Zonse zidayamba ndili pafupi kutembenuza 17, ndidadziuza ndekha kuti ndisiye zolaula patsiku lokumbukira tsiku langa lobadwa la 17th. Ndinalephera zoyipa kwambiri ndipo ngati masiku a 5 pambuyo pake ndinawonanso zolaula, ndikuganiza kuti ndinalibe chilimbikitso choyenera ndipo ndinapitilira choncho kwa miyezi yotsatira ya 2-3.
Kupatula ndaganiza zodziwitsa za momwe zolaula zimakhudzira. Ndidazindikira kuti sizabwino paubongo wanu, thanzi lanu lamaubongo ndipo zimatha kutchulidwa kuti ndi mankhwala. Ndipo izi zinkandidetsa nkhawa kwambiri komanso zimandichititsa kumva kuti ndine wopanda vuto. Ndidapitilira ma 3 masabata popanda kuwonera, ndiye ndidalephera. Ndinkangokhala wokhumudwa (osati ngati kuti ndinali wokhumudwa koma ndinali wokhumudwa) komanso wosungulumwa.
Panopa sindikuwonera zolaula kwa miyezi 5, ndimangoseweretsa maliseche ngati kamodzi pa sabata koma cholinga changa chachikulu chinali kusiya zolaula ndikuchita maliseche pang'ono ndipo ndinachoka ku maliseche kasanu pamlungu kupita ku 5. M'miyezi yapitayi ndinasiya Social Media monga Facebook ndi Instagram, ndidayamba kusinkhasinkha ndikuwerenga zambiri.
Panopa ndili ndi vuto labwino kuposa momwe ndinalili chaka chatha ndipo ndikusangalala kwambiri kuposa kale lonse. Ndimakhala ndikumwetulira popanda chifukwa ndipo ndicho chisangalalo chabwino koposa. Ndayamba kuyamika pazinthu zomwe ndili nazo ndipo ndikutha kuwona zabwino zonse zomwe ndili nazo m'moyo wanga.
Zomwe ndidamvetsetsa kuchokera pamenepa? Kuti sitikhala nthawi zonse koma nthawi zambiri, timayambitsa chisangalalo chathu.
Ndimapeza atsikana okongola kwambiri kuposa kale ndipo ndili ndi kudzidalira kwambiri ndipo sindine wamanyazi. Ndinkafuna kusiya chifukwa nthawi zonse ndikachoka ku zolaula ndinkadzichitira manyazi. Komanso chifukwa, monga ndidanenera, ndidazindikira kuti zolaula zitha kukuvulazani m'njira zambiri, ndikuwonera anthu akukambirana zomwe akumana nazo kusiya zolaula komanso maubwino awo zidandithandizanso kusiya.
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