Ndili ndi masiku 42 kuti ndikhale pa hardmode ya nofap (palibe zolaula, palibe maliseche, osati kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, komanso osagwiritsa ntchito) ndipo cholinga changa ndicho kukana kwathunthu. Mwachidule, (mwina choyambitsa, idk?) Osatinso maubwenzi, azimayi amaliseche, osatinso zogonana mpaka nditakwatiwa, ndi mkazi yemwe ndimamukonda, kukhala ndi moyo wachimwemwe.
Kodi ndinganene chiyani?
- Ndi zovuta. Zinkamveka zosatheka nthawi zina.
- Ndiosavuta. Nthawi zina ndimakumana ndi chilako, ndipo ndidalibe vuto lokana.
- Nthawi zina ndimakhala bwino kwambiri ndikumayenda movutikira kuposa momwe ndimakhalira.
- Nthawi zina ndimamva bwino kuposa momwe ndimakhalira pa PMO.
- Nthawi zina zimayesa kufuna kwanu, ndipo ZOONA zimakupangitsani kudandaula kuti mukufuna kusiya.
- Nthawi zina mumadziwa chifukwa chake mukufuna kusiya, ndipo palibe chomwe chingasinthe.
- Zimayesa ubale wanu pakati pa anzanu.
- Zimamanga ubale watsopano ndi abwenzi atsopano.
- Pali nthawi zina zomwe mumadzuka ndikudandaula kuti ngakhale zili ndi kanthu kaya ndinu PMO, kapena ayi.
- Nthawi zina mumadzuka ndipo PMOing ndichinthu chomwe simudziwa kuti simudzachitanso.
- Pali nthawi zina zomwe mumakana kuti PMO idakhala yoyipa, ndikukayika kuti zidavulaza bwanji.
- Pali nthawi zina pamene mumayang'ana m'mbuyo ndikuwona zovuta zomwe PMO adakuchitirani, ndikuzindikira kuti ndikofunika bwanji kuti musiye.
Mapeto ake, ngakhale zinthu zomwezi zimapangitsa kuti musunthire: mukudziwa chifukwa chake mudayima, ndipo mukudziwa kuti kubwereranso m'mbuyo sikungachite kanthu kena koma kuchedwetsa, komanso / kapena kuchotsa chifukwa chake m'moyo wanu. Chomwe chimanditsogolera ndikudziwa kulephera sichingakhale kusankha. Chifukwa chiyani?
Sindikupanga izi momwe ndikumvera. Ndikadakhala, ndikadasiya kuyimitsa PMOing chifukwa idamva bwino. Ndikuchita izi, m'malo mwake, ndikuchotsa chizolowezi choopsa m'moyo wanga nthawi isanathe, ndikukonza zowonongeka kale ndi izo.
Kupanga izo kwa masiku 42 ndi kwakukulu kwa ine. Ndimachokera zaka 6 za PMO (kuyambira ndili 7-10, ndili pafupifupi 11 tsopano) zaka zisanu zomwe zinali tsiku ndi tsiku, ngati sizipitilira kamodzi patsiku. Ngakhale pomwe sindinkakhala PMO tsiku ndi tsiku, zinali ngati masiku awiri onse atatu ndimakhala PMO. Palibe kamodzi pazaka 19 zomwe ndadula masiku 5, ndisiyireni 2, ngakhale ndidayesetsa zaka 3 zapitazi. M'malo mwake, mpaka kumapeto, ndimayesetsa kuyesetsa kuti ndisiye, ndikulipira.
Ndizinena kuti ndichofunika. Popeza ndasiya, pali zabwino zambiri zomwe zimapangitsa kuti ikhale yoyenera. Kutumiza ochepa: Kukhumudwa. Ndayambanso kumva. Panali nthawi yokhayo yomwe ndimangomva kuti ndikutulutsa ma endorphins, kusiyapo kuti dziko linali laimvi.
- Chidaliro. Ndimakhala wolimba mtima kuposa momwe ndilili, komanso momwe ndikumvera tsiku lililonse. Panali nthawi ina yomwe ndinkaopa kuyambitsa zokambirana chifukwa sindinkafuna kuti anthu andiweruze.
- Kukhumba. Tsopano ndili ndi lingaliro, kapena kufuna mapulani, m'moyo wanga. Sindikudutsa pamalingaliro ndikukhulupirira kuti nditha kuchita bwino. M'malo mwake, ndikugwira ntchito kuti ndikwaniritse zolinga zomwe ndakhazikitsa, ndipo NDIMAFUNA kuchita izi.
- Kukhumba (mtundu wina). Ngakhale PMO siikuyenda, pamapeto pake ndimakhala ndi vuto logonana lomwe limakhala labwinobwino tsiku ndi tsiku. Matabwa a mmawa ndi chinthu kwa ine tsopano, ndipo pamwamba pa icho ndimakhala nacho pafupifupi usiku uliwonse, nanenso. Izi zisanachitike nthawi yokhayo yomwe ndikadakhalapo ndi nthawi yomwe ndimayambitsa. Pamwamba pa izi, ndayamba kumva za atsikana osati, "ozizira. Mtsikana. Ndikufuna kuonera zolaula tsopano. ”
Mwa zina zambiri, izi ndi zofalitsa zomwe ndimaziwona ndekha. Monga ndanenera pamwambapa, ndikofunika.
LINK - Masiku 42 mu hardmode, ndi wow.
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