Ndiroleni ndikufotokozereni kuyambira pachiyambi: simukusowa pmo, izi ndi zoona masiku 30 adandipangitsa kuzindikira, mulibe chilichonse choti mutaye, maubwino ake amapitilira mphindi 5 zakumverera komwe kumawononga moyo wanu 100 kukhala chabe.
nayi nkhani yanga, ndakhala ndikuledzera pomwe ndimaganiza kuti 13 ndili ndi 20, ndidayamba zolaula koyambirira, ndidayamba kuwonera zipsompsono mpaka zolaula zomwe tili nazo lero, pomwe ndidayamba sindimadziwa kuti china chake chinali cholakwika, sindinadziwe kuti chinali chiyani, ndimangokhumudwa nacho, chifukwa cha zaka 2 zoyambirira pakati pa 13 - 15,
sindinadziwe chilichonse, zokhazo zomwe ndinali nazo za pmo anali ochokera kwa anzanga omwe anali osokoneza bongo omwe nawonso anali osazindikira ndipo sankaganiza kuti palibe cholakwika ndi izi, munthawiyo ndimakhala ndikudandaula, osadutsa tsiku popanda izi, ndimangodandaula chilichonse chomwe sindingaganizire kuti mudziwe zambiri, chilichonse chokhoza kuchita, achita,
Ndikuganiza kuti ndili ndi zaka 16 pomwe ndidayamba kukumana ndi anthu omwe amakhala osokoneza bongo kwa nthawi yayitali omwe adandiuza zowona zenizeni, ndikupezanso NoFap nthawi imeneyo.
Ndipo ichi chinali chiyambi cha kuyambiranso kwanga, kunali gehena, sizinali zophweka, ndinali ozama kwambiri, ndikutsimikizira ubongo wanga womwerekera kale kuti zomwe zakhala zikuchita zaka 3 sizabwino ndipo kuyimitsidwa sizinali zophweka, ndichinthu chomwe aliyense ayenera kumvetsetsa,
palibe njira yophweka, ngakhale mutagwiritsa ntchito njira yanji, padzakhala pomwe muyenera kupita kumapazi ndi ubongo wanu, mpaka nditavomereza kuti sindinapite patsogolo, njira zanga zapamwamba kwambiri panthawiyo zinali Ndikuganiza masiku 4 - 5, nditaona kuti ndayamba kuvuta, izi zidapitilira kwa zaka zambiri,
ndimatekeseka kulikonse komanso kulikonse, ndimamva ngati kuti ndimangoyenda munthawi, zimandikhudza kwambiri, ndimaphunzira ubale wanga, ndi abwenzi komanso abale, ngati mumaganizira ubale monga momwe zilili ndi atsikana NO chifukwa, cholinga changa cholankhulira kugonana / chidaliro chinali zero,
Ndinali zombie wokongola kwambiri munthawi yonseyi, nthawi imeneyo ndimasewera mpira, ndimasewera ndi anzanga kapena anthu omwe ndikudziwa kuti ndine Mulungu, ndimasewera pamiyeso ngati messi kapena ronaldo, pomwe ndinalowa nawo timu ya komweko sindinadziwe aliyense, kulimba mtima kwanga kulibe, zinali ngati sindinasewerepo mpira, moyo wanga wonse nthawi imeneyo unali wopindika, sindinapeze chilichonse.
