Ndimangofuna kuti ndigawe nthano yanga ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti zikhala kuti kukankhira kwina kuti wina apitilize. Ndili ku koleji ndipo nthawi zonse ndimakulira mwana wamanyazi. Tsopano sizitanthauza kuti ndinali chete ndikunena zoyipa. Ndinkaseka zinthu zambiri ndikulankhula kwambiri m'malo ochezera. Ndikakwiya, ndimakhala chete ndipo anthu amandizindikira.
Ndinayamba kuwonera p pafupifupi zaka 11, sizinachitikepo mpaka zaka 12. Mpaka pafupifupi chaka chimodzi ndi theka zapitazo, zinali zogwirizana. “Makhalidwe” anga anali: wamanyazi, wopupuluma, wosadzidalira, wosadzimva mokwanira momwe ndikumvera, osatha kuyankhulana bwino.
Nthawi zina ndimayang'ana "chifukwa chiyani ndimachita _______?" ndipo adapeza gulu lazotsatira zokhudzana ndi mavuto odziletsa. Pambuyo pake, ndinazindikira NoFap ndikuwerenga momwe p ndi m zimatha kusintha ubongo.
Chabwino… kotero kwa chaka chimodzi ndinayesetsa kuti ndisiye. Ndili ndi masiku ochepa a masiku atatu ndipo ndinkadzimva kuti ndili ndi vuto linalake ndisanayambirenso kuphwanya mzerewu. Sindinakhale wonyada ngakhale chifukwa chizolowezicho chinali chisanandichepetse mokwanira.
Pambuyo pake chaka chachiwiri cha koleji chimazungulira ndipo ndimasunga milungu ingapo ndili pa tchuthi ndi banja. Nditangofika ku koleji, ndinabwereranso. Zovuta. Tsiku lina, ndinapita ndi anzanga aku koleji ndipo pamapeto pake ndinabwerera ku dorm kwanga ndi mtsikana. Ndinali namwali panthawiyi, kotero ndikungoganiza "zoyipa zomwe ndatsala pang'ono kuti ndiyikidwe ndi mtsikana wotentha kwambiri" (ndipo nthawi zambiri kangapo usiku usanafike). Sindinaganizire za momwe thanki yanga yamafuta mwina inali pa E.
Ndinafika mchipinda, ndikumangokhala wolimba, nditamaliza usiku wovuta wogonana kumapeto kwanga. Inali nthawi yochititsa manyazi kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Mwamwayi anali akumvetsetsa ndipo ndinangomuuza kuti ndamwa kwambiri. Ankawoneka kuti akundikhulupirira, kotero sindinapweteke kwambiri.
Komabe, uko kunali kumenya nkhonya kwamaganizidwe komwe ndimafunikira kuti ndikwaniritse mutu wanga. Ndinayamba kutenga NoFap mozama ndipo ndinalankhula ndi bwenzi langa lapamtima yemwe anandiuza kuti ali ndi "zikhalidwe" zomwezo zomwe ndimamva kuti ndinali nazo. Anazindikira kuti anali wokonda PMO. Tidachitirana wina ndi mnzake ndikulephera kangapo, koma icho chinali CHOFUNIKA. Pezani wina yemwe mumamukhulupirira kuti adzakuyimbani mlandu.
Pambuyo pa chaka china choyesa, zolakwika zidapangidwa pang'onopang'ono ndi mzere uliwonse womwe ndidapanga. Ndinamva bwino, malingaliro anga anali omveka, ndinali wokondwa kwenikweni. Omwe ndinkakhala nawo onse adayankha momwe ndalimbikitsira chidaliro changa. Ndinakumana ndi atsikana angapo ochepa kuyambira semester yachiwiri chaka chachiwiri kupitilira semester yapitayi (Ndine junior).
Chifukwa cha mwezi wa August-Novembala 2017, ndidali ndi chidaliro, momwe ndingathere, ndikukhala okhutira, ndimakhala otetezeka, ndidakoka atsikana a HelLA, ndipo ndidawona msungwana aliyense kuti angathe. Ndinapezanso gulu lina lalikulu la azimayi kuti likhale lokongola. Popanda intaneti ikulolani kuti mufufuze mitundu yeniyeni ya akazi omwe mukufuna, malingaliro anu amatseguka.
Ndikhoza kumacheza ndi mtsikana popanda kuganiza kuti ndikufuna kugonana naye pomwepo. Sindikanakhala ndi nkhawa ndikamalankhula nawo. Kupatula pazokambirana, atsikana amandiyang'ana ndikamadutsa. Ndizokhudzana ndi chidaliro kuposa momwe zimawonekera. Nthawi zonse kumbukirani mawonekedwe ali omvera kwathunthu. Pali anthu omwe ndimawawona akutentha kwambiri kuti anzanga amatha 6 kapena 7.
Musalole kuti mukhale osamala, komabe. Ndinaganiza kuti popeza ndinali nditamenya kale chinthuchi ndikadatha PMO kamodzi. Kulakwitsa kwakukulu. Dulani ma aphrodisiacs monga caffeine ndi chamba ngati mungathe. Mowa sathandizanso. Mukamaganizira za p, sungani gulu la labala padzanja lanu. Ululuwo pamapeto pake umalumikiza muubongo wanu kuti p SIRI WABWINO.
Pomaliza zonsezi ingokumbukirani: Khalani olimba mtima, khulupirirani kuti mutha kutero (mutha kutero ngakhale simukuganiza choncho), dziwani kuti mawonekedwe asintha kuphatikiza momwe mumawonera azimayi komanso momwe akazi amakuwonerani, simungatero Pepani kupweteka kwa njirayi kumapeto.
Zabwino zonse kwa inu anyamata! Ndikudziwa kuti mutha kuchita. Ngati ndingathe kuchita, moona mtima aliyense angathe.
TLDR: Pele NoFap: Wopsinjika, wosawoneka bwino, wosatetezeka, wopanda chidwi, wokonda kuchepera. Pambuyo pa NoFap: Wokondwa kwambiri kwa nthawi yayitali, wowoneka bwino, wotetezeka, wowongolera, adakoka azimayi ambiri.
BTW, PIED yabwerera, koma kwa ine imatha patatha sabata limodzi lodziletsa. Ndikuti "amapita" ndikutanthauza kuti zigwira ntchito zozungulira zingapo ndi munthu woyenera lol. Zimatenga masiku atatu kuti zigwire bwino ntchito mozungulira ndi wina.
Pakati paulendo wanga wautali, zoyipa zija zinaiwalika za. Ndinakulira ndikuganiza kuti china chake chinali cholakwika ndi ine ndipo sindinathe kukhala wovuta, koma NOPE. Zinali zopweteka kwambiri
Atatsala pang'ono kutembenuza 21!
LINK - Izi ndi zomwe NoFap ingakuchitireni! UTHENGA wabwino moyo wako.
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