Pachiyeso chachitatu kugunda masiku 90 popanda PMO, ndinasokoneza ndi MO'd. Chosangalatsa ndichakuti ndinatha kupewa kuthamangitsa ndipo posachedwa ndidagunda masiku 30 opanda P, pomwe ndili pafupifupi 10 wa PMO. Ngakhale sindinapange 30 wopanda PMO, kapena 90 wopanda PMO, kapena kuchiritsa pansi ndikukwaniritsa zolinga zanga zonse, ndayamba kale kupindula ndimisala.
Choyamba, ndinayambanso kudya zakudya zopangidwa kuchokera ku zomera, ndinasiya kumwa mowa ndi kusuta fodya, komanso kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi tsiku lililonse. Ndine mtundu wa 1 wodwala matenda ashuga ndipo kusintha kumeneku kukuchita zodabwitsa pa thanzi langa.
Ndikumva bwino kwambiri za ine ndikukhala ndi mphamvu kwambiri. Ndikuphunzira kuthana ndi mavuto anga ndikuvomereza zolakwa zanga m'malo mowamiza zolaula ndi mowa. Ndimayambanso kukopeka kwambiri ndi anthu, zomwe sizimasokoneza kudzidalira kwanga (pokhala gay, zolaula zanga zimanditsogolera kuti ndizidziyerekeza ndekha ndi anthu omwe ndimawakonda, zowononga njira).
Ndimasangalala ndi nyimbo, kuyankhula, kuyendetsa galimoto ndi zina zambiri ndipo ndimadzimva wosalakwa komanso m'mutu mwanga. Ndikosavuta kuti ndithe kumasuka ndi anthu ndipo sindimva ngati ndikufuna kukhala moyo wanga ndekha kapena kudzipha ndekha.
Ndimamva bwino komanso ndimatha kuchita zambiri, ndipo ndimaona ngati nditha kupanga masiku a 90 kukhala opanda PMO.
Ndinazindikira kuti ndikuchita nofap pachiyambi ndikuyembekeza kuti zingandipangitse kukhala wokongola kwambiri mwanjira ina, kotero ndimakhala womasuka ndi ine ndekha. Ndikudziwa tsopano kuti ndimangodziona ngati wosasangalatsa chifukwa cha zolaula, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ndikuwoneka bwino tsopano. Ndimatha kuvomereza ndikudziyamikira ndekha ndikukhala ndi malingaliro otha kuthana ndi mavuto ndikudzimvetsetsa nokha ndi wamphamvu kwambiri ku nofap, komanso m'moyo wonse.
LINK - Masiku XXUMX palibe P
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