Ndinali wokonda zaka 8+. Ndipo ndinali ndi zoyesayesa zingapo zolephera masiku 30 kale kotero ndimakhala wopanda chiyembekezo. Ndinali kusuta kwa miyezi inayi yokha ndipo ndinasiya nditangozindikira kuti sikundithandiza chilichonse. Ndinagwira ngati masabata a 4 kuti ndizindikire mayendedwe anga oyipa ndikusintha, zomwe ndimachita tsopano: Ndimangoyenda ndikudzifuula kwambiri ndipo ndimayang'ana mmwamba kapena molunjika, osatsika pansi. Ndipo ndili ndi nkhope yoyang'anitsitsa, yoyang'anitsitsa.
Ndizopenga, mphamvu zachilengedwe zimayambiranso kugwira ntchito. Thupi lanu limayamba kutembenukira kuzinthu zabwinobwino patatha mwezi umodzi kapena apo. ndiye ndipamene zimayambira koma ndizochitika zanga zokha zitha kukhala zazitali kapena zazifupi kwa ena.
Ndiyenerabe kusaka "goth" pa Instagram nthawi zina chifukwa icho chimakhala chinthu changa kuyambira pomwe ndinali ngati 11. Atsikana okongola okhumudwa awa akadali mtundu wanga waukulu koma ndimawona kuti akusintha pang'onopang'ono kukhala atsikana oyenera, owoneka bwino.
Sindinakhulupirire [nofap adawonjezera chidwi kuchokera kwa akazi] poyamba koma msungwana waku sukulu yanga yakale yemwe ndidakopeka naye pa FB patatha zaka 2 mosasinthasintha ndipo anali kugwira ntchito pamalo omwewo ndi ine. Ndiye atsikana ambiri akuyankha ku nkhani zanga za IG, sizinachitike pafupipafupi. Ndikuganiza kuti ndichifukwa choti mumangoyamba kutumiza zabwino ndipo amazindikira izi. … Msungwana akuchita zinthu ndi tsitsi lake, monga kuliweyulira, ndiyeno akuyang'ana kuti muwone ngati mwamuwona. Ndimayesetsa kuti ndisayang'ane mtsikanayo akamachita izi kuti ndisonyeze kuti sindinataye mtima. Izi zimagwira ntchito.
[Kuchotsa] mafunde ndiopenga, ndimangobinya, ndikumvetsera nyimbo zankhanza kuti ndidutse. Kapenanso nthawi zina amalira ndikumagona, kenako nkumadzukanso natsitsimutsidwa. Ndizovuta, koma zidzakhala bwino tsiku lililonse.
Ndikuphunzira kumaliza sukulu yasekondale (ndalephera chaka chathachi), ndikuyambitsa bizinesi yambiri ndikupanga makanema ambiri ndipo pakadali pano ndikuwona makanema otukula kuchokera ku RSD m'malo mwa ASMR kapena zolaula.
Pomwe ndimangofuna kugawana ndi zomwe ndikukumana nazo, ndili pano tsiku 81:
Ngati mumakonda kuwonera zolaula ndikukula zaka zambiri ngati momwe ndinaliri (zaka 10+), ndili ndi zaka 20 tsopano, ndiye kuti malingaliro anu adazolowera mkhalidwe womvetsa chisoniwu womwe ungakhale wovuta kwambiri m'moyo wanu kusiya kusuta. Ndizovuta kuti ndipitirize. Ndipo ngati muli munthawi yovutayi (Tsiku 0), ndikudziwa kuti ndinu osazindikira komanso osalumikizana ndi dziko lapansi zomwe mukuganiza kuti ndizabwinobwino kuti muzitha kulowa nokha chipinda chamdima kuti mupeze zolaula komanso zoyipa. Komabe, mukangoganiza zodzichiritsa nokha ndikukhala ndi udindo pamoyo wanu, malingaliro anu adzakuyesani… zolimba!
tsiku 1 - Zosavuta, zinayamba tsiku loyamba la 2019 koma zidandikwiyitsa kuti fap yanga yomaliza sinakhale zolaula "zokongola". Bullshit malingaliro.
tsiku 7 - Kwa nthawi yoyamba ndine woseketsa kwambiri mgululi, sindimva kupsinjika.
tsiku 14 - Ndinkalota zoopsa kwambiri, malingaliro amtundu wa jumpscare, malingaliro anga anali kundiyesa ngati ndikadagonjera ziwanda zanga monga momwe ndimakhalira.
tsiku 30 - Ndikumverera kuti ndikulimbikitsidwanso, ndikukhazikika mthupi langa, ndikuwona kununkhira, chilankhulo cha atsikana, atsikana amandiyang'ana kwambiri, ndimasewera ndi tsitsi lawo chifukwa cha momwe ndimadzinyamulira ndekha, mtsikana wina adandiyandikira. Osati msungwana wotentha koma ndinali wokondwa nazo.
Ndasinthitsa makonda anga a nyimbo kuchokera pa rap lakufuna kudzipha kukhala nyimbo yokweza kwambiri.
tsiku 34 - Ndinayamba kugwira ntchito kuchipatala, ntchito yanga yoyamba. Ndikuwona kuwalako kuposa mdima m'malo osiyanasiyana.
Panthawi imeneyi ndinayang'ana pang'ono ndikuyang'ana PornHub koma ndinasinthira kukhala sikunali koyipa = Ndinayang'ana imodzi mwamavidiyo omwe mtsikanayo akuwuzani kuti ndinu wopanda pake komanso kuti simungathe kuwongolera boner yanu etc. ndinaphunzira kuganizira bwino ndipo sindinapeze lol. Anatseka malowo ndipo sanabwerere.
tsiku 60 - Leveled up = Siyani kusuta ndudu, chimodzimodzi monga momwe ndinachitira ndi fap ndi zolaula. Zowopsa zambiri komanso zolimbikitsa koma sizinagonjere ndipo nthawi zonse ndimakhala bwino tsiku lotsatira. Ndayamba kukonza masiku anga ndikukhazikitsa cholinga chakachaka chino.
tsiku 81 - Ndili ndimasiku akuda kwambiri, ndimakhala ndi nkhawa zambiri koma ndimalimbana nawo ndikumva bwino tsiku lotsatira - malingaliro anga akuyesa momwe ndiyenera kukhala wopambana. Zimabwera m'mafunde ndipo nthawi iliyonse mukapulumuka, mumakwanitsa. Ndiyenera kunena kuti ndikumva bwino kuposa kale. Ndikupanikizika kwakukulu koma ndikudziwa kuti sindidzabwereranso.
Ndinapita kukagula masiku angapo mmbuyo ndipo ndinazindikira za atsikana a 10 akuchita izi pamaso panga, atsikana ang'onoang'ono a 2 anati moni.
Zimakhala zovuta tsiku lililonse koma pomaliza ndimamva kuti NDILI moyo. Nditha kuthana ndi zipsinjo zilizonse pano.
KUSANGALALA KWAMBIRI: Maganizo anu akamakhala olimbikitsa, mumayamba kutumiza zinthu zina pa IG yanu ndi zina - Atsikana azindikira izi ndipo adzakutumizirani zambiri! Sanakhulupirire izi poyamba koma ndizowona!
LINK - Malingaliro anu amadzichiritsa ngati mafunde! Tsopano ndikumvanso wamoyo!
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