Ndi chozizwitsa. Ndi loto lomwe lakwaniritsidwa. Zimapatsa chiyembekezo ku zinthu zina m'moyo. Zimatipatsa njira yatsopano yoganizira mavuto athu.
Ofatsa sikuti ndimalemba macheza pa intaneti konse. Komabe pomwe ndidadutsa gawo ili la kusintha, ndikuwona kuti ndizotheka kuwonetsa maloto anu, ndiye chifukwa chake ndiyenera kuyika nthawi kuti ndilembe imodzi yamtundu wautali kwambiri patsamba lino. Ndimachita izi kuchokera mu mtima mwanga ndipo ndikufuna kulimbikitsa amuna azaka zonse kuti asinthe. Ndizofunika. Ndizofunika kwambiri. Ichi chidzakhala chingwe chachitali, koma chidzalemba kamodzi pa nthawi ino ndi nthawi ya moyo wanga. Tonse tili ndi nkhani ina yolimbikitsa yoti tigawane ndi dziko lapansi, ndipo kwa ine iyi ndi imodzi mwazimodzi. Ndingasangalale ngati mungawerenge osakhumudwitsidwa chifukwa ndi yayitali; Ndiyesetsa kutsegula malingaliro anu kuti musinthe, koma ndikungofunika kuti mumvetsetse nkhani yanga. Ndikukhulupirira musangalala nazo.
Tsopano ndili ndi zaka za 27, ndipo ndimagwira ntchito m'mafakitale opanga ndege. Ndili ndi zolinga zambiri m'moyo wanga. Monga inu, ndili ndi zokhumba zambiri zomwe ndikufuna kukwaniritsa. Komabe timadzuka tsiku ndi tsiku ndipo timamva kukhala otopa, aulesi, akusamba kupita kuchimbudzi POPEZA tsiku lathu. Ndiye tikamapita masana, timamva kuwawa. Pali chifunga cha ubongo, nkhawa zamagulu, kuganiza mopitilira muyeso ndi zina zotero. Pamapeto pa tsiku, timakhala osangalala. Chifukwa chiyani? Chifukwa timayatsa pc yathu ndikuwotcha vpn yathu. Bokosi la minofu ndi lube zili pafupi ndi ife, tsamba limatsegulidwa, ndipo tsopano tili ndi chidwi ndi zithunzi / makanema ambiri omwe amawonekera nthawi yomweyo patsamba latsambalo. Mapeto athu amakhala okondwa. Libido yathu ndi yowongoka. Ndife okondwa. Timasankha kanema yemwe akuwoneka kuti akugwirizana ndi malingaliro athu. Tsopano tili okondwa kwambiri pamene tikuonera, kudumpha video, ndipo libido yathu ikumva bwino. Tikufuna kusinthana ndi gawo LABWINO lomwe tingathe. Tikufuna kumva kukhutira kwa 100% Tikufuna kujambulitsa nthawi yachiwiri ndi chithunzi. Kukumva kumamveka bwino kwambiri. "Zomwe zinali zodabwitsa" mukuganiza nokha. Mukangotenga minofu yonyowa ndikuimirira, mumamva kulakwa. Mumamva manyazi. Mukumva kutayidwa. Mukumva kutopa kwake. F *** zoyipa izi. Kodi zinali zoyenera? Ndine wopanda chiyembekezo. Mukamapitiriza tsiku lonse, mumangodzimvera chisoni. Kenako mumasankha nokha "Mukudziwa chiyani, mawa ndiziimitsa izi". Chabwino. Tsiku lotsatira likubwera, ndi malingaliro omwewo a kufera komanso zonse zomwe tidafotokoza kale. Ndiye mukangofika kunyumba muziganiza zomwe zimachitika? Ndiwe wodabwitsanso. Mukuwona kuti lero muyenera kungochita. Mukuwona kuti mukuzifuna. Mumadziuza nokha kuti nkhawa zina zonse zomwe mumakhala nazo (kutopa ndi chifunga cha bongo ndi nkhawa za anthu) SI zotsatira za chizolowezi ichi. Mumadzinyenga nokha kuti zili bwino. Mutha kuyimilira mawa, koma osati lero. Lero mukumva kuti mukuyenera. Mapeto anu amasangalala kwambiri kuwona tsamba loyambilira. Mulungu ndiye tiyeni titsegule vpn, ndikufuna ichi.
