Pamene ndikulemba izi ndili pa Nofap tsiku 37 ndipo ndawona kusintha kwakukulu mwa ine.
Zaka zapitazo, ndili mwana, ndimafuna kukhala wosewera. Nthawi zonse ndimasewera m'masukulu ndikupanga makanema amfupi, ndimapitiliza kuchita izi mpaka 2014 ndili ndi zaka 17. Ndinali munthu wodalirika wokhala ndi tsogolo patsogolo panga. Ndinatsimikiza mtima kukhala wosewera, ndinali wofunitsitsa kuyamba kugwira ntchito, koma choyamba ndimayenera kupita zaka 4 kukoleji.
Munthawi imeneyi ndidakhala chizolowezi cha pmo. Ndinayamba kudzitayitsa ndekha, kuyendetsa kwanga bwino sikunathenso. Ndili ndi nkhawa zamagulu (chomwe ndi chinthu chomaliza chomwe mungafune ngati ochita zisudzo) ndikukhala ndi vuto lalikulu.
Ndinali ndi miyezi 13 m'mbuyomu, koma popeza ndinali ku koleji yogulitsa, panalibenso njira yoti ndiyambe kuyambirapo nthawi imeneyo ndipo ndinakhumudwa kwambiri ndikumva za gulu la Nofap.
Pitani mwachangu mpaka pano. Ndili pa tsiku la 37 la Nofap, ndidayamba semester yatsopano yaku koleji kupitilira milungu iwiri yapitayo, ndipo sindimakonda. Ndidasankha kuphunzira kukhala wantchito, koma koleji yomwe ndimapitako imandipangitsa kukhala wosasangalala, ndipo sindikuwona tsogolo lililonse likupita munjira imeneyi zaka 2 zikubwerazi.
Chifukwa chake, sabata yapitayo, ndidayitanitsa odwala kuchokera ku koleji, ndipo ndidapita patsogolo ndipo pamapeto pake ndidayamba kufunafuna maphunziro omwe amapita kukasewera, makanema ndi zisudzo. Ndinalembetsa ndipo sabata yamawa ndiyesa mayeso. Ndikapambana kuwunikaku ndikutha kuphunzira kuchita. Kwa ine ili ndi gawo lalikulu panjira yoyenera!
Ndinazindikira kuti sindingathe kupita kukaphunzira china chomwe chingandipangitse kukhala wosasangalala, chifukwa cha Nofap ndili ndi chidwi chofuna kugwira ntchito ndikupita kukachita zomwe ndimasangalala nazo.
Sindinamvepo motere kuyambira kale pmo. Kotero zikomo Nofap ndi onse a Fapstronauts, ndikupeza moyo wanga pamodzi!
Nofap ndiyofunika!
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