Ndikufuna kugawana nawo nkhani yapaderayi kuti ndilimbikitse ena. Ndinagonana kwenikweni kamodzi ndili ndi zaka 17, ndikuledzera pang'ono. Kuyimilira usiku umodzi. KUYESA KWAMODZI KWAMODZI KUCHOKERA 19-21 sikunakhale kokwanira, chifukwa cha ED pakama. Mofanana ndi ena ambiri, fetish zanga zinayamba misala, koma sindinadziwe kuti zolaula ndizovuta mpaka nditasintha 19.
Komabe ndinalephera momvetsa chisoni. Zitha kumveka ngati ndinali ndi mayesero angapo, koma anali atatu okha. Woyamba anali mtsikana yemwe ndinali naye pachibwenzi, ndipo ndinali ndi ED pabedi naye ndili ndi zaka 19. Chaka chomwecho, ndinapeza msungwana yemwe ndinakulirako bwino. Pakutha chaka kwenikweni. Tinacheza kwa nthawi yayitali asanatenge ulendowu wopitilira masiku 5. Ndinali ndi ED masiku onse a 5, ndipo ndimamverera ngati shit. Sindikufuna kuti ndifotokozere mwatsatanetsatane momwe amachitira komanso momwe anali, koma tinene kuti panalibenso china pakati pathu zitatha izi.
Atachoka, ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri, ndipo ndinadabwa ndi izi. (Sindinadziwe kuti zolaula ndizo zinali zovuta kwa ED wanga panthawiyi, ngakhale kuti ndinali nditamva za nofap). Ndinayesera kutha pamene adachoka, ndipo ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu kwambiri pamoyo wanga, komanso kuthamanga kwambiri kwa dopamine nthawi zonse. Pamenepo, ndinamvetsetsa kuti zolaula ndizovuta. Chifukwa chake ndidachita kafukufuku pang'ono, ndikutsimikizanso. Bwererani ku nofap agin.
Koma ndinatsiriza kubwerera, kubwereranso, kubwereranso…. Kubwereranso ... Ndipo chidaliro changa sichinapezekenso. Ngakhale ndimunthu wokongola wowoneka bwino, komanso wokonda kunenepa kwambiri, ndimunthu wamkulu kwambiri wa beta wamwamuna yemwe mungaganizire. Palibe amene amadziwa momwe ndinalili wosatetezeka, koma ndimangodziwa kubisala. Ndinayamba KUPEWA kuwona atsikana. Ngakhale pomwe mwayi udalipo. Panali kangapo pomwe gawo logonana lakhala mwayi kwa ine, koma ndimapereka zifukwa zosagona ndi akaziwo. Ndinkawopa moyo wanga chifukwa cha ED, ndipo sindinkafuna kuti ibwereze. Ndinkakodwa mu zolaula.
Zaka 2 mtsogolo, ndipo ndakhala ndikukhumudwa, kuda nkhawa komanso kukhala wopanda nkhawa. Kenako ndimakumana ndi mayi wokongola kwambiri pa malo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi. Pambuyo pake tidayamba kucheza, ndikupanga chibwenzi. Pambuyo pa chibwenzi cha nthawi yayitali, pamapeto pake tidayamba kukhala ndi mawu enieni. Tidali ndi zokonda zambiri, ndipo tinkakumana kuti tiziphunzitsana masiku ambiri sabata.
Apanso, kumbukirani kuti zambiri zimachotsedwa, ndiye kuti ndichifukwa chake nkhaniyi imamveka ngati "yosavuta" komanso yodabwitsa.
Tsopano pitirirani ku gawo losangalatsa. Adaganiza kuti akufuna kugona kwa usiku wonse, ndipo ndidachita mantha ndi moyo wanga, koma adati chabwino. Adabwera, tidaonera kanema, ndipo tidasokosera kwambiri. Mutu wanga unadzazidwa ndi nkhawa, kupsinjika ndi mantha. Tidawafunsa pang'ono, ndipo amandimva ndikulimba, ndipo atandiuza kuti ndichotse buluku langa, ndidalibweza chifukwa ndimachita manyazi, chifukwa ndidalibe chowiringula. Zomwe ndidachita, ndipo 30% erection yanga, idapita pafupifupi 10%.
Apanso, osafotokoza mwatsatanetsatane gawo lino mwina chifukwa cha malamulo ena omwe ndawerenga, tangonena pamene adayesa kundidzutsa, palibe chomwe chidagwira. Ndinayenera kupereka zifukwa zopusa monga "Kutentha kwambiri, sindingathe kuzimva ndikakhala kotentha mkati muno". (Yesu Khristu chowiringula chopusa). Palibe chomwe chidachitika usiku womwewo, ndipo adapita kwawo m'mawa mwake. Mwamwayi, ndi mayi wodabwitsa kwambiri amene amandilemekeza kwambiri, monga momwe ndimamuchitira. Mwachidziwikire timakondana. Tinkakumana nthawi zina pambuyo pake, osakhalitsa usiku.
