchititsidwa manyazi poyesa ndikokulu, ndipo sikuyenera kukhala.
-Ndimapitilizabe ndi vuto lakufuna kuchita zinthu mwangwiro poyamba, ndikadziwa kuti zimatenga nthawi, kuyesa ndikulakwitsa ndikudziwa kuchita zinthu bwino.
-Ndiyenera kuphunzira kukhala ndi moyo, kuthera nthawi yochepa m'mutu mwanga kuyang'ana zochitika zonse zomwe zimandichitikira, zomwe zimanditsogolera kusiya kapena kutaya nthawi yochita zomwe ndimafuna kuchita.
-Sikokwanira kuletsa PMO Ndiyenera kudziwa choti ndichite kenako ndikhale wofunitsitsa kuchita ngati chimwemwe changa chimadalira.
Kwa inu omwe mukuyamba tsopano, nditha kunena kuti popita nthawi zimavuta.
Nthawi yomwe mwayika mu izi, inali ya munthu kapena china chomwe mumawona kuti ndichofunika komanso chofunikira kwambiri kuposa kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanu yayitali mukuyang'ana pazenera ndikuthawa.
Kungakhale kuwononga nthawi kwathunthu kuti musiye tsopano ndikuchotsa kufunikira konse kwa zomwe zidakuchititsani kuyimitsa PMO poyamba.
Anthu ndi zifukwa zomwe zidakuchititsani kuti muyime, musataye kufunika.
Chokhacho chomwe chimasintha ndikhumbo lanu kuti musinthe.
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