Ndine mnyamata wazaka 25 .. sindinapangepo akaunti pano kale, ndimakonda kutsatira ma forum ndi zinthu zina pano ngati mlendo. Koma tsambali landithandiza kwambiri pazaka zanga za 2 + zosangokhala kapena kuwonera zolaula. Ndinagonana kangapo mzaka izi komabe sizinali kusungidwa kwa umuna pa se.
Zizolowezi zanga zolaula zidayamba ndili ndi 17 kusukulu yanga yasekondale. Ndinali ndi bwenzi lokoma (pathethic). Ndinali SIMP kwa iye… Anandinamiza ndi mnzake wapamtima yemwe ndimaphunzira naye m'kalasi. Ndipo nditazindikira ndipo ndidakumana naye, sanachite manyazi kapena kundiwopa, amangoyankha, "Mwamuna aliyense, mwina amamukonda D wanga." Ndinali wokwiya kwambiri ndipo sindinathe kuchita chilichonse. Ndinangokhala chete osalankhula, ndikulira mkati chifukwa cha zomwe zinachitika. Chabwino ndimagonana naye mpaka nthawiyo koma kenako sanagone nane chifukwa amamuwomba shithead uja. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndikuchita maliseche tsiku lonse. Sindinathetse ngakhale naye sindikudziwa chifukwa chake. Ndinangopitiliza momwe zimachitikira (ndikudziwa momwe zimakhalira). Tsopano ndinali SIMP ndi Cuck. Magiredi anga adagwa kuchokera ku B mpaka C's ndipo mawonekedwe anga sanali abwino. Ndidauza mzanga wapamtima pamapeto pake, adandiuza kuti man up, pali nsomba zambiri m'dziwe. Koma sindinasamale kuti ndipeze mtsikana, ndimakonda kukhala mchipinda changa tsiku lonse ndikuyamba zolaula. Inayamba ndi zina zabwinobwino kuti bdsm ku chikazi mpaka cuckold 
Ndinayamba ndi zolaula zolaula.
M'chaka changa chachiwiri ku koleji, ndimadziwa kuti ndiyenera kusintha. Sindinagonepo pachibwenzi kapena pachibwenzi kapena moyo wapagulu konse. Sindinadziwe aliyense m'makalasi anga kupatula mnyamata yemwe amangodya nawo kalasi limodzi. Ndidapunthwa patsamba la nofap pomwe ndimaganiza 20. Ndidayesa kusunga mikwingwirima, ndilephera, yesaninso. Pambuyo pa miyezi 9 yoyesera ndikulephera, ndili ndi masiku 90 masiku !! Ndinali wokondwa, kunalibe malire. Ndinaledzera ndipo tinabwereranso. Kuyambira ndi zolaula za cuck kachiwiri . Komabe, ndidadzukanso nditalephera ndipo ndidadzipezera masiku 60. Ndinapita kuphwando ndi mnzanga wina (anzanga atsopano omwe timapanga nthawi yayitali!), Ndinacheza ndi mtsikana kapena ndinayesa…! Sindingathe kuzimva ndipo tsopano ndimaganiza ndekha "oh wow a ED now! Ndizo zomwe ndimafuna "ndinabwerera kunyumba ndili ndi manyazi ndikuyamba kuonera zolaula ndikuthawa, sindinakhalebe ndi vuto lililonse. Ndidadzipangira akaunti patsamba lina ngati kanyumba, ndidayikidwa kangapo (Zinali kungoseweretsa maliseche kwa anyamata angapo omwe ndimangokhala zolaula)
Tsopano nkhani yopambana!
Ndili ndi zaka 22½ china chomwe ndidasankha molimba mtima ndiyenera kusintha. Ndinalowa nawo gawo lochita masewera olimbitsa thupi (ndinali wowonda btw), ndidayamba kuwerenga zolemba ndi malemba achikhristu, Chisilamu ndi Chihindu! Ndipo ndinayamba ndi nofap. Pakadali pano kuseweretsa maliseche komanso zolaula zinali zochepa chifukwa chapanikizika kwambiri ku koleji.
Sabata 1: Musakumbukire zambiri kupatula kuti ndinali ndi zowawa kuchokera ku masewera olimbitsa thupi ndipo ndinali ndi mapepala ambiri chifukwa.
Sabata 2: sanapite kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi chifukwa zinali zopweteka lol.
Mwezi 1: ndidayambiranso, ndidadzipezera wophunzitsa. Ndipo inali nthawi ya mayeso! Ndinayamba kumwa madzi ozizira. Ndinauza mphunzitsi wanga za nofap ndipo eya anali sukulu yakale! Analimbikitsa anthu kuti akhale pa nofap ngati akuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndipo anali wazaka 30 zakubadwa. Zimalimbikitsa kugunda kwamasiku ambiri koma sindinasunthike.
Mwezi wa 6: mwanjira ina ndinafika mwezi wa 6 ndikudzidzimutsa! Ndinali ndi mayendedwe ogonana a 0 kapena zosankha koma sindinadandaule. Ku masewera anga olimbitsa thupi ndidayamba kupeza phindu lalikulu. M'mayeso anga, ndimakhoza bwino.
Chaka 1: Ndinali wokondwa kwambiri ndi izi. Sindinalinso cuck, malingaliro amakoko aja adandinyansa, ndinapita kwa katswiri wamaganizidwe pa izi ngakhale ... Anandipangitsa kuti ndizivomereze ndekha ndi zomwe zinachitika kuchokera kusekondale… Ndinawakhululukira amisala xD.
Ndinayamba kucheza, ndinayamba kucheza ndi anzanga pa masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndikupeza anzanga ku koleji. Ndinali kutchuka ndi atsikana chifukwa cha zomwe ndinapeza ndi nofap!
Nthawi idapita ndikupeza zovuta zanga mpaka chaka cha 2! Sindinayambe ndawonapo zolaula, sindinachokerepo.
Sindinamvebe okonzeka za maubwenzi. Ndikugwira ntchito tsopano.
Mapindu ena:
1. Kulimba mtima.
2. Kuchita bwino pa masewera olimbitsa thupi komanso pabedi.
3. Testosterone imakula.
4. Liwu lolimba komanso kukula kwa ndevu.
5. Zolimba zolimba.
6. Maliseche ndi zolaula zimawoneka zopanda pake ngati mukugonana pafupipafupi ndipo mulibe mzere wabwino wa nofap.
7. Kupsa mtima ndi umuna.
8. Ndikapita kutawuni ya akazi, ndimapezeka munthawiyo! Ndipo ndikadakhala kuti ndikusangalala tsopano popeza ndili ndi udindo waukulu.
9. Kukoma mtima ndi chifundo kwa anthu (ndikudziwa zomwe ndakumana nazo, ndipo ndikudziwa anthu ambiri amangoweruza osadziwa chilichonse)
10. Kulimba mtima ndikukhalitsa pakama.
Ndi zina zambiri! Ndikhululukireni chifukwa cha Chingerezi choyipa, si chilankhulo changa….
Chonde pitirizani kuchita Nofap beacuse iyi ndi njira! Ndikukuwuzani amuna kuti iyi ndi njira !! Iyi ndi njira yophera mwana wamwamuna ndikulola kuti munthu abadwe!
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