(Ambiri) Zolengedwa zimapangidwa ndikupanga zolaula. Ndine umboni wamoyo. Inenso, monga ambiri a inu, ndimakhala ndi feteleza zodwala zolaula. Nditangomaliza kukodzera ndimadzimvera chisoni ndikudzida ndekha chifukwa cha ziweto zomwe ndimakumbatira mphindi zochepa zapitazo. Amayi amalowa m'maloto anga nthawi zonse, chifukwa zolaula nthawi zambiri sizinali zomaliza m'maganizo mwanga ndisanagone usiku uliwonse.
Zinafika poti ndayiwala kuti panali nthawi yomwe ndimakhala popanda izi, kuti ndizotheka kukhala ndi moyo popanda manyazi komanso chodandaula ichi. Ndipo tsiku likadutsa tsiku lililonse matendawa amandigwira, ndimakhala kapolo wa chikhumbochi chomwe chikukulirakulira.
Ndikulemba izi kuti ndikuuzeni anyamata uthenga wabwino, ndatuluka kumapeto ena, pomwe ulendo wanga sunathe, nditha kunena molimba mtima kuti mwana uyu wandigwira. Zinatenga nthawi yayitali kuposa momwe ndimayembekezera. Ndipo zinali zovuta kwambiri kuposa momwe ndimayembekezeranso, koma chonde musataye mtima.
Chonde musavomereze zithunzithunzi ndi zokhumba zomwe zolaula zinayamba mwa inu, m'malo mwake DZIWANI (kuchokera kwa ine ndi maumboni ena ambiri) kuti ndimatenda omwe amaperekedwa ndi zolaula omwe amatha kuchiritsidwa kuyambira nthawi yanthawi yodziletsa ku pmo. Ngati mwakhala mukuzolowera mwana wina kwa zaka zambiri, mwina zimatenga pafupifupi chaka kuti akuchotseni, chifukwa chake ingokumbukirani ndipo musataye chiyembekezo posachedwa. Ufulu ndiwofunika. Kukhala popanda kudzidana ndi chinthu chamtengo wapatali. Ngati ndingakwanitse, inunso mutha kutero.
Ndine wazaka 20. Ndikuganiza kuti ndalemba zolemba zingapo za maubwino osiyanasiyana. Pali ambiri omwe sanatchulidwe; likhoza kukhala buku lonse. Kunena mwachidule, chilimbikitso ndiye phindu lalikulu. Ndipo sindikulankhula zakukopa kwakanthawi, ndikulankhula za chikhumbo chokhazikika chokwaniritsa zolinga zanga, ndi mphamvu yochitira zonsezi. Monga cholimbikitsira chachikulu ndikuyendetsa kumabweretsa maubwino ambiri mukayamba kukwaniritsa zolinga zanu.
TL; DR: Zithunzi zolaula zolaula. NoFap IYI ichotse mwana, koma itenga nthawi yayitali kuposa momwe amayembekezera.
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