Zaka za 3 zapitazo ndidalumikizidwa kuzinthu zonse zolaula komanso zoyipa. Ndinkapanikizika chifukwa chondigwira ntchito. Ndinkacheza ndi rub n tug massage palours komanso kuchita phonesex, cybersex ndikuonera zolaula ndimavuto akulu kwa ine ndi banja langa.
Zaka 3 zapitazo kufikira lero ndi nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndidachezera rub n tug. Ndinafika kunyumba nditamwa mowa mwauchidakwa usiku wonse ndipo ndinafika pa malowa. Zinali zolimba kwambiri. Komabe ndinali ndi njala ndipo ndinkadziimba mlandu m'mawa mwake ndikudziulula kwa mkazi wanga. Pa nthawiyo tinali ndi mwana wakhanda. Ndinali m'mavuto okhumudwa komanso odzidetsa nkhawa. Sanandimenyetse koma koma mwachidziwikire anali atasweka.
Pazaka zitatu zapitazi ndakhala ndikusamala za moyo wanga ndikuganizira komwe ndikufuna kukhala ndipo ndayamba kuzolowera izi.
Sindine wangwiro koma monga lero:
- Ndili ndi zaka 3 kuyambira ndikuwona rub n tug (Ndidzatero osabwereranso).
- Ndili masiku a 60 PMO kwaulere.
- Ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi komanso kusinkhasinkha tsiku lililonse.
- Ndatenga umwini wathunthu.
- Ndimamvetsera ma podcasts othandizira ndikuwerenga mabuku a David Goggins, Jocko Willink ndi Jordan B Peterson.
- Ndimachepetsa mowa
Ndili wokondwa kwambiri tsopano, sindimakhalanso ndi nkhawa kapena kudziimba mlandu, ndimadzinyadira ndekha ndipo ndimafunitsitsa kupitiriza ulendowu. Ndili ndi mutu wowoneka bwino ndipo ndimatha kuyenda wamtali ndikudziwa kuti sindibisala mavuto anga kapena kupereka mkazi wanga.
Titha tonse kuchita izi anyamata ndi atsikana. Zikomo kwambiri pa tsambali chifukwa chothandizira munjira yonseyi.
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