Ndikufuna kuyambitsa izi ponena kuti sindimakhulupirira kuti chiyembekezo changa chikhala. Ndinali nditafika pansi pa dzenje la kalulu ndipo ndimaganiza moona kuti sindingagonanenso ndi moyo wanga. Koma monga anthu amanenera, pali kutha kumapeto kwa ngalandeyo. Ndikugonana modabwitsa tsopano ndipo ndimalakalaka akazi kuposa kale m'moyo wanga.
Ndinagwiritsa ntchito tsambali nthawi zambiri pomwe ndimayesetsa kusiya zolaula, motero ndimawona kuti ndizabwino kuthandiza iwo omwe adakumana ndi zomwe ndidakumana nazo. Ndimakumbukira kuwerenga nkhani za anyamata omwe amapita movutikira masiku 60 ndikuchiritsidwa mwamatsenga. Iyo si nkhani yanga konse, chifukwa chake ndimaganiza kuti ndigawana nawo omwe mungandimvetse.
Ndiyesetsa momwe ndingathere kuti ndisaphatikizepo zoyambitsa zilizonse koma ndikufotokozera momwe ndinaliri woyipa, kuti muwone kuti mutha kubwereranso kuchilichonse.
Chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndikulembera izi ndikufuna kunena kuti ndikukhala ku Phoenix. Ngati aliyense ku Arizona akufuna thandizo kapena akufuna kuyankhula, ndidzalankhula kapena kukumana nanu. Aliyense kwinakwake ndimutumizira uthenga, kumuimbira foni kapena chilichonse chomwe mungafune. Izi sizophweka kupyola nokha, ndidzakhala mnzanu woyankha. Chonde funsani thandizo! Timafunikira anthu oyandikana nafe atasunga mitu yathu mmwamba.
Monga ndanenera kale, ndili ndi 23 tsopano. Sindikukumbukira momwe ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula, ndikukumbukira ndikuwonera m'kalasi la 8th kapena kale ndisananene zaka 13. Mwina ndinali wachichepere. Sindinasiye kuonera zolaula mpaka ndinali ndi zaka 20. Ndakhala ndikuziyang'ana pano ndi apo kuyambira pamenepo, ndipo mpaka lero ndimamvabe kukokedwa ndi foni yanga, nthawi zina ndikulowerera. Ndinganene kuti ndinali PIED kuchokera ku 17-22 , Sindinagonanepo mpaka nditakhala 22, ndimayenera kukhala ndi zolaula kwa zaka 3 zisanachitike. NDI ZOFUNIKA.
Tonse tawonapo Nkhani ya TEDx ndipo mwina mwawerenganso bukuli (Ubongo Wanu pa Zithunzi), ngati simunatero, pitani mukawerenge! Monga wina aliyense, ine ndinali Ramu yemwe amafunikira zochulukira, ndimafunikira kupitiriza kutalikitsa malire kuti ndipitirize kuthamanga. Nditha kuseketsa zolaula kulikonse pa 1-4 nthawi tsiku lililonse kwa 7. Nthawi zina ndimakhala ndi zibwenzi, koma ndimaleredwa m'mabanja opembedza, sindinayesere kugonana. Ndinkakonda zibwenzi, kenako ndimalakwitsa, osagwirizana ndi zomwe ndimalakwitsa. Sindimadziwa zolaula ndipo palibe kugonana komwe kumandichitira zoipa zambiri.
Zokonda zanga zidachoka kuzinthu zilizonse zodziwika bwino kwambiri. Ndikukumbukira koyambirira kuti ndimatha kuwona kanema kamodzi ndipo ndizo zonse zomwe ndimafuna. Pakutha, sindimatha kudzukanso ndekha ndikasintha masekondi khumi aliwonse. Sindikuganiza kuti ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu kwa zaka zinayi zopanda mantha, ndinali wamanyazi, wamanyazi, komanso womvetsa chisoni. Ndinkawona zolaula kwambiri, chilichonse chobwinidwa chimandivuta. Ndinkaliwonabe kangapo patsiku ngakhale kuti sindimakondanso.
Mwachirengedwe, izi zikutanthauza kuti nditha kukakamiza chinthucho kuti chikhale chosangalatsa kwambiri. Mitundu iliyonse inali yovomerezeka, ndipo tonse tikudziwa kukula kwake. Zinandifikitsa ku lingaliro la gay. Sindinali ndipo sindigonana. Ine ndakhala ndalumikizana ndi anyamata ogonana, ndipo ndimachita nawo chikwangwani chomaliza chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti sizomwe ndimakopeka nazo. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, ndizodziwikiratu kuti ndikanachita chilichonse chomwe chingatenge kuti ndikwaniritse zomwe andipatsa. (Sindikufuna kupita mwakuya kwambiri ndikuyambitsa wina aliyense, koma omasuka kufunsa mafunso, ndili wokonzeka kulankhula chilichonse).
Ndidayesa kuchita zogonana ndili ndi zaka XXUMX. Adalephera kumene. Yoyesanso, yalephera. Apanso, Kulephera. Apanso, zinalephera. Ndipo mndandanda umapitirirabe! Ndikudziwa momwe ndizosafunikira kuti mtsikana azikuuza pakadali pano, "Uli ndi msungwana wamaliseche, bwanji sunasangalale?" Ndikukumbukira izi kwamuyaya. Pambuyo pake, ndinali ndi nkhawa kwambiri kuti kunalibe mwayi ndipo ndimachita chilichonse kuti ndipewe kugona pabedi ndi mtsikana.
