Ndine 26 ndipo masiku angapo apitawa ndinali ndi chilichonse choyamba ndi mtsikana - kukumbatira, kupsompsona, kupanga, kugonana - nditakhala pa nofap (palibe PMO) masiku 80. Patsiku 80, lomwe linali masiku 4-5 usanafike usiku woyamba tidagona limodzi, ndinabwereranso dala - osanyalanyaza kauntala - kuti ndiwone ngati chilichonse chikuyenda pansi momwe amafunira, ndikuyesanso kugwiritsa ntchito kondomu yomwe sindinagulepo mpaka pamenepo, osagwiritsa ntchito.
Tsopano ndisanalankhule china chilichonse, ndikungofuna kunena kuti m'masiku 80 amenewo moyo wanga wasintha kuposa kuzindikira - ndatsala pang'ono kupeza laisensi yanga, ndidachoka kunyumba kwa makolo anga ndikuyamba kukhala ndekha ndikuchita Chilichonse chomwe chimaphatikizapo (kuphika, kulipira ngongole, kuyeretsa, kuchapa zovala, kusita ndi zina), ndidayamba kumwa madzi ozizira, ndinasiya kupita kumawebusayiti omwe ndimaganiza kuti andisokoneza (mwachitsanzo 4chan), ndidayamba kuvomera kuyitanidwa kulikonse kumacheza Ndinaitanidwa, ndinasintha momwe ndimaonera ntchito, ndipo pomaliza, ndinayamba maphunziro ovina. Sindinayambe ndaganizapo kuvina ndi china chilichonse chotsika mpaka pamenepo, koma ndasintha malingaliro anga tsopano, ndipo ndimamvadi kuti zasintha mpaka kalekale kuti ndikhale munthu wabwino. Imeneyi ndi njira yodabwitsa kwambiri yolumikizirana ndi anthu osawadziwa (makamaka popeza makalasi omwe ndimaphunzira amaphunzitsa zovina zachi Latin makamaka, zomwe zimakonda kwambiri), kupeza atsikana, ndikupangitsa kuti uzikhala ochezeka komanso wokondedwa pamisonkhano yonse.
Nditagonana koyamba, ndinakhumudwa ngati pali china chilichonse. Chifukwa chiyani? Chifukwa zaka 12 zoseweretsa maliseche - ndikuwonjeza zolaula - zikuwoneka kuti zidapangitsa kuti ndizilephera kupeza chisangalalo chogonana ndi china chilichonse kupatula dzanja langa nditakhala. Sindinamuuzeko mtsikanayo chilichonse, ndipo sakukayikiranso chilichonse chifukwa ndimakwanitsa kuchita zaphokoso nthawi zonse (koma pokhapokha akandipatsa pakamwa kapena handjob), koma kugonana nane kumangokhala ngati kulowetsa mbolo yanga mkati chidebe chamadzi chofunda - osakhudza m'mphepete - ngati chilipo. Palibe mkangano uliwonse, ndipo ndikatseka maso anga sindikanatha kudziwa ngati ndinali mkati mwa mtsikanayo kapena ayi (chokhacho chokha chodziwikiratu kuti ndikumva akumva kulira kwake). Zowona, ndimakhala wocheperako pang'ono pamalingaliro a girth, komanso owerengeka wakufa malinga ndi kutalika, koma ndikamamupatsa chala ndimatha kuyika zala ziwiri ndipo zimatheka atanyoweratu.
Kuphatikiza apo, sindingathe kukhala ndi erection m'malo ena - omwe sindinachitepo maliseche - monga kugona chagada kapena kugwada. Kuphatikiza apo, sindinadulidwe ndipo sizimveka bwino kutulutsa khungu langa ndikakhazikika bwino (zonse ndizachipatala), komabe ndizomwe zimachitika nthawi yogonana komanso mukavala kondomu. Ndili m'malo ovuta tsopano, ndikanaganiza kuti sindinayambe ndagonapo kuposa kuzindikira kuti ndinali wowonongeka komanso wosayenerera. Ndikudziwa kuti si atsikana omwe amalakwitsa, ndipo sindikudziwa momwe ndingabweretsere nkhaniyi - sindinganene kuti kugonana sikuwoneka kosangalatsa konse - ndipo ndimakonda kukwatirana naye kangapo kuposa chilichonse patsogolo pake. Mwamwayi kwa ine ndinali nditawonera makanema ophunzitsira amomwe ndingakhutiritsere amayi pakamwa asanafike kotero kuti amatha kuchita chiwerewere nthawi zonse mpaka pano, koma sindikutsimikiza kuti nditha kukhalabe ndi cholumikizira kwa nthawi yayitali - ndendende?
Popeza ndakhala ndikukhumudwa kwazaka zambiri, tsopano ndikudzipeza ndekha ndikukhumudwitsidwa ndekha komanso zomwe ndachita m'mutu mwanga ndi mthupi mwanga. Ndimapeza upangiri wotsutsana pa intaneti pazomwe ndingachite, ndikuwona kuti palibe njira yothetsera mavuto. Nditha kumamuitanitsa kuti azigonana tsiku lililonse chifukwa ali ndi libido yokwera kwambiri, koma ndimadzipeza ndikupewa ndikupereka zifukwa kuti ndisamuwone chifukwa choopa kulephera ndikukhumudwa - zomwe sindinaganizirepo ndisanataye unamwali.
Zikomo powerenga. Tikukhulupirira kuti izi zimapatsa munthu wina chidwi chambiri chogonera zolaula komanso akadali achichepere.
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