Ataonera Limbani ndi zolemba zatsopano za Mankhwala, malingaliro anga pa zolaula zolaula adasintha kwambiri. Pambuyo pake ndidalumikizana ndi zoyipa zake kwa anthu komanso gulu lonse. Mwachibadwa, ndinadziwona ndekha kuti sindikuwonanso zolaula zambiri. M'malo mwake, sindimawona kuwonerera ena akugonana kosangalatsanso.
Chifukwa chake, ndi izi, nditabwerera ku maliseche, ndinayesera kuchita izi ndikumvetsetsa zilakolako zanga zogonana. Nthawi zodzisangalatsazi, nthawi zambiri ndinkangoganiza zogonana, ndikuganiza zogonana naye mwachikondi. Izi ndi zomwe ndikufuna pamoyo wanga wogonana.
Porn zandichititsa kuti ndisamagwirizane ndi zilakolako zanga zogonana, zidangokhala zokhazokha, zopanda kanthu koma zopanda pake zakusilira komanso kusakwaniritsa zofuna zogonana. Makampani opanga zolaula adalola kuti zolaula zothamangira kwambiri zindipangitse zofuna zanga zogonana, zonsezi kuphatikiza moyo wosagwirizana, zomwe zidakulitsa zowopsa zonse kwa ine motsimikiza.
Monga wamwamuna wa 24 yo, kusiya zolaula kunandithandizanso kudziwa zachiwerewere, nditakhala nthawi yayitali osachita zachiwerewere chifukwa chodzikayikira, komanso kusakhutira ndi mbolo yanga, chifukwa cha zosowa zolaula komanso zoyerekeza . Ndikulimbana ndi vuto langali, ndinapeza munthu woganiza bwino, womasuka komanso wodalirika, mofanana kwambiri ndi zomwe ndinali ndimwana ndili nazo, zisanachitike zovuta zonse zaunyamata komanso kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula mopitirira muyeso. Kuti zinthu ziwonekere bwino, ndimakonda kuchita nawo maphunziro a kusekondale! Umenewo ndiwo unali mwayi wanga wochezeka! haha
Pambuyo pa nthawi yayitali yodziletsa, monga ndidanenera, ndimayenera kukumbukira ndekha kuti maubale enieni amayenera kuwomberedwa, nthawi zonse ndimayenera kukumbukira ubale wodabwitsa womwe ndinali nawo ndi wokondedwa wanga wachinyamata monga chitsanzo cha momwe chibwenzi chingakhalire, ngakhale ndimayenera kuchita naye chilichonse koma zogonana zenizeni, popeza ndinali wamantha kwambiri kuti ndichite - ndiwo anali muzu wazaka zanga zonse zodziletsa, mantha oti "ndilephera" ndikugonanso ndi wina. Ndikulimbana ndi izi pochiritsa. Koma tsopano popeza ndikudziwa zikhalidwe zogonana ndikukhala okhwima pang'ono pazaka zonsezi, ndikhulupilira kuti moyo wanga wogonana pamapeto pake umapeza mtendere haha
Kubwerera ku nkhani yolaula, nthawi zina, ndimawonabe zithunzi zamaliseche za nsfw redditors kuti ndizidzikhudzira, nthawi zonse zomwe zili mkati zimatumizidwa modzifunira. Zamkatimu zopanda ngodya zosatheka kapena kupititsa patsogolo zithunzi. Ndipo potero, nditasiya zolaula zambiri, ndinazindikira kuti ndikufunikiranso kugonana, bc Nthawi zambiri ndimaganiza kuti ndimagonana mwachikondi komanso achikulirewa. Tsopano ndiyenera kusamutsa mphamvu zogonana zomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito pazinthu zachikulire izi pa intaneti kuti ndipange ndalama kwa azimayi enieni.
Pambuyo pa zonsezi, ndikuyamba kumvetsetsa moyo monga kuchuluka kwa zokumana nazo komanso anthu odabwitsa omwe timakumana nawo paulendo wathu wawung'onowu. Ndayamba kuwona moyo ngati kulumikizana pakati pa ife, anthu, a mnofu ndi magazi, ndikumverera, kutengeka komanso zovuta zapadera zomwe zimatipangitsa tonse kukhala apadera.
Ndili wokondwa kwambiri chifukwa chopeza malo ochezera olandirako komanso athanzi pano pa Reddit. Madalitso kwa onse.
LINK - Kusiya zolaula kunandipangitsa kuti ndiyambirenso kugonana.
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