Tidziwitsidwa kuzungulira kwa chinyengo cham'maganizo ndi mahomoni chifukwa cha mafakitale a P. Ndinganene kuti ndivuto lathu osati vuto lathu nthawi yomweyo. Ndili cholakwa chathu chifukwa ndife omwe tidazipeza ndikusankha kuzifufuza kalekale, komabe timasankha kutsegula mawebusayitiwa tsiku ndi tsiku. Nthawi yomweyo, sicholakwika chathu kuti tinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito bongo chifukwa lingaliro lonse la P ndizosangalatsa zomwe zili nazo / m'malingaliro athu pomwe tinali achichepere ndizopeza zokhutiritsa, komanso zamphamvu za ziwanda. Umu ndi momwe adapangidwira. Iwe ndiwe kapolo wawo. Munali okopa kuyambira tsiku loyamba. Uli ngati mankhwala, ndipo wakopeka kuyambira pachiyambi pomwe.
Ndidazindikira ndekha msika uwu ndili ndi zaka za 12 (15 zaka zapitazo) ndi oh wanga. Maola osawerengeka omwe ndimakhala ndekha. Manyazi ndi liwongo zomwe zinkakula mkati mwanga. Zovuta za pagulu. Kudzitsitsa kudzidalira komanso kulimba mtima. Manyazi omwe ndinali nawo ndikakhala ndi anthu ndikuganiza kuti ndili ndi chizolowezi chonyansa pakhomo. F ***. Komabe, ndidzangobwerera kunyumba ndikakachitanso zomwezo. Zimandipangitsa kumva bwino. Tikulowerera mzanga. Tiyenera kuvomereza kuti ndife oletsa kusinthasintha kwakanthawi. Ingoganizirani izi zaka 15. Ingoganizirani anyamata omwe akudutsa izi kwa zaka za 30 +. Ingoganizirani za mamuna yemwe samakondanso mkazi wake ndipo amasankha 'ma milefs' omukwanira. Tangoganizirani. Oo. Ndizowopsa. Ndikhulupirireni, ndiye. Inu anyamata mumadziwa nokha momwe zimakhalira. Aliyense wa inu mukuwerenga izi amakhala ndi manyazi ake komanso kudziimba mlandu. Mukudziwa momwe mungachitire zinthu zanu mwachinsinsi; momwe mungayendetsere njira yanu yopita kuchipinda chanu ndikuchichita. Mofulumira patsogolo zaka 10 pambuyo pake, palibe chomwe chasintha kupatula kusintha kwakwe kwa HD komwe kumayambitsidwa pamasamba awa ndi zomwe mumakonda nazo. Mukusokonekera kwanthawi yayitali. Ndiye ndichani chomwe ndidachita, ndipo ambiri mwa omwe adapambana patsamba lino adatipangitsa kuti tithane ndi izi? Pitilizani kuwerenga, ndikufotokoza nthawi yoyenera.
Ndikufuna kugawana zakukhosi kwanga komwe ndidakumana nako zaka zonsezi, ndipo kumapeto kwa ulusi ndigawana zomwe ndikumva masiku ano kuti mutha kuwona kusiyana kwazomwe zimayipa.
