Choyambirira kwa onse ndikudandaula pasadakhale ngati Chingerezi changa chili ndi dzimbiri pang'ono koma ndimaona kuti ndiyenera kulemba china chake apa chifukwa ngati sikunali pamsonkhanowu ... (sindikufuna kunena)
Chifukwa chake, ndili ndi zaka 22 ndipo ndidayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ku 13, ngakhale mwezi umodzi nditasiya zolaula ndipo ndidazolowera nthawi yomweyo. Kotero ili pafupifupi zaka 10 ndipo ngakhale sabata la nthawi yonseyi lapita kuti sindinachite maliseche.
Ndili ndi bwenzi langa loyamba pa 16 ndipo ndipamene ndidayamba kugonana (kapena mwina ndimayesera). Mtsikanayo anali wotentha kwambiri, ndinatchuka kusukulu yasekondale chifukwa cha izi makamaka, zonse zinali zabwino, kupatula m'mashiti momwe sindimatha kuchita Tinkakondana kotero tinayesabe (ZAMBIRI). Zizindikiro zake zinali izi, ndimatha kuvuta (ndikungokhala 70-80%) nditakhala kapena kugona chagada. Mphindi yomwe ndimayesa malo ena onse nditha kutaya nthawi yomweyo. Zachidziwikire, tidasiyana patapita kanthawi ndipo zonse zomwe ndimachita chaka chamawa ndimakhala ndikudzimva ndikumazichitira zolaula kuti ndikwaniritse zosowazo.
Pambuyo pake, ndidasamukira mumzinda waukulu ku koleji ndipo ndidayamba kucheza ndi atsikana. Koma monga mungaganizire, vutoli limangokulira, ndimakhala ndi zokumana nazo zochepa koma zomwe zinali zabwino kwambiri.
Kenako pamapeto pake ndidayamba kufufuza zavuto langa (zidanditengera nthawi yayitali chifukwa ndimakhala ndikuyembekeza kuti zinthu zisintha mwanjira ina).
Ndipo tsopano tafika pagawo lomwe ndikuyembekeza kuti winawake adzadzizindikira.
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Zinangotengera masiku khumi kuti ndiyambe kuyimitsidwa mwamphamvu tsiku lonse. Ndinali wokondwa ngati mwana wopanda pake ndipo ndinali kumva bwino kuposa kale m'moyo wanga wonse. Zonsezi zimachitika mwachangu kwambiri ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimangofunika kuseweretsa maliseche, pokhapokha patadutsa zaka zonsezi wopanda zolaula. ZONSE ZIMAKHALAPO. Ndinali ndikuseweretsa maliseche ndikuganizira zomwe ndakhala ndikugonana nazo koma nthawi ino ndimaganiza kuti ndiopambana komanso okonda, akumva zomwe zandizungulira ndikukhala munthawiyo. Ine sindikunena izi mpaka mutamva kuti ndi nthawi yoyenera. Ndipo sabata lachinayi anali wosintha masewera, ndimacheza ndi atsikana a 2 payekhapayekha ndipo ndinali ndi nthawi yabwino kwambiri pamoyo wanga wonse (thanthwe lolimba paliponse, ndikusiyirani izi.
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