Ndakhala paulendo wanga woyamba wa NoFap woyambiranso kuchiritsa pafupifupi zaka 1.5 tsopano, panali zokwera ndipo panali zotsika, zobwereranso komanso zazitali. Pazifukwa zina sindinapange akaunti m'mbuyomu, koma ndimakonda kupita patsamba lino ndi malo ena ngati Reddit omwe amalankhula za maulendo awa ndi ena kuti athandizidwe. Ndisanayambe zina mwazomwe zanenedwa m'nkhani yanga zitha kukhala zopweteka kwambiri.
Kubadwira kumoto kunayamba ngati 13-14 wazaka ndikuyang'ana atsikana ovala bikinis muma magazine, osalakwa koma chiyambi cha vuto lowopsa. Zikuwoneka kuti zidayenda pa intaneti ndikuwona zolaula kulikonse kuchokera pa 5-10 nthawi tsiku. Nditangotembenuka 18 ndidayamba kulimba mtima, ndikufufuza zoperekeza pamasamba ndi othandizira ena apamwamba pa intaneti ndikugonana nawo, koma
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Kuchokera pamenepo ndinalowa mwa akazi, mbiri yanga yapaintaneti ikanakhala yopanda cuckolding, manyazi, kuphulitsa mpira, ndi zina zambiri ndikadapitiliza kukalembera azimayi kuti andichitire izi pamoyo weniweni. Ndinkadana nazo, nditafika pachimake ndimamva kuti ndizonyansa kwambiri ndikufuna kufa. Kunali kuledzera kwenikweni.
Usiku wina ndinagwa pansi, ndinali nditangokwanitsa zaka 24 ndipo ndinali ndisanakhalepo ndi chibwenzi. Sindinagonepo osalipira ndipo ndinadziwa kuti sizachilendo. Ndinalira mchipinda mwanga ndipo ndidaganiza zowombera mdima ... Ndidatsitsa pulogalamu yachibwenzi, ndidatenga zithunzi zanga zabwino kwambiri ndikuyembekeza zabwino.
Patapita miyezi ingapo ndinakumana ndi bwenzi langa lapamtima, kuyambira tsiku loyamba lolumikizana sindinachite chilichonse mwazomwe tatchulazi. Ali ndi zaka 22 ndipo ndili ndi zaka 25 tsopano ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ndinali ndi mwayi poti anali namwali ndipo amafuna kutengapo zinthu pang'onopang'ono, zomwe zinali mpumulo waukulu kwa ine chifukwa ndinkachita mantha kuti sindingathe kuzimvetsa ngati zinthu zili choncho timakonda kwambiri. Moyo wathu wogonana unali wopsompsona / kukumbatirana pafupifupi chaka chimodzi, koma miyezi ikadutsa ndikuseka ndi kukumbatirana ndazindikira kuti mnyamatayo akuvutika pansi pa thalauza langa. Ndikumva kuti kukhala ndi mtsikana wochita izi kumandithandizanso kuchira.
Mofulumira lero ndikudziwa kuti nthawi iliyonse ndikakhala wamaliseche ndi chibwenzi changa NDIDZAKHALA ndikumangirira. Kwa omwe mudali pamaudindo anga..musataye chiyembekezo. Ngati ndidakwanitsa kutuluka mu gehena inunso mutha kutero. Nofap imagwira ntchito, zonse ndizokhudza kufuna.
LINK - Nkhani Yanga: Yoyambikanso bwino zaka 1.5, imagwira ntchito.
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