Ndine 22, ndinazindikira kuti kuseweretsa maliseche ndichichepere kwambiri, ndisanamvetsetse zomwe ndimachita, kenako ndinayamba njira yolaula kuyambira pafupifupi zaka 11-12. Moyo wanga wonse wachinyamata ndinkangodziuza kuti ndine wolowerera, kuti ndiyenera kukhala mkatimo, kuti azimayi sangandikonde, ndi zina zambiri. Ndinali ndimavuto azithunzithunzi za thupi chifukwa ndinali wonenepa kwambiri.
Zovuta zanga zinali zolakwika, sindimatha kupita kwina ndekha popanda mantha amkati kuti anthu ozungulira ine akufuna kundivulaza, ngakhale kuyang'ana m'maso kunandipangitsa mantha moyo wanga. Sindinafunefune thandizo lililonse popeza ndimatha kubisa izi.
Pakati pa zaka 16 ndinali wanga wolemera kwambiri komanso wokhumudwa kwambiri. Wodzaza ndi moyo kunja ndi wakufa mwamtheradi mkati. Ndinali nditangodutsa 110KG ndipo pafupifupi 5'7 zomwe zidandipanga kukhala 'mwana wonenepa' wazaka zanga kusukulu. Mwamwayi sindinachitidwenso chipongwe chifukwa chokhoza kukhala bwino ndi aliyense komanso kupita kusukulu yabwino koma kudziwa kuti ndinali mwana wonenepa kunali koyipa.
Ndidayamba kugwira ntchito ndipo ndidataya 30KG mchaka chimodzi, ndidakhala imodzi mwamasewera olimbitsa thupi kusukulu yanga ndipo ndidatchuka komanso kulimba mtima chifukwa cha izi. Nkhawa yanga ndi kuvutika maganizo kudakwera kwakanthawi ndipo ndimayamba kuwona zosinthika.
Ngakhale izi, ndinali ndi chibwenzi ku 17, ndidataya unamwali wanga, ndipo ndimaganiza kuti moyo wanga ukuyamba. Zinali pafupifupi miyezi 6 isanakwane nthawi ina yomvetsa chisoni yomwe inanditsogolera kuti ndisiye masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndikuwononga 6 miyezi ingapo yopanda chiyanjano (cholakwika changa, osati chake) ndipo pamapeto pake ndimathetsa izi chifukwa chofuna kuwona amayi ena, kukhala okhumudwa, komanso kukhala wotayika kwathunthu m'moyo.
Ndidangolowa chibwenzi china, mwina chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndidakhalapo nacho, komabe nditatha chaka chokhala ndi mkazi wodabwitsa uyu ndi 2 wazaka zakubadwa, ndidamva kufunikira kokuwona azimayi ena ndikupita patsogolo.
Ndinazindikira kumayambiriro kwa chaka chino kuti ndinali ndi mawonekedwe osangalatsa m'moyo. Kukula kwakukulu komanso kotsika kwambiri, zonse zochokera ku malingaliro azakugonana ndikukhumudwitsidwa. Nthawi iliyonse ndikazindikira moyo wanga, zikhumbo zakugonana zidayamba kukhala mmoyo ndipo zinthu zidasokonekera. Chibwenzi changa chomaliza chinachita zonse molondola, ndipo zonse zomwe zinali ndi mphamvu zake kuti zindisangalatse koma ndinangobwereranso mu chipolopolo chamwamuna yemwe ndimamudziwa bwino.
Tidakhala limodzi chaka chathunthu titalowa mu nyumba yayikulu, ndipo mu Januwale tidagawikana pamene ndimakhala ndi gulu lina la abwenzi.
Ndidapunthwa pa nkhani ya TedX yotchedwa 'Kuyesa Kwakukulu Kwazolaula' ndipo moyo wanga udasintha. Izi zinali mu Januware.
Zinanditengera kanthawi kochepa kuti ndidziwe zomwe zandichitira, koma nditakhala pamtunduwu nthawi zambiri zimamveka.
Kumayambiriro kwa February ndidaganiza zokwanira. Ndinayesera kupita pachibwenzi ndi mtsikana watsopano, koma mwachizolowezi kwa ine ndinadwala ED yomwe nthawi zonse yasokoneza chidaliro changa. Ndinadziimba mlandu ndikufunafuna Viagra kuti ndithetse izi, koma ngakhale sizinathandize. Ngakhale bwenzi langa lakale silinandimangitse kuti ndiyambe kuyimirira nthawi yoyamba ya 3-4 yomwe tinayesera kugonana, kotero usiku uliwonse usiku / munthu watsopano analibe chiyembekezo ku gehena. Pakati pa Atsikana Ndinayesa kugonana mwina nthawi 3 ndisanakhale ndi chidaliro chochepa kwambiri sindingathe kuganiza.
Kusokonekera koipa kwamomwe zinthu zayendera:
Sabata 1: Palibe chilakolako chofuna kuseweretsa maliseche kapena kuwonera zolaula, zomwe zinali zachilendo popeza ndimayang'ana zolaula kamodzi patsiku kuyambira ndili ndi 11-12 mpaka 3-4 nthawi patsiku ndikakhala ndi nthawi. Palibe kusintha kwamalingaliro.
Sabata 2: Zolakalaka zolaula zomwe zadziwika zikubweranso, makamaka zonse 'zimabwera pa munthu, kamodzi kokha, zili bwino' koma zidakhala zolimba
Sabata 3: Yofalikira ngati MOYOFUCKER. Ndinamva nkhawa zanga komanso kukhumudwa ndikufika misanje yomwe ndimakudziwa bwino. Ndinayamba kungolingalira kuti ndikhale bwino. Kukhala wamphamvu
Sabata 4: Yembekezerani… Ndadzuka lero ndili ndi .. zokopa? Mtengo Wammawa ??? NDIKUMwetulira ?! Ngakhale anzanga omwe ndinkagwira nawo ntchito anazindikira kuti ndinali ndi mphekesera zatsopano za ine. Pakadali pano ndidauza pafupifupi aliyense pafupi nane zomwe ndimachita ponena za Nofap, osamvetsetsa / kusamalira adasekedwa kuwona kuti zikuwoneka bwino.
