Moona mtima sangakhulupirire kuti ndikulemba izi pompano. Ndidawona zitsanzo zambiri za anyamata omwe amalankhula zamaubwino koma china kumbuyo kwanga kwanga nthawi zonse chimati "izi zidangochitika mwangozi", kapena "sizidzakhala ine". Ngakhale ndimakhala ndikukayika ndimapezabe chilimbikitso chambiri kumva nkhani zapadera za aliyense, koma ndimavutika kuti ndiwerenge zazitali kuti ndizisunga izi mwachidule momwe ndingathere.
Ndakhala ndikuwonera zolaula kwa zaka zoposa 10 ndipo ndatha zaka ZAKA kuyesera kusiya chizolowezi changa cha PMO. Wakhala wodzigudubuza poyenda, kuyambira 2016 sindinachitepo sabata lopitilira sabata kapena apo. Munthawi imeneyi sindinali wosakwatiwa, wakufa, wosatupa, wokhumudwa, wopanda chiyembekezo, waulesi ndi zina zambiri .. Ndidataya mtsikanayo yemwe ndimamukonda chifukwa cha zolakwa zanga zoyipa ndipo ngakhale ndakhala ndikuchira mwina sindingathe kukonza zomwe ndidasokonekera ndipo ndimayimba mlandu PMO pazonsezi.
Ndinali PMOing nthawi zambiri (3x patsiku) kotero kuti ndidayamba kusiya kuwona gf yanga yokongola chifukwa ubongo wanga udawonongeka kwambiri kuchokera ku zolaula. Kenako titathetsa vuto langa la kuledzera lidawonjezeka 10x. Tsopano popeza ndasiya kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo ndimayang'ana m'mbuyo ndikuzindikira kuti ndiye wokongola kwambiri padziko lapansi ndipo ngakhale nditha kapena sindikhala ndi mwayi ndi iye ndikudziwa kuti nditha kusintha moyo wanga kuyambira lero kupitilira ndikusunga moyo wanga khalani ndi mwayi watsopano. Ndinafuna kugawana nanu izi chifukwa ndinali m'malo abata kwambiri ndipo ndikufuna kukumbutsa aliyense kuti ngati mukufuna kusiya kudzipha muyenera kuyamba lero!
Pitani ku uthenga wabwino! Pamapeto pake ndidafika pa tsiku langa la 30 posachedwa ndikuyamba kuwona zabwino zonse zomwe aliyense akukamba! Munthawi yonseyi ndidadziwonetsera ndekha kuti sindingagonane pokhapokha zitakhala zabwino kwambiri kotero kuti sindingathe kuzikana ndikuzindikira zomwe zidachitikazo!
Sindinkakayikira za gawo lokopa akazi lomwe aliyense amalankhula chifukwa sindinawone zotsatira zabwino pamunda woyambawo koma zomwe zasintha! Munali mozungulira tsiku la 45 ndipo ndimayenera kupita ku DMV, pomwe ndimayima pamzere ndidazindikira msungwana yemwe anali pafupi anthu 20 kumbuyo kwanga omwe ndidapita kusukulu yoyambira zaka makumi angapo zapitazo! Wanga wakale akadangosunga mahedifoni anga ndikuchita ngati sizinachitike koma watsopano ndidamva kufunikira koti ndimupatse moni. Ndidatuluka pamzere kuti ndigwiritse ntchito chimbudzi kuti ndidutse pafupi ndi iye ndipo motsimikiza kuti wachiwiri wandiona, adamwetulira ndipo tonse tidati ma helos athu kenako ndikupitiliza. Titalandira matikiti athu ndikudikirira kuti tiitanidwe adabwera kwa ine ndipo sanathe kudikira kuti andilankhule! Nthawi zambiri ndimayenera kumuthamangitsa kuti ndiyankhule naye koma osati nthawi ino. Kwa nthawi yoyamba munthawi yayitali zimawoneka ngati anali mkati mwa ine momwe ndimakhalira. (Anali pafupifupi 8/10 wokongola kwambiri)
Pitani patsogolo pang'ono pang'ono ndipo tinamaliza kuyankhula kwa 4 HOURS! Maola a 4 bro! Kukopa kwa mzimayi kunamubweretsa kwa ine koma chidaliro komanso mawonekedwe amaso omwe ndidatha kuchita nazo zina zonse! Zinkawoneka kuti sindinataye mawu oti anganene ndipo anali ndi chidwi ndi zonsezi!
Ndili ndi nambala yake ndipo tinacheza kumapeto kwa sabata yotsatira, tinakhala ndi tsiku losangalatsa lomwe kwa nthawi yoyamba tsiku longa lomwelo limakhala lodalirika chifukwa ndimamva ngati ndili munthawiyo nthawi yonseyi. Tidalumikiza nthawi yonse ndipo ngakhale ndikamanena zachilendo ndimasewera nayo osalola kuti zindivutitse ndikupitilizabe kusangalala usiku. Zikuwoneka kuti sangadikire kuti abwerere kunyumba kwanga ndipo mukuganiza kuti tidagonana usiku womwewo! Anachita zonse zomwe ndimafuna kuti agone ndipo mwamunayo zinali zabwino zenizeni zomwe ndinali nazo kwa nthawi yoyamba mzaka gf yanga ndi ine titatha.
Ndikudziwa kuti pali mndandanda wazinthu zina zabwino zomwe zimafanana ndi nofap koma ndimafuna kugawana nawo nkhaniyi chifukwa ndichinthu choyamba chomwe pamapeto pake ndidachotsa malingaliro anga pa omwe anali okhumudwa kuyambira 2016.
Ndinapita zaka 2 ndikukhumudwa ndi PMO ndipo mkati mwa masiku 45 a Nofap ndimakhala ndi chidziwitso chatsopano ndi msungwana watsopano ndikuyamba kuwona kuti pali zambiri pamoyo kuposa kungolakalaka nditasintha zakale. Sindingadziwe zomwe zikadachitika ndikadapita ku DMV tsiku lomwelo ndikadali pakati pa PMOing, tsikulo mwina lidakhala loyipa, mwina sindikadatha kupeza nambala yake, mwina mwina ndikadawona iye koma sakanakhala ndi chidwi chonena chilichonse kuti ayambe. Angadziwe ndani! koma ndine wokondwa kunena kuti ndipitiliza Nofap pazotsatira zina! Zikomo powerenga nkhani yanga!
Sinthani: counter yanga ndi masiku anga osungirako omwe tsopano ndi cholinga changa chatsopano cha nofap, osati PMO yokha.
LINK - Kuyambira pamavuto mpaka motsatizana.
by Khosayo
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