Chifukwa chake lero ndinatembenuka 25, tsiku labwino komanso msinkhu woti ndinene kuti ndakabadwanso komanso kukhala yemwe ndinayenera kukhala zaka zonsezi .. Ndimakumbukira chaka chimodzi chapitachi ndidatembenuka 24, ndidakhala ndi nkhawa mkati, nthawi zonse ndikumwetulira akunja kwa dziko ndipo aliyense amaganiza kuti ndine munthu wosangalala wopeza bwino, koma mkati mwake ndimadya. Ndinali wamndende m'mutu mwanga,
kuweruzidwa kwa moyo wonse. Ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri kotero kuti ndinapita kukagula thumba la cocaine ndisanapite ndi anzanga ndikumwa bulu wanga. Chinachitika ndi chiyani? Monga mwachizolowezi ndidaledzera kwambiri, ndimakhala ndi "nthawi yosangalala", ndimamwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo ambiri ndikuganiza kuti uwu ndi moyo!
Ndinafika m'mawa m'mawa ndipo sindinkagona chifukwa chothamanga kuchokera ku coco, ndimayang'ana zolaula m'malo mwake ndikumera m'mawa wonse. Unali moyo uno? Kodi ichi ndi chinthu chomwe anthu amatcha moyo? Kumwa, maphwando, cocaine, kuthamangitsa msungwana kuti ugoneke, zitha kugona ..
Ayi anzanga, uwu sunali moyo, uyu sanali amene ndinali. Chilichonse chinali chinyengo chomwe chimapangidwa kuchokera m'malingaliro am'mutu mwanga. Malingaliro abwerezedwa tsiku lililonse, zoyipa, zonyansa, malingaliro onyansa a zonyansa kwambiri zogonana zomwe zidachitikapo .. Koma izi zinali chaka chapitacho komanso m'mbuyomu, ndasankha kuti ndizikhala zakale ndikusiya kuziganiziranso, ndidazipha Mnyamata ndikusunthira patsogolo, tsopano ndayambiranso kukhala momwe ndimayenera kukhalira. Nanga chasintha ndi chiyani?
Chabwino ndikukuwuzani izi abale anga, sindinamwe mankhwala aliwonse, kumwa mowa kapena kutchova juga (ndinkakonda kutchova juga), kwa miyezi 6 yapitayi. Sindinayambe ndawonera zolaula kapena masiku angapo 62, ndipo sindinagonepo kuyambira kumapeto kwa Ogasiti.
Lero ndakondwerera tsiku lobadwa langa ndi banja langa, pamodzi ndi abale anga ndi adzukulu athu, tinali ndi mphindi yayikulu ndi chikondi chochuluka, kuwona ana akuvina ndikungoseka, kudya zakudya zabwino komanso keke yokoma.
Ndipo tsopano, 23.01, ndangofika kunyumba, mzanga adandithamangitsira kunyumba, tinapita kukadya, kumakambirana chilichonse, zamaloto athu ndi zomwe zikutiyembekezera, ndi ntchito yolimba yomwe tayambitsa ndipo tidzamaliza limodzi, kuti kupambana konse komwe kudikirira, ndipo ndangosangalala ndi moyo. Adandiuza kuti kuyambira lero, tsiku lililonse ndi tsiku lobadwa anga ndipo ndiyenera kukhala moyo wanga wonse, ndipo ndidzatero. Mukudikirabeni chaka chatsopano kuti mumve nthawi yakubadwa? Chifukwa chake kuyambira lero, tsiku lililonse likhala ngati tsiku langa lobadwa, pita kunja uko ndikungogwira tsiku ndi manja anga ndikusangalala mphindi iliyonse ..
Lero m'bale, ndine munthu watsopano, munthu yemwe ndimayenera kukhala, ndikumva bwino kwambiri kugona tsopano, popanda mavuto pakanthawi, osamva kuledzera kapena kukwera, ndikungomva kuti ndabwera, kubwerera kukhala mtundu wabwino kwambiri wa inemwini.
Pamodzi tonse tidzakhala anthu omwe timayenera kukhala, amuna, akazi, nyama ngati akuchita PMO, sindisamala, koma tidzakwanitsa, ndipo ndichita zotheka kukuthandizani kuti mufike kumeneko,
Nofap ya moyo <3
LINK - Tsiku langa lobadwa lero, ndikutembenukira 25 ..
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