Tsopano kuchokera pamenepo ndizovuta kwa ine, chifukwa moyo wanga wasinthiratu. Panali masabata athyathyathya, masabata okwera, koma nthawi yambiri iyi ndimanyezimiritsa zomwe ndimachita.
Miyezi 3: Kuda nkhawa kwanga tsopano kulibe, nkhawa yanga ikuwoneka kuti yatha (ngakhale, ngati chinthu chamoyo wonse ndimamva ngati sindidzathawa izi .. ndipo sindikuyembekezera).
Ndakhala ndikulakalaka kucheza ndi kukumananso ndi anthu atsopano, chifukwa chake ndakhala ndikupita kukalabu ndi zina zambiri. Ndakhala ndi milungu ingapo yomaliza ya 4 ndikulimba mtima kuti ndibweretse mkazi kunyumba, zomwe sindinaganize kuti ndingathe kuchita.
Gawo lachilendo za izo? SINASINTHA chilichonse m'moyo wanga kupatula Nofap. Ndipo atsikanawa akundiyandikira! Inde, palibe mizere yopenga, palibe chakumwa chodalirika chomwe chimaperekedwa ku bar. Akuyandikira INE. Ndipo chinthu chokha chomwe ndingathe kuziyika pansi ndikusintha koonekera momwe ndimakhalira pagulu. Ndikulingalira kuti m'mbuyomu ndakhala ndikulankhula, thupi lakutali, losavomerezeka ndipo tsopano, ndichikhulupiriro chatsopano chomwe ndapeza, ndiyenera kuti ndikuchita zosiyana.
Ndimakhala bwino ndi anzanga, sindikhala wopanikizika, ndimakhala wolimbikitsidwa pantchito yanga, zosangalatsa zanga. Ndikugona bwino, zonse ndizamisala.
Sindinganene kuti ndili ndi mphamvu zoposa, koma ndikukumana ndi moyo mosiyana ndi momwe ndakhalira kale. Ndikumva ngati ndili ndi pangano latsopano m'moyo.
Ndimayang'anitsitsa zogonana mosiyana ngakhale. Pambuyo pa milungu ingapo ya 'kunyamula' sindinathe ndipo ndikungofuna kuti ndizingoyang'ana ndekha ndikudikirira munthu woyenera kuti abwere. Ndikumva kuti tsopano ndili ndi Porn m'moyo wanga, ndikudziwa momwe ndingagwiritsire ntchito chibwenzi ndipo nditha kuchipanga kuti chikhale momwe ndakhalira. Izi ndi ZOTHANDIZA kuti ndinene chifukwa kugonana nthawi zonse kumakhala patsogolo pamalingaliro anga ndi zokhumba zanga.
Nofap yabwera kwenikweni ndi vuto limodzi, kwa ine. Ndipo nthawiyo idakhala kuchipinda. Zikafika polowera, ndimakhala wopanda masekondi 20 pomwe kale ndimatha mphindi 20.
Izi sizikhala zofunikira kwenikweni monga Foreplay nthawi zonse imakhala yayikulu kwa ine ndipo nthawi zonse ndimakhutiritsa wokondedwa wanga mwanjira ina, koma kukhala wachinyamata ndikukhala ndi ena onse okuzungulirani ndikuganiza kuti 'kukhala nthawi yayitali ndibwino' motsimikiza kumapangitsa kukhala kopatsa manyazi pomwe simungathe kuchita zomwezo.
Kodi ndinabwereranso? Inde kamodzi, pafupifupi miyezi iwiri mkati. Ndinali kutumizirana mameseji pafoni ndi oyembekezera ndipo ndisanazindikire zomwe ndimachita ndinali nditasandulika ndikumachita manyazi. Komanso, sindinasamale ngati ndinali nditachita zambiri ndipo ndinali kulimbikitsidwa mwachindunji pokambirana ndi mkazi weniweni.
Koma fellas, sindingathe kupsinjika mokwanira momwe muyenera kukhalira ndi izi. Ndine wina amene ndimakonda kunyengedwa kangapo chifukwa moyo wa 'udzu ndi wobiriwira' ndi zomwe ndimafuna nthawi zonse. Kukhutiritsa pompopompo kudzera pazokonda zolaula ndi fucking DEVIL. Ndataya ubale wabwino chifukwa cha zomwe zolaula zandichitira, ndipo ngakhale kudziwa kuti nditha kubwerera kwa zomwe sindikufuna chifukwa kuwonongeka kwachitika. Amayenera kulandira zabwino kwambiri kuposa zomwe adakumana nane, ndipo ndimayenera kuphunzira kuchokera nthawi yayikuluyi.
Ndine wokondwa kuyankha mafunso aliwonse, ngakhale mwamseri ngati simukufuna kufunsa pano.
Sindingathe kupanikizika mokwanira…. KUSINTHA. LERO.
TLDR; Ndinagulitsa zolaula nditatha zaka pafupifupi 10, ndatha kuthetsa nkhawa zanga, ndikuyankhula ndi azimayi ambiri, pafupifupi ndikuchotsa nkhawa zanga ndikukhala ndi moyo wamtendere. Zonse zitatha miyezi ya 3.
KULUMIKIZANA Zochitika Zanga Zenizeni za 3Month Nofap
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