Zaka 19 - Khungu loyera, tsitsi laima, limasowa chidwi ndi zolaula
Chidaliro ndi kulimba mtima kwamaganizidwe ndizinthu zosakhazikika, koma nkhope yanga imawonekera tsopano, kwanthawi yoyamba zaka za 6, ndipo gawo losangalatsa ndiloti ndidaphunzira kukhala ndi ziphuphu ndi ziphuphu, kotero gawo ili ndi bonasi yowonjezereka yowonekera. Ndikungofuna pakadakhala njira yomwe ikanabwezeretsanso tsitsi langa, koma ndikulingalira kuti imeneyo inali mtengo womwe ndimayenera kulipira kuti ndimwe.
Ndili zaka 19, ndimakhala ndikuyesera kusiya maliseche kwa zaka 6, ndidazindikira kuti sizinali zabwino kwa ine miyezi iwiri nditazindikira, ndinali nditayamba kuphonya misonkhano, kupita kukalasi ndi zina, ndimakhala masiku onse patsogolo pa chinsalu changa, komabe ndimatha kunena kuti ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula kuposa zolaula, ngakhale ndinali wozama kwambiri,
ndinali kusakatula zinthu zopanda umunthu kwambiri, zinthu zomwe ndimachita manyazi nazo tsopano. Ndinayesera kusiya kangapo, koma sindinathe kupitilira masiku 3 nthawi iliyonse, yomwe inali mmbuyo pomwe sindinadziwe za subreddit kapena nofap, ndimangodziwa kuti kukula kumawononga moyo wanga chifukwa ndizomwe ndimatha kuganiza . Zifukwa zomwe ndinayesera kusiya panthawiyi zinali zitatu.
Choyamba, ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito reddit ndikudziwa za gawo ili, ndisanayese kusiya zolaula pa Moyo Wonse koma zinali zolemetsa kwambiri, nthawi ino ndimaganiza kuti zovuta za masiku 90 zimawoneka ngati lingaliro labwino (osanena kuti ine Ndibwereranso patsiku 90, ayi, koma zimathandizira kukhala ndi malingaliro m'maganizo). Chachiwiri, malingaliro anga anali atakhala onyansa (pachibale), sindinadanepo ndi aliyense pomwe ndimayamba kudana ndekha. Chachitatu, ndalephera mayeso ku Yunivesite yanga. Ndinkadziwa ngati sindinasinthe china chake m'moyo wanga, ndinali pa njira yakudziwononga ndekha.
Ubwino wake ndikuti, ndimamva ngati munthu wabwinoko, ndimayang'ana akazi ngati anthu anzanga, ndimadalira kwambiri kuthekera kwanga, ndipo ndimakhala wosangalala kwambiri. Kupatula kuti tsitsi langa limayimitsidwa, ngakhale sindingathe kutsimikizira kuti ndi chifukwa cha nofap kapena chifukwa chosintha zakudya, koma ndikayambiranso ndikutsimikiza kuti ndiyambanso kudya zoyipa ndikusiya kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, motero ndi ofanana. Sindine maliseche tsopano, ndine bambo komanso munthu wokonda kusintha.
LINK - Ndikuwona mawonekedwe anga oyamba, ooneka bwino a nofap, patatha mwezi umodzi
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