kenako nditayesedwa kwambiri ndikulephera, pamapeto pake ndidavomereza tsogolo langa, ngati ndingayimitse izi, ndiyenera kulowa onse, ndinapanga mantra pomwe ndimadziuza kuti ndidzadutsa gehena ngati ndiyenera, yomwe idapambana musakhale ovuta chifukwa moyo wanga unali gehena wambiri,
ndipamene ndidayamba kuwona zotsatira, momwemonso ndili ndi zaka 20yrs komanso masiku 30, ndipo ndikumva zodabwitsa, sindinali wokhulupirira zamphamvu koma pali kusintha komwe ndidazindikira / kukumana nako komwe sindingathe kunyalanyaza
- malingaliro anga onse adakhala bwino, ndimangodzimva kuti ndikumva bwino
- ndazindikira kuwonjezeka kwachidaliro changa, ndimayang'anitsitsa mfumu tsopano, ndimatha kuyang'ana aliyense m'maso, nthawi zina ndimamva kuti ndikuyang'ana mu moyo wanu (LOL)
- ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi pafupipafupi ngakhale m'masiku anga a pmo ndipo ndimawoneka bwino, koma m'masiku 30 apitawa, sindinachite zolimbitsa thupi chifukwa cha sukulu ndi ena onse, ndimangogwira ntchito mopitilira ndipo ndikuwoneka ngati ndang'ambika ngati kuti thupi langa likudzijambula lokha , ndinadziyang'ana pagalasi m'mawa uno ndipo ndimakonda, ngati ndikunama, ndimakonda zomwe ndimawona
-ndikuwonanso kuti sindimayankhira chilichonse, palibe chomwe chimandichititsanso chidwi, zomwe ndimangomva masiku ano ndi chikondi, ndimagwera amuna kapena akazi anzanga, zinthu zazing'ono zomwe sindinazindikire kale ngati kumwamba kwa ine tsopano, kumwetulira kwa msungwana, kapena njira yolankhulira kapena mawonekedwe kapena nthabwala zimandipangitsa kugwera msungwanayo (ndiyenera kuyang'anira)
- ndikuganiza bwino, mwachangu komanso momveka bwino, njira yokhayo yofotokozera izi ndikuti, zimamveka ngati ram yamphongo ya PC, itachotsa ndikuchotsa mafayilo opanda pake, imakhala yamphongo yambiri ndikukonzanso mphamvu, ndimamva ngati Sherlock Holmes tsopano
- mwina chifukwa cha phindu lapamwambali, ndimasewera mpira ndipo zimamveka ngati ndapanga lingaliro lachisanu ndi chimodzi, ndimadutsa ndikumenya ndipo siine amene ndikuchita izi, monga momwe ndimapangira mamiliseconds, ndakhala ndikuyesera kudziwa chifukwa chake Ndasunthira uku, momwe ndimadziwira kuti wotetezayo apita mwanjira imeneyi, ndipo sindinathe kufotokoza momveka bwino, zimangochitika
ndiye ndizomwe zakhala zikuchitika mpaka pano
kusiya kuledzera mwamphamvu momwe izi sizophweka, upangiri wanga ndikupeza zomwe zingakuthandizireni, dongosolo la A mwina silingagwire ntchito ya B, dongosolo la B mwina silingagwire ntchito kwa C, tonsefe sitinachite chimodzimodzi, ndi zina zomwe Zomwe zandithandizira ndikulosera za kulakalaka kapena kubwereranso zisanachitike ndikupewa zomwe zimayambitsa, zidandithandiza kwambiri ndikupangitsa kuyambiranso kwanga kukhala kosavuta, nditachita izi kupewa zinthu zonse zomwe zingayambitse ngakhale zikuwoneka zazing'ono bwanji
uwu ndi mpikisano wothamanga, ndipo kumbukirani kuti nthawi zina ndimakhala osokoneza bongo palibe amene sagonjetsedwa, kuti asakuwopsyezeni koma ndimaganiza ndikangofika masiku 30, zonse zokhudza pmo zidzangotayika ndipo sindidzayesedwanso, sichoncho sichoncho momwe zilili kwa ine, ndimakhala ndikulakalaka m'mawa uno, mfundo yonse ya NoFap ndikulimba kufikira pomwe zolakalaka zonse zilibe mphamvu ngati kunong'oneza
sindikudziwa ngati pamapeto pake zidzatha, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti gehena ndi wamphamvu kwambiri kuposa kale
Aliyense atha kusintha, ngati wina wowerenga nthawi ino abwereranso zaka ziwiri zapitazo nandiuza kuti ndafika masiku 2, sindikanakhulupirira kuti ndakhala ndikuledzera kwambiri kuti ndikhale mfulu, aliyense komanso aliyense akhoza kusintha, nonse mungachite izi
ingotenga tsiku limodzi, Roma sinamangidwe tsiku limodzi, mutha kuchita izi, mutha kumenya chinthu ichi, khalani chirombo choyera chomwe mukuyenera kukhala, anyamata abwino.
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