Nthawi zambiri ndikulankhula zakukhosi kwathu zomwe zinali zokhudzana ndi ine zomwe ndimamva kuti ndimadzikayikira komanso ndimadziona kuti ndine wotsika. Ndinkamva kuti china chake chalakwika mwa ine monga munthu, ngati munthu. Sindinkakwanira. Sindinali wathunthu. Ndinali munthu woipa. Ndinkakhala ndi nkhawa zambiri pamoyo wanga. Ndimakhala ndi mantha oyankhula ndi atsikana. Onani momwe kukokomeza malingaliro kumawoneka ngati. Koma ndikhulupirireni, ndinakhulupirira iwo mwamphamvu. Iwo anali zikhulupiriro zolimba. Zinali zotsimikizika malingaliro, zotengeka, ndipo zinkapitilirabe mobwerezabwereza. Ndinkadzida. Ndinali ndimalingaliro ang'onoang'ono ofuna kudzipha pamene ndinali pafupi 15. Ndimalira ndekha. Ndinali ndi ludzu loti ndizivomerezedwa ndi anthu. Ndidachita manyazi chifukwa chokhala ine. Chifukwa chiyani ndili mthupi? Chifukwa chiyani amuna ena amawoneka bwino kwambiri kuposa ine? Chifukwa chiyani amuna ena ali anzeru? Kutalika? Zochulukirapo? Zinali zamagetsi zomwe zidachitika zaka 15 chifukwa cha f ***. Ndinaganiza zenizeni kuti china chake chalakwika mwa ine. Ndinkadana nazo. Sindinadziwe choti ndichite. Ndinatayika. Ndipo ndinachita mantha. Ndinkawopa kukhala ngati moyo wanga wonse. Ndinkawopa kuti ndikakwatirana (zomwe ndimaganiza ngati yankho lenileni lothanirana ndi mavuto am'moyo) zonse zitha kusintha. (Sindinakwatiranebe ndipo ndimayamika mulungu yemwe ndinadzithandiza ndisanakhale, kuti ndisawononge moyo wa munthu wina kale ndi moyo wanga wakale). Ndinkawopa anyamata. Sizovuta kugona komanso kudzuka tsiku ndi tsiku ndi malingaliro a 'kugonja' awa.
Pokhala wokhumudwa kwa nthawi yayitali, ndidaganiza zofufuza pa intaneti. Magawo omwe ndimawerengera angaphatikizepo zonena monga izi:
"Zabwino kwa M. Zili bwino"
"Mutha kuzichita kamodzi patsiku, mapaipi muyenera kutsukidwa"
"Ndi mphatso yachilengedwe yochokera kwa Mulungu, muyenera kugwiritsa ntchito"
"Chitani zomwe mukufuna kuchita, ndi thupi lanu"
Mukudziwa kuti izi zandichitira chiyani? Zinandithandiza kupitilira kwa zaka zina zingapo za 5. Tangoganizirani. PMO. Vuto pamabwalo awa ndikuti samayendetsa vuto lalikulu lomwe ndi P ndiye M ndiye O. Amangolankhula za lingaliro la M. M palokha sizowopsa, ndi M yotsatiridwa ndi P yomwe ndiyoyipa . P ndiye wonamizira. Chifukwa chake taganizirani kwa zaka zambiri tsopano, mukuwona kuti zomwe ndikupanga sizolakwika. Zabwino. Koma malingaliro odziona kuti ndi otsika amakhalabe, ndipo adakulirakulira, ndi zina zambiri. Panopa ndimakulanso chaka ndi chaka, ndipo ndikuwona kuti izi ndi zopusa. Chifukwa chake ndimapita pa intaneti ndipo ndipamene ndimazindikira kuti ndikulakwitsa.
Chifukwa chake pafupifupi dziko lonse lapansi lili ndi vuto ili. Izi ndizothandiza. Usiku womwewo ndidasankha kuti kuyambira tsiku lotsatira ndiyesa 3-mwezi wa nofap. Zachidziwikire, sizivuta koma bwanji osayesa. Ndidakondwera mmawa wotsatira kuti ndinali kuyesera kudzipangira ndekha. Ndakhala masiku a 3, kungobwerera webusayiti yomwe ndimakonda kwambiri ndi BOOM, ndinali ndi O yodabwitsa. Sindimatha kukhala masiku opitilira 3. Kodi mukudziwa chifukwa chake? Osati kokha chifukwa chomwe ndimakhala ndi chidwi chachikulu kwa M, koma chifukwa sindimadziwa kuti chithunzichi chatsopano ndi gawo la ine. Zomwe ndikutanthauza ndikuti pazaka zapitazi za 15 ndakhala ndikuyang'ana pa pc screen ndikudzipopera ndekha, DAILY. Tsopano kukhala kutali ndi pc ndikumverera kukakamizidwa kumandibwera, osachita chilichonse? Sindinazoloŵere zimenezo. Sindinazolowere kudziletsa. Mwanjira ina, sindinazolowere kudziletsa. Ine ndimangozolowera chinthu chimodzi; fap, kapena PMO. Ndikumva chisoni kapena kutsika, PMO. Ngati ndikusungulumwa, PMO. Ngati ndikusangalala, PMO. Ngati ndikumva kutopa, PMO. Pmo, pro, pmo, pmo, pmo, pmo, pmo njira yonse.
