Patatha nthawi yochuluka ndikuyang'ana ndikupereka ndemanga ndikuthandizira anzathu, potsirizira pake ndinadza.
Ndili ndi zaka 23, ndatha zaka 10 zapitazi ndikuseweretsa maliseche ndikuwonetsa zolaula, ndidaganiza zolowa nawo NoFAP ndi NoPorn chifukwa cha zomwe ndidapeza PIED.
Sizovuta konse ndipo ndimadziwa kuti sizingakhale choncho. M'miyezi yapitayi ya 3 ndidakhala ndi maloto 4 kapena 5 onyowa, ndipo wakhala mwezi wina kuchokera pomwe ndidakhala nawo womaliza. Ndikuganiza kuti thupi langa likuyesera kuti lizolowere testosterone.
Kawirikawiri mnzanga pansi apo akuwuka molimba ngati daimondi, mayesero amabwera tsiku ndi tsiku, nthawizina ndimakhala ndi maloto osakondweretsa. Pa nthawi ya kusamba ndili ndi chilakolako chachikulu chodzisangalatsa, lero ndimangobwereranso. Koma pamene ndikuganiza sindikufuna kuponyera zonsezi, ndimasiya. Zina kuposa izo, tsiku langa ndi tsiku kugonana kwa tsiku ndi tsiku ndi kochepa kwambiri.
Zinthu zikuyenda bwino pamoyo wanga, ndidayamba maphunziro aukadaulo ndikupanga anzanga atsopano, ndikulankhula kwambiri ndi makolo anga, alongo ndi abwenzi. Ndikuganiza zoyamba masewera wamba.
Ichi si cholinga, ndi njira ya moyo yomwe ndasankha.
Ndikukhumba kuti aliyense akwanitse zolinga zake, si zophweka, koma sizingatheke ngakhale. Nthawi zonse mukakhala mukusowa thandizo komanso zomvetsa chisoni, ndikukulangizani kuti mulemba zomwe mumamva pano mu SUB.
LINK - Ndinafika masiku anga a 90. (PIED)
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