tsamba loyambilira: Choyamba, ndithokoza kwambiri mtima uno ndikuthandizira mdera lino la nofap. Izi, popeza ndinazindikira za izi chaka chapitacho zasintha moyo wanga komanso kugonana. Tsopano ndikufuna kugawana nkhani yanga yopambana. Ndilemba mawonekedwe ammodzi ndikudzipangitsa kukhala zazifupi momwe ndingathere.
Ndikudziwa kuti pali zambiri zoti muwerenge pagawoli kotero ndizikhala zofunikira komanso zazifupi ndi ndima yanga.
Stat: Zaka 25. 190lbs yamphamvu kwambiri komanso yokwanira. 5'9 ”(kukopa atsikana mosavuta). Anali ndi zibwenzi 6 komanso maubale 4. Ndakhala ndikuvutika ndi ED kuyambira 16, ndasiyana ndi atsikana ambiri. Amakhala olimba nthawi zonse komanso athanzi.
Background:
Koyamba kukumana ndi ED chifukwa cha nkhawa komanso manyazi ali ndi zaka 16. Choyamba gf adayesa kundipatsa mutu ndipo ndimalephera kuukweza. Ngakhale mu msinkhu umenewo ine ndinali wopatsa chidwi kwambiri ndipo zonse zinali kugwira ntchito ndipo tinali kuchita zogonana patelefoni usiku uliwonse ndipo ndinali kumangokhalira kulira kangapo usiku. Tonse tidaseka ndipo tidagonana patapita nthawi. Ndipo nthawi zina, ngakhale kwa zaka zomwe sindimatha kuzizimitsa nthawi zina ndimavala makondomu. Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti zonse zidachitika chifukwa cha zolaula zamakanthawi komanso kutaya maliseche mosazola. Koma mmbuyomo pa m'badwo womwewo ngati ine ndikanaimitsa PMO kwa tsiku limodzi kapena 2 ndidabweranso mwachangu.
Nthawi yoyamba idasokonekera: Pambuyo pa kulekanitsidwa ndi XF yanga ya 1st ndili ndi zaka 20 ndinali kuyesa ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana. Sindimadziwa kuti ndili ndi ED nthawiyo, kapena mtundu wanji wazomwe ndimakhala ndikuzungulira ndikuwona zolaula usiku uliwonse. Ndipo nthawi ina sindinathe kuzimitsa ndi mtsikana. Adakhumudwa, ndidamutaya. Sindinamvetsetse chifukwa chake, ngakhale ndimagonana modabwitsa ndipo siyinali nthawi yanga yoyamba. Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti inali PIED.
Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidabwerera ku zikhalidwe: Wina wandiuza kuti ndisunge umuna kuti ndigone bwino. Popanda kufufuza zambiri ndikudziwa za nofap kapena sayansi kumbuyo kwake, ndinangoimitsa orgasming kwa miyezi ingapo. Kukonzekera m'mawa kunabweranso, komanso ndikulota maloto onyowa. Ndinapanga mtsikana (mtsikana #3) ndikuyamba kupangitsa kuti thupi lake lonse ligwedezeke ndi kugonana koyenera nthawi zonse.
Kubwereza kwa ED: Nditataya mtsikanayo (atsikana #3) patatha zaka 2 (pang'ono chifukwa cha ED, msungwana yemweyo yemwe ndimakonda kupanga cum kangapo patsiku, ndimalowa m'munsimu) Ndidapanikizika mtima ndikuyamba kuchita zolaula osadziwa zomwe zingachitike zinali zikuchita kwa ine. Apa panatenga nthawi yayitali kuti achiritse. Tinapita ku Cancun, ndipo msungwana wokongola kwambiri waku Danish anali pa ine ndipo sindinathe kuzimitsa (ndinawonerera zolaula tsiku lathalo).
Ndinapeza msungwana wina wokongola (msungwana #4) patatha chaka cha 1 ndipo nthawi iliyonse ndikayesera kugonana ndimakonda kuthamanga ndisanafike kapena ndikukhala wolimba.
Yesero langa ndi cholakwika changa ndikuphunzira: Pakati pa mtsikana nambala 4 ndinali kuvutika kwambiri ndi erection. Sindinamvetsetse chifukwa chake ndimatha kukhala wokhazikika ndi zolaula koma osati ndi msungwana weniweni. Ndinalibe choyendetsa ngakhale akundipera, akundiphulitsa kapena kundikokera. Anali wowoneka bwino kwambiri wa 5'11 "wofanana ndi wowotcha thupi wokhala ndi tsitsi lalitali komanso nkhope yangwiro. Ndikanatha kukhala m'masekondi a 2 popanda erection kapena osangomva chilichonse. Ndipo ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula zambiri, popeza zolaula ndiye chinthu chokha chomwe chidandithandiza kuti ndikhale ndi erection ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndiziwongolera nthawi ina. Zonse zidabwereranso kumene…
Nachi chifukwa: Popeza anali kutentha kwambiri ndimaona ngati ndikhalapo mu ma 2 masekondi chifukwa chake ndimangodzigwetsa tsiku lisanachitike, nthawi iliyonse. Izi zidatsogolera ku ED kangapo. Kenako nditawerenga pagawoli ndinazindikira kuti zonse zomwe ndimadziwa zokhudza PMO sizinali zolondola.
