Zaka 23 - Maonekedwe akuwoneka amoyo, nkhawa kwambiri

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Ndine 23. Ndakhala ndikuledzera pafupifupi zaka 5 koma chizolowezi choyipachi mwina chimandipangitsa kuti ndichite zaka ziwiri molunjika pmo kusuta udzu tsiku lililonse. Sindinayesere konse kusiya. Anabwereranso kamodzi ndikupitiliza atayambiranso. Ndinganene kuti ndikusintha kwamalingaliro.

Moyo wokhutira kwathunthu osati wochuluka koma umabwera ndi nthawi. Ndidalimbikitsidwa ndikakumbukira momwe ndidamvera ndipo sindinkafuna kudzimvanso choncho. Ndipo ayi sindinasinkhasinkhe komabe ndimamvera makanema olimbikitsa pa YouTube

Wovuta kwambiri ndine 23. Palibe zolaula zomwe sizigonana popanda chilichonse kapena chilichonse.

Sindikumva mosiyana kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti maso anga akuwoneka amoyo koma ndi zomwezi pakadali pano. Komanso mwina ndikusowa mtendere ndi msungwana yemwe ndakhala ndikulankhula naye koma ndikudzipatula kwa iye yemwe amayamwa koma ndimatha. Zomwe zidandifikitsa masiku 90 ndimvula yamvula yozizira yomwe imadzuka ku 830 m'mawa uliwonse kuyala bedi langa kuposa kuthamanga mailo imodzi. Kusamba madzi ozizira ozizira ndipo usiku ndimathamanga mailosi awiri :).

Komabe ndidataya nkhawa zomwe ndikukhulupirira kuti ndachiritsidwa gawo lalikulu - ndimayankhula ndi atsikana powawona ngati anthu enieni osati chidutswa cha nyama monga zolaula. Sindidzaoneranso zolaula. Zimalimbikitsa kubwera koma zimasintha mphamvu zanga zogonana kukhala zopindulitsa. Ngati muli ndi mafunso omasuka kusiya funso pansipa.

Osati anyamata - zasintha moyo wanga. Ndasankha kuti uwu ndi moyo wanga. Ngakhale ndimakhala wokhumudwa chifukwa chodzipatula kwa mtsikana ndikudziwa kuti ndidzadutsa ndikudziyang'ana ndekha 🙂

LINK - masiku 90

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Sindikuwerenganso masiku. Ndine wokondwa kuti nditha kuyamikira zinthu zazing'ono pamoyo pakadali pano. Ubongo wanga umayambiranso koma nthawi zambiri ndimakondwera ndikamamvera nyimbo ndikuyang'ana kunyanja ndikutuluka kapena kulowa kwa dzuwa. Kutulutsidwa kwa dopamine kunandipangitsa kuti ndisazindikire izi ndipo ndikudandaula pmo ndili ku Asia kutchuthi chaka chatha. Ndikupemphera kuti ndidalitsike mokwanira kuti ndibwererenso chaka chino ndi bambo anga <3 ndipo nthawi ino ndizisangalala ndi chinthu chonse popanda pmo. <3

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