Ulendo wanga udayamba zaka 2 zapitazo. Chifukwa chake mwina mungadabwe za kupita kwanga pang'onopang'ono. Ngakhale inali yochedwa, ndili ndi zaka 18, ndilibe chilichonse choti ndingataye ndipo zonse zomwe ndili nazo ndikupeza zinthu. Osadandaula za msinkhu wanu, mutha kuchita ntchito zanu zonse mutakumana ndi zovuta. Tengani nthawi yanu yolimbitsa chikhulupiriro.
Zaka ziwiri zisanachitike, sindinadziwe kufunika kwa NoFap, makamaka sindinazindikire kuti ndinali woledzera. Nditazindikira kuti ndinali wachisoni kwambiri. Ndidali pamwambamwamba pamayeso koma zidachitika nchiyani? kukula kumangoyenda zonse. Ndinavutika maganizo. Ndinali Zombified. Ndinalibe bwenzi lililonse komanso kumverera ngati kinda. Komabe ndilibe abwenzi ambiri koma ndimawaitana anzanga ngati anzanga, sindikudziwa ngati ali owona. Ndinayamba kukhala ndi zizolowezi zoyipa zogona, ndinayamba ulesi, ndinawononga thanzi langa, kudzidalira, zizolowezi zabwino, maubale (Ndinayamba kukhala munthu wokwiya) ndipo chovuta kwambiri kuposa izi ndi chiyani kwa wachinyamata?
Koma tsopano patatha masiku 30, ndine wokondwa, ndikumva wamoyo, ndikuchita zinthu zambiri zomwe ndikufuna kumaliza, kutsatira Ndondomeko yanga osapuma. Ndinkakonda kuda nkhawa ndi vuto langa la PE koma tsopano sindidandaula ngakhale pang'ono. Vuto langa la PE lidachiritsidwa pamayeso am'mbuyomu pomwe ndinali ndi 22. Panthaŵi yomwe ndimakulira patatha masiku 22 ndidazindikira nthawi yanga. Ndikuganiza kuti zimapangidwa mukamakula kwambiri.
Ndipo mu bizinesi yeniyeni, ndili ndi zaka 18, ndiye kuti ndine wamng'ono kwambiri kuti ndikhale ndi *** kotero sindikutsimikiza. Koma nthawi yanga idasintha. Ndikuganiza kuti ndichifukwa choti kukula kumachitika ndi ife eni ndipo tikulingalira zokhala ndi umuna womwe ungakhale chifukwa chake PE ndi ……. Ndinkangowonera makanema olaula a 8 pakadali pano. Chifukwa chake sindikudziwa ngati zolaula zingayambitse PE koma ndidamva kuti zimayambitsa PE. Chifukwa chake sindine amene ndiyenera kuthana ndi kukayika kwanu pankhaniyi koma ndidamva kuchokera ku fastrounut wodziwa zambiri kuti NoFap ikhoza kuchiza PE. Ngati mukukayikira zochulukirapo lingalirani zofunsira kwa wogonana kapena katswiri. Ndinalibe mwayi woti ndikumane nawo kotero ndidaganiza zopita ku NoFap. Ndikuganiza kuti chifukwa ichi chithandizira kukayikira kwanu.
Osachepera ndili wokondwa ndi ine ndekha tsopano. Sindikudandaula nkomwe za PE tsopano. Koma pachiyambi ndinkachita mantha kupitiliza NoFap chifukwa cha anyamata ena omwe amathandizira "kukulira kumatha kuchiritsa PE". Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndikudandaula za izi. Koma ndikaika nthawi yanga kumanga chikhulupiriro ndi chikhulupiriro, ndili bwino tsopano.
Ndikumva bwino kwambiri. Ndatulutsidwa kuti ndidzione ndekha patatha masiku 90.
STRUGGLE. STRUGGLE. STRUGGLE. Njira Yokhayo Yophunzirira. ATHENGA MABWINO.
Zomwe ndidadzikumbutsa panthawi yovuta: sindingalephererenso, ndalephera kale maulendo zana. Sindidzapachika mutu wanga tsiku lina. Ndikufuna kukhala moyo wanga wonse. Sindingathe kulephera.