Kubwerera kwa mtsikana 3: Ndinagwiritsanso ntchito zomwezi ndi msungwana uyu, ndikuganiza kuti ngati ndiyamba kuwonera zolaula ndi cum kale ndisanakhaleko. Ndipo pambuyo pake ndinakulitsa ubale wapakati pa ED, moyo wogonana unayamba kuchoka pa nyenyezi ya porn kuti usakonzeke kapena kusungunuka mumasekondi a 2 kwa miyezi ingapo (ndimawonera zolaula kwa miyezi yambiri kumapeto kwa ubale)
Kubwerera kwa mtsikana 4: Ndidasiya kuyang'ana zolaula nditawerenga pa tsambali ndipo mkati mwa masabata a 2 ndidabweranso ndikugonana. Ndinamugonana naye patatha miyezi 4 pomudziwa. Ndidabwera mwachangu pa 1st kuzungulira, ndiye kuchokera kuzungulira kwachiwiri ndidachitanso bwino mpaka tidasiyana.
Kubwerera: Ndinakhumudwitsidwanso ndipo ndinayamba kusuta. Dick anasiya kugwira ntchito. Simungathe kuzipeza ndi atsikana ambiri ngakhale tho ngati akudziwa chifukwa chake panthawiyi. Sindinasamale…
Kupambana kachiwiri: Posachedwa mtsikana adandifunsa ndikamapanga NoFap yanga ndipo ndimakopeka pamenepo. Ndinachita mantha. Bwanji ngati sindikanatha kuzimva? Usiku woyamba adanditengera komwe adapeza ndipo ndidapeza zifukwa zosavula buluku (ndinali ndi mbolo yakufa, mwina yochepera inchi yayitali). Kenako kangapo sabata yamawa ndinali ndi vuto lomwelo. Sindingathe kuzipeza kangapo kangapo konse. Chifukwa chake ndidangomuuza zomwe zikuchitika ndipo amandithandiza. Nthawi zina anali kukhumudwa anali ngati "zikomo ponditaya lol". Amaganizira kuti sindimamupeza wotentha mokwanira.
Dzulo pambuyo pa masabata a 2 a NoFap, palibe zolaula, osagwedezeka, ndipo sabata la 1 nditamuwona ndidatulutsa piritsi ndikumuwombera nthawi ya 5 (nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndimachita izi, ndipo zimangothamangitsa njira mwakuthupi).
Poyamba mapiritsiwa sanagwire ntchito ngati ED anali wamaganizidwe, osati athupi. Adayesa kundipatsa mutu ndipo sindimangoyankha. Zakhala nthawi yayitali popanda mtsikana weniweni ndipo ubongo wanga udalumikizidwa ndi zolaula. Ndinali nditagona pamenepo ndi wamaliseche, ndikuwona Netflix pambuyo pa 5th yalephera. Anali wachisoni pang'ono.
Kenako ndidayamba kum'gwira chala ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndidayamba kulimba nditangomva chinyezi chake ndikuzindikira momwe ndikufuna kulowa mmenemo. Ndidamufunsa mwachangu ngati ndingadumphe kondomu kuti ndionetsetse kuti sinditaya erection, anali bwino nazo ndipo nditatha mphindi zochepa zoyambirira ndidavala kondomu ndikupitilira nditakhala ndi chidaliro kuti sinditaya erection . Ndinamugwedeza thupi lonse. Kugonana koyamba m'miyezi isanu ndi umodzi…!
Lero ndidamupsompsanso 3 nthawi. Tsopano ndikumva ngati kuti ndayamba kuchita bwino. Ndipo sindifunanso piritsi. Ndipo ndizisunga motere ndikuonetsetsa kuti nthawi iliyonse ndikakhala wopanda nkhawa ndimadyetsa thupi ndi ubongo wanga pogonana, osadziwa kalikonse.
Kuyambira pamenepo, ndakhala ndikumangiriza kwathunthu komanso kolimba, ngakhale munthawi yonseyi tsiku lonse. Ngakhale mbolo yosakhazikika imapachika mainchesi abwino a 3 ndi sac yolimba.
Mapeto ndi upangiri wanga:
Ngati mukufuna kugonana ndiye basi lekani kuchita zinthu zina, nthawi. Sungani mzere wokhota ndipo umabwezeretsa zofanizira. Apatseni nthawi. Kuyimilira kapena kuwonera zolaula sikungakupangitseni kuti mukhale nthawi yayitali kapena kumangiriza thanthwe.
Kugonana kwabwinobwino kokhala ndi moyo wabwinobwino komanso moyo wachibadwa wachilengedwe. Simungagwire ntchito ndi zinthu zosiyanasiyana. Zingakhale zolaula, zogonana chabe, kapena kumangotenga kapena china chilichonse.
Ndipo ngati mungafunike kudzithandiza piritsi kapena china chake perekani. Zingakuthandizireni m'maganizo. Ndipo lankhulanani ndi atsikana. Ngati ali bwino adzakuthandizani, kaya mwa kudikirira kapena kukupatsani dzanja kapena mutu kapena china chake.
Zonse zimachira ndikukupatsani malonjezo. Ingokhulupirirani. Zili ngati kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, mudzangokulitsa gawo lomwe mumachita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ngati mumachita zolaula, osati gawo logonana; mukudziwa zina zonse…
Zabwino zonse! Funsani funso lililonse lomwe mukufuna
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