Moyo wanga tsopano ukutenga njira yosavuta. Ndimakankhira chilichonse chosafunikira pamoyo wanga. Sindigwiritsanso ntchito foni yam'manja, imangopangitsa moyo wanga kukhala wovuta, itha kupangitsa zovuta zina kukhala zosavuta koma ndichakuti zimasokoneza moyo wanga. Sindimayang'ananso makanema, ndawonera ochuluka kwambiri omwe ndinali nawo okwanira. Ndikufuna kupanga nkhani yanga yanga tsopano.
Ubwino ndili nawo…
- Akazi, amandiona, koma sindimawona ngati champhamvu kapena chilichonse. Ndinazindikira kuti izi si zachilendo kuti akazi azichita. Amayang'ana mozungulira kuti akope amuna kapena akazi anzawo, amafunikira chidwi chawo, ayenera kuyanjana nawo. Ndimachitanso izi posachedwa, zili ngati masewera, ndi njira yosangalalira kuti muli ndi chiwerewere.
- Ndikulamba ", koma ndimadzimva wachichepere kuposa zaka 5 zapitazi. NoFap imandipatsa kuyendetsa. Zakudya zopatsa thanzi komanso zoyera zimandipatsa mphamvu. Kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi kumandipatsa thupi. Tsiku lililonse latsopano ndimakhala pachimake pa unyamata wanga ngakhale ndili ndi tsitsi loyera.
- Chifunga cha ubongo chatha. Sindikumva kusiyana kulikonse, koma ndazindikira ena. Mwezi watha ndidakumana ndi anthu 20 atsopano, sindinaiwale ngakhale dzina limodzi. Pakati pa nthawi yomwe ndinali ndi zovuta kwambiri, ndinapeza mapikidwe apamwamba. Komanso kuphunzira kumafunikira kuchita khama tsopano. Ndikuganiza kuti phindu ili chifukwa ndatsala pang'ono kusiya intaneti. Ngati mukumva ngati muli ndi utsi wamaubongo ngakhale mutayamba nofap, ndikukuuzani kuti muchepetse nthawi yanu yapaintaneti.
- Ndimakhala ndi nkhawa nthawi zina, ndimaona kuti ndi zabwinobwino. Koma nthawi imeneyi ndinapereka ulangizi ku yunivesite yanga ndipo ngakhale pulofesa adachita chidwi kwambiri.
Ndine wazaka 26. Ndi nthawi yachiwiri kuti ndichite, koma zinali bwino chifukwa cha zifukwa zina. Nthawi ino mosiyana ndi yomaliza, inali yovuta, yosankha, osati yanga, lol. Ndinali ndi maloto 15 onyowa !!! Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake ambiri, m'mizere yanga yayitali yamasiku a 103 ndidangokhala ndi 3. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndili ndi maloto onyowa chifukwa ndi chizindikiro cha thanzi ndikugonana moyenera. Ndimakambirana za izi ndi anzanga ndipo timaseka. Amati ndiyenera kuvala thewera.
Munthawi imeneyi ndinazindikira kuti ndimakonda kuchita zinthu zina osati zolaula. Monga intaneti, chakudya chofulumira komanso shuga. Ndikuyesetsadi kusiya zonsezi. Ndikuyesera molimbika ndipo ndalephera, koma kuyang'ana pomenya mankhwala osokoneza bongo kumapangitsa kukhala kosavuta kuti musaganize zambiri za zolaula komanso zolaula. Panthawi ino ya moyo wanga ndikukhulupirira kuti ndizovuta kuti ndisiye kuwonera memes kuposa kuseweretsa maliseche.
Ndinapeza NoFap mu Julayi wa 2016. Ndili ndi zovuta zina mpaka masiku a 20. Chingwe changa chachikulu chinayamba mu February wa 2017. Tsopano popeza ndikuganiza za izi, ndidasuta pang'ono kuposa theka la 2017 lomwe ndilabwino.
Sindikuganiza kuti maloto onyentchera amandikhudza kwambiri, sindikuganiza kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kangapo pamlungu kungandikhudze. Sindichita izi. Mausiku awiri apitawa ndinalota, usiku watha ndinalota. Koma lero ndinali mchipinda chodzaza ndi anthu ndipo ndimamvabe ngati alpha. Panali china chake ngati msonkhano ndipo timayenera kukambirana zina poyera. Ndinalankhula zomwe ndimaganiza molimba mtima. Ndikadali nachobe. Pali zinthu zina zomwe zimandikhudza mokwanira kudandaula nazo. Monga kusowa tulo. Ngati sindigona bwino, malingaliro anga adzakhala oipirapo kuposa tsiku lotsatira loto lonyowa.
Sindinakhalepo ndi ED. Ndikukhulupirira sizinandichitikire chifukwa nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi moyo wathanzi.
Ndinali pachibwenzi. Amanena kuti sindiyenera kuseweretsa maliseche, ndinganene kuti aliyense amachita, nanga bwanji sindingatero. Kenako ndidazindikira NoFap ndipo ndidazindikira kuti ndimalakwitsa kuganiza kuti aliyense amadziseweretsa maliseche. Komanso zifukwa zomwe zinali pa bar yambali zimawoneka zomveka kwa ine kotero ndidapereka. Ubale wathu unali wamanyazi kotero tinali opsinjika kwambiri kuti tisakhale ndi mzere wabwino.
Tidasiyana chaka chatha, ndidamva kuti moyo wanga usiya kotero ndikufuna kusintha. Ndinganene kuti ndinali wokhumudwa, ndikukumbukira ndikulankhula ndi anzanga momwe ndimakhulupirira kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kumandipweteka. Momwemonso ndinayambitsa mzere wanga wakale.
Ndimakumbukirabe tsiku lomaliza lomwe ndinasewera maliseche. Ndinali wosokonezeka. Sindinadziwe ngakhale zomwe ndimafuna. Sindingathe kukhala mkati chifukwa ndimamva kuti mchipindacho mulibe mpweya wokwanira. Sindingathe kutuluka panja chifukwa cha nkhwangwa zomwe anthu amandipangira. Ndinkamva kusowa kwakukulu mkati mwanga. Anzanga samatha kucheza ndi ine motero ndimakhala ndekha. Chinthu chabwino ndikuti sindinamvepo manyazi kuyambira pamenepo.
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