Zaka 27 - Kuchiritsa zolaula zanga ndikugwira ntchito yothandizira anthu

Ndinkakonda kupita kusamba, kumayang'ana zolaula, ndikumakweza mawu kuti anthu amve, chifukwa ndinali ndimutu.

Fuck that shit. Zolaula ndi khansa yodziwika bwino ndipo imawumitsa anthu malingaliro, amawasokoneza, imakhazikika pamakhalidwe azonyansa zamtundu uliwonse. Zimalimbikitsa nkhanza kwa amayi, ndipo tonse timadabwa chifukwa chake pamakhala vuto lachiwerewere pachikhalidwe chathu. Ichi ndichifukwa chake. Zili bwino patsogolo pathu. Ili mmanja mwathu.

Zolaula zimanditsogolera panjira yamtundu uliwonse wachinyengo. Koma sikuchedwa kwambiri kuti titembenuke. Ndakhala ndikuledzera zolaula nthawi yayitali. Ndili ndi zaka 27 ndipo ndidazolowera zaka 12.

Kugonana kotereku kunasanduka chizolowezi chogonana. Anapeza mitundu yonse yamitundu yoipa. Ndimafuna kuthana ndi m'bale wanga aliyense chifukwa ndinali wamisala komanso wamantha. Maliseche ndikuwongolera pa driver thru kutsogolo kwa cashier. Ndataya ntchito yoyenda ndi galu chifukwa ndinkagwidwa ndikuyang'ana zolaula pa khonde la nyumba ina yosungirako makasitomala ali kutali. Ma cam security awo adandigwira pa tepi.

Zinawononga kapena kusokoneza ubale uliwonse womwe ndakhala nawo ndi mtsikana (osadzitama koma pakhala pali ambiri). Sindinathe kukhala pachibwenzi ndi msungwana kwa miyezi yopitilira 6-8 chifukwa, mwanjira ina, mwanjira ina, ndimazichita mwanjira ina, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti, zolaula zasokoneza malingaliro anga kwambiri, Sindingathe kuchita chibwenzi.

Koma ndikubwezera mulungu. Pali chiyembekezo nthawi zonse. Ndikulimba tsiku lililonse. Ndimasowa nthawi zina, ndizowona, koma ndimabwerera pambuyo pake. Ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi tsiku lililonse, ndimadya bwino, ndimagona bwino, ndipo ngakhale pano ndikudzipereka ku bungwe logulitsa anthu komanso membala wa gulu lotsutsa zolaula.

Mzere pakati pa malonda a Porn ndi Kugulitsa Anthu ukukulirakulira ndipo pamwamba pake, pali matani azambiri omwe akuwonetsa kuti Zolaula zikuchulukitsa kufunikira kwa Kugulitsa Anthu motere, ndikusandutsa "chiwanda" ichi pamutu pake. Zolaula zolaula. Kuchotsa kwabwino. Manyazi amenewo alibe chilichonse pa ine.

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