PALIBE, azimayi ndi abambo. Amafuna kukhala pamwamba pa 25th ya Disembala 2017, yomwe ili pamwamba pang'ono sabata yapitayo. Dongosolo lidachitidwa 12th, ndipo ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri. Ndinaleka kuyang'ana zolaula ndikujambulanso masiku amenewo a 13, ndikuyembekeza kuti Mulungu apangire lingaliro. Tsiku linali litafika, ndipo iye anatha. Tinadya chakudya, ndinawonera kanema pa sofa, ndipo anayamba kudzutsidwa.
Ndati sitingachite chilichonse pano; tiyenera kupita kuchipinda changa chogona. Chifukwa chake tidapita kumeneko, titavala zovala, kuyesera kudzutsa wina ndi mnzake, koma NDINAKONDA. Zodzikhululukira zanga zinali zoyipa, ndipo zidatha ndikukumbatiranso pang'ono, ndikukhumudwitsidwa. Ndipo izi ndi zomwe zidachitika kenako.
Ndisanapite, anthu ambiri amakhulupirira kuti izi zinali zoyipa kuchita, koma izi zidagwira ntchito. Ndipo ngati wina aliyense ali ndi mavuto a ED chifukwa cha zolaula, yesani njirayi kamodzi, ngakhale imamveka yopenga. Ndinayamba kuganizira za zolaula zanga, ndikudekha; zomwe pamapeto pake zidandipatsa erection yabwino. Adaziwona nditagona kumbuyo kwake, ndipo adatenga "chinthu" changa ndikuwatsogolera pang'onopang'ono kupita kunkhondo. Icho chinalowa mkati. Pakadali pano, ndinayenera kulingalira pang'ono, ndipo zidakulirakulirakulirabe. Tsopano ndidakopeka, ndipo tidagonana, pamapeto pake. Ndipo ndinazindikira momwe kugonana kumakhalira. Ndinali nditangomva choncho kamodzi m'moyo wanga, osakhala wochenjera.
Pambuyo pa mphindi 2-3, sindinayeneranso kulingalira. Zinangomva zodabwitsa, ndipo ndinazichita zonse mwachikondi. Ndinali wokondwa kwambiri, ndipo chidaliro changa chidangophulika mumlengalenga. Anachita chidwi, ndikukhutitsidwa. Tinagonana kwenikweni kwa maola atatu tsiku lomwelo. Ndipo TSOPANO takhala tikugonana kasanu 5 masiku 5 osiyana, kuyambira pa 25th-1th Januware 2018. PALIBE nthawi yomwe ndakhala ndikulingalira zazithunzi zanga komanso zolaula, kupatula mphindi 2-3 za gawo loyamba. Zomwe ndimafunikira ndikuti ndikhale ndi erection, ndikuphwanya malingaliro amenewo kuti sindingathe kuvuta pabedi, ndikumva kuti kugonana ndimotani. Chifukwa mwachiwonekere mukufunikira erection kuti mumve.
Tsopano zolaula sizimandidzutsa. Nofap samachita chilichonse, ndimangomufuna, ndipo ndimamva chikondi chenicheni ndikugonana naye. Ndipo vuto langa tsopano ndikuti ndimakhala ndimamvekere msanga, zomwe zikutanthauza kuti sindimadzichitira zachiwerewere ndikugonana naye, ndipo ndimakhala ndikulimbikira gawo lonselo, mpaka sangathenso kutero. Koma izi ndi ZODALITSA kwa ine, zoseketsa momwe zimamvekera, ndipo vutoli limatha ndikamapewa zolaula ndikupeza kanthawi kochepa.
Tsopano ndikhulupilira kuti wina yemwe ali ndi vuto la ED kudzera mu kugonana kwenikweni, ayese njirayi. Gawo laling'ono laling'ono liyenera kukhala nthawi yokhayo yomwe muyenera kugwiritsa ntchito zomwe zakuphwanyirani kuti mupindule. Lingalirani za zolaula zilizonse zomwe zimadzutsa inu, yesetsani kulimba, ndipo siziyenera kukhazikitsidwa kwathunthu. Ingopeza zokwanira kuti muzitha kuziyikamo, ndipo zimaumiranso mukamamva kuti ndizabwino.
Iyi ndi nkhani yanga yopambana. Khalani FUCK kutali ndi anyamata zolaula, zimawononga ubongo wanu. Anthu ena amaganiza kuti ndiopambana chabe ndi testosterone, koma zimangokhala zozama kuposa pamenepo. Ndathana nazo, ndinaphunzira movutikira, ndipo ndinayenera kuzikonzanso movutikira.
Chifukwa chake ngati mukuvutika ndi ED, kupewa PMO, yesani kugona ndi munthu pakatha milungu iwiri, kuti mudzaze mipira yanu, ndikupeza kukhazikika KAKHALIDWE ka dopamine pamutu panu, ngakhale milungu iwiri isanachitike chilichonse. Mukakhala pabedi, ndipo mumakhala ndi ED, nthawi ino iyenera kukhala nthawi yokhayo yomwe mumaloledwa kutseka maso anu, ndikupeza chithunzi cholimba cha zonyansa zilizonse zomwe zimakudzutsani, kuti muzitha kuzimva, ndikukutulutsani m'ndende ya ED poiyika, ndikumadzimva nokha kuti kugonana kwenikweni kumamveka bwino kwambiri miliyoni kuposa zinyalala zilizonse zomwe mumayang'ana, ndipo ndimayang'anitsitsa ndikumazembera.
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