Pambuyo pa masiku amenewo a 3 ndidadikira masabata angapo mpaka ndidaganiza zoyesanso. Apa ndidakhala sabata limodzi. Zina zomwe ndikusintha ndikuganiza, koma ndikadatha ndimatha kubwerera m'masamba anga. Osati zokhazo, ndimamva kuti ndiyenera 'kulipirira' kusowa kwa M's yomwe ndidasowa sabata imeneyo, chifukwa chake ndimachulukitsa kuchuluka kwa M's XXUMX kapena 4 kangapo patsiku. Umu ndi momwe zatsekera zolaula kwa abambo a psyche amunthu. Pepani chilankhulo changa.
Kuyesera kotsatira ndinakhala masiku a 17 kukhala oyera, zomwe zimamveka bwino kwambiri. Ndinaliza chifukwa cha chithunzi chotentha kwambiri cha msungwana yemwe amawonekera PAKUTI pazithunzi za google. Boom, ndidatulutsa. Ndimalipidwa ndikumapita makanema ovuta. Zamanyazi bwanji. Zaka zingapo pambuyo pake (inde ndi momwe zinanditengera nthawi kuti ndizilingalirerenso) ndidasankha kupita kwa 3 miyezi oyera. Palibe chowiringula. Ingoganizani? Zinkagwira ntchito. Ndinakhala miyezi ya 3 ndipo sindinakhaleko M. Zinali zodabwitsa. Pambuyo pake ndinadzitsimikizira ndekha kuti nditha kuchita izi ndikudziletsa. Phindu lake linali labwino kwambiri. Koma bwanji mukuganiza zomwe zinachitika pambuyo pa miyezi ya 3 ndi tsiku la 1? Ndidamunyamula kwa P. Ndimamva kuyipa. Ndimamva kutonthola. Ndinkadziona ngati wopanda ulemu kwa ine ndekha. Apa ndipamene ndinazindikira maphunziro anga akulu kwambiri, ndipo ndi pomwe ndinawona chithunzi chachikulu.
Kuyesa kotsatira ndi chaka chotsatira chomwe chiri monga ine ndikufanizira, ndipo ndikulengeza monyadira kuti ndidayesera malingaliro akulu kwambiri komanso opambana kwambiri kumalingaliro ndi thupi langa mpaka pano. Pakadali pano ndili ndi 4 miyezi ndi theka ndikuyeretsa ndipo ndikuwongolera zofuna zanga, malingaliro anga, zogonana zanga komanso moyo wanga. Tsopano ndiyamba kusangalala ndi chiyanjano cha mzimu wanga, thupi langa ndi malingaliro anga.
Tonsefe tili ndi zolinga zosiyana pankhani ya nofap. Ena mwa ife tili ndi zovuta zoyipa za nofap zomwe ndidatchula kale, anyamata ena ali ndi vuto la erectile (kuphatikiza inemwini), anyamata ena ali ndi zonsezi pamwambapa. Anthu ena amafuna kusinthanso ndalama ndipo ena amafunika kupita kukazizira kozizira. Kaya zolinga zanu ndi ziti, zikuwoneka kuti zikuyenererana ndi paradigm yanu malinga ndi nkhani yanu. Chitani zomwezo.
Chiyambireni chopambana kwambiri pakubwezeretsa nokha muyenera kuyamba ndi mawu oti "Kusintha kumachitika pamene ululu wokhala womwe womwewo ukukhala wawonjezereka kuposa ululu wa kusintha". Muyenera kudzifunsa ngati umu ndi momwe mungafunirere ndi moyo wanu, chifukwa ndikhulupirireni kuti palibe amene adzabwera kudzakupulumutsani. Osati mkazi wanu wamtsogolo, osati makolo anu, osati anzanu, ngakhale mulungu. NDINU nokha amene muyenera kukhala nanu kuti musankhe. Ndipo sankhani zomwe mungafunse. Zili ndi inu kuyankha. Ndekha, ndinasankha kuti sindikufuna kukhala kapolo. Ndikufuna kusiya kuchita manyazi. Ndikufuna kuti ndizitha kupita kudziko lapansi ndikumvina ndi moyo ndi akazi. Ndikufuna zogonana ndikuganiza zokhudzana ndi inchi iliyonse ya atsikana omwe ndikumaliza (ndi chikondi) osati kungoika momwemo. Ndikufuna kukhala ndi banja langa ndi abwenzi, ndikusangalala ndi zolankhula zakuya za moyo.
