Zaka 19 - Kuchulukitsa chidwi ndi chidaliro, kufotokoza malingaliro anga

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Zosintha? Chowonjezera chisangalalo cha moyo, chidaliro (mumadziyimira panokha) mumakwanitsa kuchita zambiri, simumakhala omasuka pamakhalidwe, kodi ndidanenanso za chidaliro? Mumadzilimbitsa nokha, mumadziyimira pawokha, mumafotokoza momwe mumamverera m'malo moziletsa, mumafika poti munayamba mwadzifunsapo kuti bwanji pmoed coz ndizachabechabe ndipo mumadziyang'anira

Ndinkadana ndi moyo wanga choncho ndinasiya. Ndinkakonda kuchita ngati kuti ndinali wozizira coz 'ndimagona' koma kwenikweni sindinali ndikungopumira. Kotero pa 12 ya June pakati pausiku ndinadziuza ndekha kuti uyu adzakhala fap wanga womaliza, ndinapita kumalo ndikumva zonse zomwe ndimayembekezera, zopanda pake. Ndinavomereza pamenepo ndikuti ndimadana nazo izi, ndipo ndimagwira ntchito tsiku lililonse "ndiloleni ndimvere zinthu zomwe ndikufuna."

Ndinachotsa mzanga wa narcissist ndi ubale wina uliwonse womwe unadula chidaliro changa, ndinachoka pa media media (ndikadali kutali) ndikusinthira zonse.

Cholinga changa chachikulu chinali chophweka, kudzikondanso. Chifukwa chake ndimatha kuyenda ndikuyenda ndekha ndikuyankhula ndekha, ndikupanga nyimbo zonena zonse zomwe ndimamva kuti ndi zabwino mwina mutha kumvera) ndipo nditatha milungu itatu ndimadzimva kuti ndine wabwino.

Tsopano ndikukhala moyo wanga pazinthu zanga ndipo sindisamala malingaliro, bola ndikudziwa kuti ndikuchita zabwino zanga komanso za anthu ambiri.

Ndine 19 tsopano.

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By Teozee