Ndinkamveranso nyimbo zambiri ndikuphunzira mawu a nyimbo zolimbikitsa komanso zomvetsa chisoni. Musafunse chifukwa chake nyimbo zachisoni, zikukumbutsani zolakwa zanu zakale, zolephera zanu. Nyimbo zomvetsa chisoni zingakupangitseni kuzindikira kuti muli olimba motani.
Pomaliza ndikufuna kunena izi: ngati inu mukufunadi kusiya. Khalani amphamvu. Olimba adzapulumuka. Mphamvu imamangidwa kudzera zolephera. Pirira nthawi zovuta. Maphunziro omwe ndidaphunzira omwe adandithandizira kuti afike pamenepa ndi kuchokera kuzomwe ndakumana nazo zovuta.
Pitilizani kupsinjika kufikira mutakwanira.
KUTENGA KWAULERE, KULEZA NDI CHIMENE MUYENERA KUTI MUTHENGE MALO OGWIRITSIRA NTCHITO NDIPONSO KUTI MUKHUTSE ZONSE ZABWINO.
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Wakhala mwezi kuchokera pomwe ndinamaliza. Kumayambiriro kwa mayeserowa, ndinkalimbana ndi zolimbikitsa. M'mayesero am'mbuyomu, ndimalimbana nawo mpaka sindingathenso kulimbikitsidwapo kenako nkuyamba kuchita M. Koma pachiyeso chamakono, poyambirira, zolimbikitsa mwamphamvu zimabwera ndipo, ine , pakadali pano pomwe izi zikangoyamba kubwera, siyani bafa. Pali chinyengo kuti muchite izi, lowetsani bafa kuti mukasambe kokha mukamapita kwinakwake. Ndipo nthawi zina, ngati mukufuna kukhala watsopano, chitani zomwe Asilamu amachita musanachite Namaz, kutsuka nkhope, kunyowetsa tsitsi, kutsuka manja ndi manja, kenako kutsiriza phazi lanu. Kapena, mukamalowa kuchimbudzi mutavala thalauza (kabudula), gwiritsani thaulo kunyowetsa thupi lanu. Sindikudziwa ngati zikugwirizana ndi malingaliro anu kapena chipembedzo, koma zidandigwirira ntchito. Kwa pafupifupi milungu iwiri, ndimatsatira chinyengo ichi kuti ndithawe. Pambuyo pa masabata awiriwa, ndinataya nzeru (mwa njira) kuti ndidziwe zolimbikitsa, mophweka, sindinakhalepo ndi zolimbikitsa pambuyo pa masabata a 2. Ngati ena adayamba kutuluka, ochepa okha. Imeneyi inali njira yowonekera komanso kusowa kwa zolimbikitsa zomwe zimabwerezedwa mpaka pano. Mawonekedwe awa azokopa ndi anga. Machitidwe anu akhoza kusiyana ndi anga, kuzindikira mtunduwo, ndikofunikira kupanga njira. Pobwerera ku mzere wanga, sabata yachiwiri, ndidazindikira kuyambiranso kolimbikitsana koma analibe mphamvu zokwanira kuti ndizigwira ntchito kwakanthawi.
Ndisanapite patali, ndikuuzeni anyamata inu momwe ndidayambira mlanduwu.
Mbiri yaying'ono yamayesero am'mbuyomu: zisanachitike ndidakhala ndi mayesero a tsiku la 22 omwe adalephera sabata yotsatila. Sabata limodzi lokhalokha ndikokwanira kuwononga kupita patsogolo komwe mwapanga mpaka pano. Sindinganene kuti inali sabata yolowerera koma ndidachita katatu sabata limodzi ndipo kwa ine zinali zopitilira misala. Mlandu wotsatira udalephera patatha sabata limodzi ndipo wotsatira udalephera patatha masiku 10 ndikuganiza. Ndisanayambe kuzengedwa mlandu, ndidaganiza zokweza Chingerezi, ndikukonzekera kumaliza mabuku atatu. Ndinali mwana wachinyamata yemwe amawerenga buku limodzi patsiku kapena buku limodzi masiku atatu alionse. Kukula kunawononga zokolola zanga za 3… ..% zedi. Mlanduwu usanachitike, ndimafuna kuwerenga mabuku ochuluka koma zonse zidalephera chifukwa, anyamata mukudziwa yankho, chilimbikitso chinali chochepa, kugona kwambiri, nthawi yambiri idawonongeka motere. Chifukwa cha izi ndidaganiza zopatula ntchito zochepa mwezi umodzi. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndidaganiza zowerenga mabuku atatu. Chifukwa chake machitidwe anga atsiku ndi tsiku anali ngati; werengani masamba ena, malizitsani maphunziro azilankhulo zatsiku ndi tsiku komanso homuweki kuchokera pa intaneti kenako pamapeto pake mukalowe nawo pakompyuta. Nthawi zotsala, ndimakhala ndi bwenzi langa. Mwayi wanga, ndili ndi mnzanga wokonda kulankhula wokonda kulankhula yemwe ndimakhala naye nthawi yayitali ndikulankhula zazinthu zathu. Amabwera kwa ine nthawi iliyonse ndikakhala mfulu, zikutanthauza kuti ndinalibe nthawi yopuma.