Mwinanso mukudziwa kachitidwe ka mphaso yaubongo ndi momwe imagwirira ntchito, koma ngati simudziwa zotsitsimutsa:
Anthu wamba amakonda kudya ayisikilimu, amasangalala ndi masewera olimbitsa thupi, amasangalala kucheza ndi anthu, amasangalala ndi zogonana komanso amasangalala ndi zochitika zilizonse zathanzi kumaganizo. Mitundu ina ya anthu imasangalalanso ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo, kumwa mowa popanda kuwongolera, kusuta zinthu zoopsa ndi zina zotero. Chomwe anthu 'amasangalalira' kuchita chinthu china ndichakuti gawo la ubongo wawo limawapatsa chisangalalo. Dopamine, kapena ma endorphins, ndi mawu omwe amagwiritsidwa ntchito pa izi (sindine katswiri wa biology monga izi ndizomwe ndikudziwa kuchokera pakufufuza kofikira; khalani omasuka kundiwongolera ndikalakwitsa).
Tsopano chikuchitika ndi chiyani tikamaonera P? Nthawi zambiri zochitika zilizonse zokhudzana ndi kugonana zimakhala zosangalatsa kwambiri (Ndimomwe chilengedwe chimapangidwira). Pamene tikuyang'ana pazenera, ma pixels, malingaliro osakhala enieni ogonana, ziwalo zazikuluzikulu zamtundu wa azimayi-azimayi, nkhope zosachita nawo zisudzo, malo ogonana omwe amatenga nthawi kuti achite bwino , zonsezi kuphatikiza, zimapereka chisangalalo chachikulu m'maganizo mwathu. Chabwino ndiye vuto ndi chiyani chomwe mungafunse. Kuli, kumveka kovomerezeka. Kodi chimachitika ndi chiyani mukamachita izi kawiri patsiku? Kanayi patsiku? Tsopano chimachitika ndi chiyani mukamachita masiku 4 sabata? Kodi chimachitika ndi chiyani mukamachita izi kwa zaka ziwiri? Kodi chimachitika ndi chiyani m'malingaliro mwanu, thupi, moyo, malingaliro ndi moyo ngati mutachita izi kwazaka 7? Mwawononga chilengedwe ndi malingaliro anu pazachilengedwe kwathunthu mzanga. Makanema a P sakhalanso ngati 'zosangalatsa' zomwe mumafanana ndi ayisikilimu kapena masewera olimbitsa thupi. Icho chimakhala CHIKHALIDWE. Chifukwa chake ngati azimayi a 'hardcore biker omwe ali ndi amuna 2 akuwamenya mwankhanza' ndiye chinthu chokhacho chomwe chimakukhutiritsani kanayi pa tsiku, mukuganiza kuti chimachitika ndi chiyani mukatseka kompyuta? Kodi mungasangalale chimodzimodzi kukhala pansi ndi makolo anu ndikukambirana mozama? Kodi mungasangalale chimodzimodzi posunga chiweto chanu ndikuziweta? Kodi mungasangalale chimodzimodzi chifukwa chonunkha khosi la bwenzi / mkazi wanu ndikuwona kukongola kwake? Kodi mungakonde kuthirira mbewu m'nyumba mwanu? Palibe mzanga. Chokhacho chomwe mungakhale m'malingaliro anu ndichokhumudwitsa chifukwa chake kanema wa azimayi otchova biker sanakukhutitseni mokwanira, chifukwa chake mukufuna P nthawi yayitali. Akuluakuluwa, ndiye kuwonongeka kwa mphotho yathu yaubongo. Chifukwa chake oledzera P amakhala panyumba, osachita nawo masewera olimbitsa thupi, amakhala ndi nkhawa, komanso mndandandawo ndi wosawerengeka. Palibe chilichonse m'moyo chomwe chimawakhutitsa kuyambira pano.