Zinafika poti sindinathe kupeza erection nkomwe. Ndinkayenera kupita kokalipira kwambiri kuti nditenge chisangalalo chilichonse mwa ine. Sindinkafuna chidwi ndi akazi. KOMA NDIDAKHALABE KUONA PORN.
Ndiyesera ndikulunga izi mwachangu. Kwenikweni ndinali ndi mwayi, ndili kumalo osungirako ankhondo ndipo ndinatumizidwa kudzatumiza chaka chimodzi. Ndinkadziwa za "Ubongo wanu pa zolaula" komanso gulu lino, kotero ndidagwiritsa ntchito mwayi wanga ndikusiya zolaula ndili kumeneko.
Zodabwitsa kudabwitsa, nditafika kunyumba zonse sizinali bwino. Ndinkakondabe zolaula ndipo ndimaperekabe mwa apo ndi apo. Koma mukudziwa chiyani? Palibe vuto. Sindingathe kudzida ndekha ndikangotsika. Ndine munthu ndipo chimodzimodzi ndi wina aliyense. Zonse zomwe mukuyang'ana mukupitabe patsogolo ndipo mudzakhala bwino. Ndikulonjeza, musokoneza, koma mudzakhala bwino.
Nditafika kunyumba ndidamuuza bwenzi langa lakale za izi, pomwe tidathetsa ndidauza mtsikana wotsatira za izi. Zaka XXUMX nditakhala kunyumba ndidakumana ndi bwenzi langa laposachedwa ndipo sindimadzukanso kangapo !! Anali oleza mtima komanso okoma mtima ndi ine. Adandiuza kuti zili bwino komanso kuti amakhala wokonzeka nthawi zonse ndikakhala. Ndakhala bwino komanso wabwino, ndipo pakali pano sindimakhala ndi vuto. (Chibwenzi pafupifupi chaka, sizinachitike mu sabata). Tsopano ndimamukonda koposa china chilichonse.
Monga momwe kuchira kumakhalira, ndikuti tengani upangiri wa aliyense pano. Nthawi zambiri amakhala akunena zoona. Zinthu zanga zazikulu za 3:
1.) Yesetsani kuchita zovuta, koma zimakhala zovuta, mwina chifukwa chake amazitcha choncho.
Mukalephera, ndi bwino kungozibweza. Sindikonda ngakhale kuyika masiku angapo monga zolinga. Cholinga changa SIKUTI LERO. Ndizo zonse zomwe ndikuganiza lero ndipo ndingapewe bwanji lero. Ndikunena kuti imani kaye 3 miyezi yakutsogolo, taganizirani lero.
2.) Chitani zonse zomwe mungathe kuti mupeze mtsikana wokuthandizani kupilira ndikuleza mtima nanu. Sindikugula zonse zopanda pake, haha aliyense atha kupeza mtsikana mukapitiliza kuigwira! Koma zimathandiza kukhala ndi winawake woti asinthe zomwe mumakopeka nazo.
3.) Limeneli lingakhale gawo lovuta kwambiri koma uzani anthu oyandikira kwambiri. Uzani makolo anu ngati mumakhala kunyumba, uzani chibwenzi chanu, uzani mkazi wanu, uzani mnzanu amene mumakhala naye. Aliyense amene akuyenera kudziwa ndipo angathe kugwira nanu ntchito kupyola. Zimakhala zosavuta ndi munthu aliyense amene mumamuuza. Sindikuchititsanso manyazi, koma ndine amene!
a. Sindikunena kuti muyenera kuuza aliyense. Koma mwina mukudziwa omwe angakuthandizeni ndi omwe mungasiye. Komanso simuyenera kupereka zonse. Ingofotokozerani kuti mumakonda zolaula ndipo mukufuna kusiya. Ngati muli ndi wina wofunikira, muyenera kuwauza.
b. Ngati mulibe aliyense, nditumizireni meseji. Titha kuyimbira kapena skype ndikugwirizirana.
(Chinsinsi cha 4th chikubwereranso kuno, palibe chomwe chinandilimbitsa mtima ngati kuwerenga nkhani izi.)
Ndikupepesa motalika, ndikumva ngati nditha kulemba za iwo mpaka kalekale. Koma ndimafuna kugawana kuti ndalowa dzenje la chimbudzi ndikutuluka. Ndikukwerabe freakin. Simudzadzuka tsiku lina ndikukonzekera, koma mupitiliza kukula mu zomwe mukufuna kukhala ngati mukupitilizabe kupita patsogolo.
Ngati mukuganiza kuti nkhani yanu ndiyabwino kwambiri ndipo mulibe chiyembekezo, lolani kuti uthenga ndi kufananiza. Mosavuta kukuwonetsani kuti mutha kuchita izi chifukwa ndidachita. Monga ndanena kale, chonde nditumizireni mafunso ndi malingaliro omwe mungakhale nawo. Sindimachitanso manyazi ndi izi ndipo inunso muyenera kutero. Ndine wokonzeka kutumizira mameseji, mameseji, imelo, kuyimba, ndi wina aliyense amene akuzifuna.
LINK - Nkhani yanga yopambana (Mtundu wautali) wa 23 wazaka. PIED kwa zaka.
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