Nthawi ino chaka chatha ndinali wosiyana. Zovuta, zopanda chidaliro ndipo zidasweka. Panali patangotha chaka chimodzi kuchokera pamene ndinasiyana ndi bwenzi langa lalitali. Ndinkakhala wachisoni, wosungulumwa, wovuta komanso wopsinjika. Ndinaona kanema pa NoFap ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndi chopusa, chachilendo komanso chonyansa. M'malo mwake, ndizomwe PMO ali; onyoza, odabwitsa komanso onyansa. Chifukwa chake chaka chatha nditamvetsera ndikuwerenga maubwino a NoFap, ndidakhalanso ndi mtedza wina ndipo ndidaganiza zoyamba izi chaka chatsopano chisanachitike.
Yambani tsopano. Osadikirira mpaka chaka chatsopano. Izi zikuthandizani kuti muzichita.
Sindinabwererenso konse. Ndikuganiza kuti sindinali wokonda PMO koma sizinandithandizire. Sabata yoyamba ndiyovuta. Ndinali ndi chizolowezi usiku uliwonse kotero ndizovuta kutuluka. Pambuyo pa mwezi woyamba ndizosavuta. Ngakhale sindinawone zosintha zilizonse, ndimangokhala wokhumudwa pazakugonana. Mwinanso ndimayang'ana kwambiri momwe ndingasinthire mphamvu zakugonazo kukhala zopindulitsa. Pomwe ndinali mchaka changa chomaliza ku yunivesite izi zidathandiza kwambiri.
Ngati titapita miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ku NoFap, ndikuganiza momveka bwino tsopano. Chifunga cha ubongo chapita. Nditha kudzipangira ndekha nthawi yomweyo. Zomwe zapita patsogolo mpaka pano. Zosankha zamabizinesi zomwe ndikunena, kukonzekera zomwe ndikufuna kwenikweni pamoyo wanga ndi zomwe ndikufuna kukwaniritsa. Pakadali pano ndikufuna kunena kuti ndilibe chidaliro cholankhula ndi atsikana, koma kuyankhula ndi anyamata ndikupanga abwenzi kunali kosavuta tsopano. Mumangolankhula zoyipa ndipo simusamala kwenikweni. Ndazikonda zimenezo.
Ngati tifika chaka chonse cha NoFap (komwe ndili pano), ndine munthu wosiyana kwambiri ndi chaka chatha. Pokhala wotanganidwa kwambiri ndatha kuyambitsa bizinesi ', kumaliza yunivesite ndikupeza ntchito yabwino. Sindikulekananso ndipo nditha kusangalala ndi moyo wanga. Ndi ndalama iyi mutha kudziika nokha, ndikutanthauza zovala ndi moyo wathanzi. Ndimayesetsa kupita kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi tsiku lililonse, ndimakhala ndi thanzi labwino ndipo thupi langa limawoneka bwino kwambiri. Pamapeto pake ndimawoneka wapamwamba, kumiyendo kumapazi. Izi zimakoka maso atsikana. Kuchuluka kwa atsikana omwe amandiyang'ana ndikavala bwino ndimisala. Palibe zovala zokwera mtengo kwenikweni. Ndiopanga koma ngati mungasankhe mosamala ndikusankha zovala zomwe zikukuyenererani, mumachoka pa 5/10 kupita pa 8/10. Mwa inu mukuwoneka bwino ndipo anthu akukuwonani ndi kupezeka kwanu izi zimakupatsani chidaliro. Ndimakhalabe ndi nkhawa, ndimakhalabe ndi nkhawa ndipo ndimavutikabe kuyankhula ndi atsikana, ndili m'malo abwinoko kuposa chaka chatha.
Chitani NOFAP TSOPANO.
Chokhacho chomwe sindikukhala nacho chitetezo ndi ziphuphu zanga. Sizoipa kwenikweni koma ndizoyipa kuti anthu aziyankhapo ndikundiletsa kuti ndisayandikire. Ndine waukhondo kwambiri, ndipo ndimagwiritsa ntchito zinthu zomwe zimathandiza koma sizimalongosola zonse. Ndikudziwa za chibadwa chake koma zowonadi pali zomwe sindikuchita ndipo ndikuyesera kuyikapo chala changa. Izi mwina si subreddit ya izi koma ngati wina angandithandize ndidzakukondani 5eva. Ndimadya zakudya zopatsa thanzi (zipatso, veg, zopanda mafuta / zopanda mafuta), ndimamwa madzi ndi madzi okha (mowa kumapeto kwa sabata), sungani zala zanga pakamwa panga momwe ndingathere, kuyeretsa ndi kuchiritsa ziphuphu. Ndine wovekedwa bwino, kwa mwana wamwamuna wazaka 21 sindingathe kumeta ndevu kuti ndizibise haha, ndipo kukhala ndi malo omwera kumaso kwanga kumangokulitsa. Malangizo aliwonse atha kuyamikiridwa!
Ndinawerenganso izi ndipo izi zikuwoneka ngati zoseketsa zomwe ndikupepesa! Mwinanso ndaphonya chidziwitso chofunikira chomwe ndimayenera kuyika, koma NoFap yandithandiza kuti ndisaperekenso chiwopsezo ndiye ndikulemba
Kungoyamwa osachita kanthu ndikuyamba tsopano. Lamulirani moyo wanu ndikuchotsani dzanja lanu mwanzeru. Ndizochititsa nyansi.
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