Ndine wolankhula ngati kinda ndipo iye ndi wosiyana. Chifukwa chake mukatiyang'ana mungadabwe ndi lamulo lokopa, limakopa! Tsopano ndikukhala ngati "ambivert". Chifukwa chake, ndidakonza tsiku langa ngati kupatula nthawi yocheza, kuwerenga, kumaliza maphunziro. Ndipo ngati mukuti ndili ndi mwayi wokhala ndi malo ngati awa, mukulakwitsa. Ndinapanga chilengedwechi mwadala, ndinalowa nawo maphunzirowo, ndinalowa nawo pakompyuta, ndinadzipatsa nthawi yocheperako kuti ndikhale ndekha, ndipo chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti mnyamatayu ndiwololera, munthuyu amabwera kwa ine kudzakambirana za anime komanso masewera (nthawi zambiri amakhala sindikufuna kupita kukalankhula komanso chifukwa amayi ake salola nthawi yochuluka kugwiritsa ntchito foni amabwera kunyumba kwanga kudzawonera ma animes) zomwe sindimakonda kuzikamba ngakhale ndimakonda kuziwonera ndikusewera masewera, ndimamukakamiza kuti apite limodzi kumalo. Tsopano mnyamatayo wasintha pang'ono. Chidwi chake mu animes chayamba kutsika. Poyamba, ndimachita zomwe mnyamata wanga amachita koma tsopano ndaphunzira kumuumiriza kuti tizipita limodzi (sindife ma gay) (phunzirani kunena kuti ayi!). Ndidamuuza tsiku lina kuti ndilibe chidwi ndi zinthu zopanda pake izi ndipo ndidamukumbutsa zomwe tonsefe tiyenera kukhala patsogolo.
“PANGANI MALO OYENERA ASANAYAMBIRE VUTO LALIKULU”
Ndi chilengedwe chomwe chidapangidwa, Zimayesetsa kuchita ndekha kuti ndisagwire bwino ntchito kuposa momwe ndimachitira. Zomwe ndinali nazo ndikuyamba kuchita. Chifukwa chake ndinali wotanganidwa kupanga chimwemwe.
Woipa wina yemwe ndimayenera kumusamalira ndimagona kwambiri. Pafupifupi zoyesayesa zonse zidachitidwa ndi PMO kuti apange chizolowezi chakupha kumeneku. Zomwe ndidachita kuti ndithetse chizolowezi ichi chinali chinthu chimodzi; ndinazindikira maola ochuluka ogona omwe ndikufunikira, 6 hrs. Chifukwa chake ndimagona 5 kapena 4 m'mawa ndikudzuka 7 kapena 6. Kenako ndikadatha 1 ndimagona kwa maola 4. Ndimakhala wotanganidwa nthawi yamadzulo ndipo koposa zonse, palibe amene adzasokoneze ntchito yanu. Komabe ndikutsatira zomwezo. Maola asanu ndi limodzi okha. Zili bwino kwa ine ngati ndimagona molawirira. Cholinga ndicho kugona osapitirira maola 6. Kenako malizitsani ntchito zonse ndikadzuka. Mwanjira imeneyi sindiyenera kuda nkhawa kuti ndiwononga nthawi yogona. Kuti apange chizoloŵezi chomanga zokolola izi zoyesayesa zambiri zidachitidwa ndi NoFap.
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