Ndimangofuna kukhala munthu wabwino. Ndinkafuna kukhala ndi moyo wapamwamba kwambiri. Ndinali wodwala ndikudzipeza ndekha ndikuyang'ana pansi ndi manja anga m'matumba anga nthawi iliyonse msungwana yemwe ndimamukonda atalowa mchipinda. Zachidziwikire, ndikumva maiko abwinoko pazonsezi, koma ndidzawonongedwa ndikakuwuzani kuti zaima pamenepo. Uwu unali ulendo wodziyesa wokha, wamtima wowawa, wowonekera bwino, ndipo sindinakhale wokondwa kwambiri kuti ndaganiza zopitilira.
"Akuluakuluwo" ndi olondola, koma ndawona kuti amangozimiririka ndikuwoneka ngati kuti nthawi zonse amakhala ndi malo awo, mumangowasinthanitsa ndi atsikana a intaneti. Ndimangoganizira zochepa zomwe zingachitike ndikakhala wolimba mtima, ndipo ndikupeza kuti ndimakonda kudzichititsa manyazi (sindinakhalepo munthu wamanyazi, koma ndikadayenera kudzikakamiza kuti ndichite izi, pomwe tsopano akumva zachilengedwe). Ndimagwira ntchito pamalo ogulitsira khofi, ndipo ndinapatsa mtsikana wokongola (mlendo) nambala yanga kuntchito. Sanadachitepo izi kale, ndipo zinali zosangalatsa komanso zosangalatsa. Ponseponse, ndimangomva bwino. Palibe chilichonse chokhudza ine chomwe chimapangidwanso. Ndatenga gawo lalikulu ndikukhala amene Mulungu wandifunira kuti ndikhale; yemwe ndiyenera kukhala.
Tsopano pa downsides… Choyamba ndi chonyowa maloto. Kristu pa ndodo, izi ndizovuta. Ndakhala nazo, ndikuganiza, 12 kuyambira tsiku la 0. Osadandaula zakukhazikitsanso kauntala yanu ngati mutapeza imodzi chifukwa ndizachilengedwe ndipo mulibe mphamvu pa iwo, koma samalani chifukwa cha tsiku lotsatira kapena awiri, Zolimbikitsa zidzakhala zamphamvu (nthawi zonse zimakhala zanga). Vuto lina kwa ine limayendera limodzi ndi chinthu chodzipeza chomwe ndidatchulapo kale. Zachidziwikire, kuphunzira za iwe wekha ndichinthu chosangalatsa, koma nthawi zina, izi zikutanthauza kuzindikira zinthu zopanda pake. Zomwe mumaphunzira zitha kukhala zovuta kuzilingalira nthawi zina, koma ndikhulupirireni ndikanena kuti ndizikumbatira.
Cholinga changa chachikulu chomwe ndikadali nacho ndikuti mwachilengedwe ndimaganizira zolaula ndikunyansidwa. Lingaliro limandisangalatsabe, koma ndikuganiza kuti silikhala kwanthawi yayitali. Ndinapitiliza miyezi 8 miyezi ingapo mmbuyomo, ndipo ndinafikira pamenepo, koma sindinafikebe. Izi zimandiuza kuti ndimakondabe.
Malangizo anga akulu ndi kuphunzira kwenikweni mudzikonde. Kodi mungakonde bwanji ena ngati simungathe kudzikonda nokha? Ndipo ndizomwe tabwera kudzachita, sichoncho? Mphamvu zazikulu, chidaliro, nzeru zonse zimakhudza iwo otizungulira m'njira yodabwitsa, zonse chifukwa chakuzindikira kuti sitili oyipa kwenikweni. Chiwerengero cha pakauntala yanu zilibe kanthu ngati zonse zomwe mwachita ndikuziwonera. Pitani kunja mukapange moyo wa munthu wina kukhala wabwino kuti mumve zambiri. Ikani maubwino awa momwe mungagwiritsire ntchito. Ndipo pitirizani kumenya nkhondo.
Kuchotsa Snapchat ndi twitter inali chiyambi chabwino kwa ine. Ndili ndi vuto la FOMO (kuwopa kusowa) komanso ndikudula zomwe zidandichititsa kukhala wosangalala nthawi yomweyo, osatinso kuti ndidzipulumutsa ndekha ma pikitoni a bikini. Komanso kusintha ndandanda yanu kumathandizadi. PMO chidakhala chinthu chodziwika kwa ine, ndipo kusuntha tsiku langa kunandipatsa mwayi wosintha moyo popanda iwo.
Koposa zonse, dziwani chifukwa chomveka chochitira izi. Simudzafika kulikonse ngati mulibe cholinga. Ndinalemba ndemanga tsiku lina kuti kutha kuledzera kumeneku kulibe ntchito ngati simukuthamangira kuzinthu zina. Zabwino zonse!!
TL; DR Ndizofunika. Pezani maubwino ndikupita kusintha moyo wa wina. Ndine wazaka 19.
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