Zosintha ndi maubwino ambiri. Ubwino woyambirira walembedwa bwino: kukulitsa chidaliro komanso mphamvu. Popita nthawi, mumayamba kupeza zabwino zambiri, monga kukhala odekha komanso ochezeka. M'kupita kwa nthawi, mumayamba kugwiritsa ntchito bwino nthawi yanu. Ndikugwira ntchito yolemba buku langa loyamba. Ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi pafupipafupi, ndipo ndikuyesetsa kuthera nthawi yochuluka momwe ndingathere pozungulira anzanga komanso abale.
Ndine wazaka 26. Ndidapunthwa pa gawo ili pafupifupi zaka ziwiri zapitazo. Ndinawona vuto la masiku 90, ndipo ndimaganiza kuti limamveka ngati lopusa koma ndimaganiza kuti ndiliphwanya. Posachedwa masabata awiri ndikumva kuwawa kwambiri, zomwe sindinadziwepopo kale. Izi zidandipangitsa kuzindikira kuti ndinali ndi vuto. Kenaka ndinalowa mu Sex Addicts Anonymous, womwe ndi gulu la anthu omwe amayamba kuchita zachiwerewere (zolaula ndizofala), ndipo izi zidasintha moyo wanga. Zinandipangitsa kuti ndizimva kuti ndili pagulu la anthu omwe akuvutika chifukwa chavutoli.
Ndinali ndi PE mwachimvekere, zomwe zasintha.
Sindimakhala ndekha, koma sindigonana pafupipafupi (ndine wosakwatiwa). Zomwe mumazindikira pakapita kanthawi ndikuti vutoli silikukhudzana kwenikweni ndi 'horniness'. Imeneyi ndi njira yokhayo yothetsera mavuto omwe mukukumana nawo pakadali pano. Kugonana molakwika ndi mankhwala omwe timasankha.
Inde ndikuganiza panali magawo osiyanasiyana paulendowu, koma zomwe mumazindikira mukamapita patsogolo ndikuti mumangotenga tsiku lililonse nthawi imodzi. (Kuti mumve zambiri, werengani Power of Now). Popita nthawi ndakhala wodekha komanso ochezeka kwambiri. Ndayambanso kubwerera kuzinthu zakale zomwe ndidasiya zaka zapitazo.
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