Pali nkhani yabwino. Pali chiyembekezo. Ndikulonjeza. Ndakhala ndikupita kumeneko ndipo pomaliza nditha kunena kuti ndimenya dongosolo, mwabwino. Chonde musangowerengera zochepa mwanjira izi, ndipo ndikusangalala ngati mumawalingalirapo mawu ndi mawu kuti mupeze momwe mungaphatikizire ndi moyo wanu. Sizivuta poyamba. Simunachitepo izi m'moyo wanu mwina, ndikudziwa, ndipo ndikumvetsa. Koma ino ndiye nthawi yoti musinthe. Uku ndi kuyitanidwa kwanu. Muli pamalo oyenera komanso nthawi yoyenera kuti muwerenge ndimeyi. Ndipo mukangomaliza kuwerengera tsambali, musagwere mumsampha wodzipereka pakatha sabata kapena ngakhale mwezi umodzi kapena chaka. Pezani njira yopanga zomwe mungadzilimbikitse.
Nawa malingaliro oti muchite PAMODZI CIMODZI ndi zovuta za nofap zomwe ndimalimbikitsa inu anyamata:
- Osayesa zovuta za nofap kuti musachite maliseche. Onani chithunzi chachikulu. Kodi mukupita ku M posakhalitsa miyezi ya 3? Kapena mukufuna kuti muzolowere kumanga libido ndi M pamene mzimayi akukhudzani? Lolani kuti M zichitike zokha. Kuchokera kwa mkazi akusewera nanu kapena kuchokera ku maloto onyowa.
- Chitani masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndiyesera kuti zisamveke ngati chithunzi: Ndikukulonjezani kuti masewera olimbitsa thupi ndi omwe adatsegulira chidwi changa chofuna kudziwa za dziko lapansi. Inde ndipo sindikukukokomeza. Sindikulankhula za zovala za masewera olimbitsa thupi komanso zachitsulo ngati nyama. Tiyeni tiyambe ndi china chosavuta ngati kuthamanga. Mukathamanga, kaya ndikuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi kapena kunja (zomwe ndimalimbikitsa) ndikumayika makutu ndi nyimbo zamtundu wina, mumapeza mawonekedwe amaso ndi kuzindikira. Mumayamba kuganizira za moyo wanu. Mukuganiza za tsogolo lanu. Mukuganiza za zolinga zanu. Mukuganiza za wtf mukuchita ndi moyo wanu womwe unali wolakwika. Mukuganiza za abwenzi omwe mukudziwa kuti akupweteketsani inu. Kuzindikira kwanu kudzakula kwambiri. Mukakamizidwa kudzifunsa mafunso omwe angakusinthe. Kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi kudzakuchiritsani mwakuthupi, mwamaganizidwe, m'maganizo, m'maganizo komanso mwauzimu. Ndikulumbira. Sindikokomeza. Simudzakhala ndi lingaliro lomwe ndilikunena mpaka mutayesera. Kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi kuyenera kukhala chizolowezi chokhalitsa, osati chinthu chakanthawi chongofuna 'kuchepetsa thupi'. Inenso ndimapita kukachita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndi ntchito yakunja yamadzi yomwe ndimalimbikitsa kwambiri ngati muli ndi nyanja m'dera lanu.
- Werengani mabuku othandizira. Izi ndi zomwe zidasintha moyo wanga. Ngati pali chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndili ndi malingaliro anga atsopano, ndi mphamvu ya mabukuwa. Osangowerenga buku limodzi, kapena mabuku 10. Ngakhale zana. Khalani ndi chizolowezi chokhala ndi moyo wowerenga buku mwezi uliwonse. Buku labwino kuti P ndi M ayambe kuchira ndi 'No More Mr. Nice Guy - Robert Glover'. Kwa anthu omwe sakonda mabukuwa chifukwa sagwirizana ndi olemba kapena amangoganiza kuti siawo, chonde khalani ndi malingaliro otseguka ndikuganiziranso za njirayi. Ndinali wopusa ngati inu kamodzi. Sindingathe kulingalira moyo wanga tsopano ngati sikunali kwa mabuku othandiza. Pitani pa google ndipo fufuzani mabuku omwe adavotera okha nthawi zonse ndikuyamba pamenepo. Wamphamvu kwambiri pamaganizidwe osintha mzanga.
- Yambani kupanga zibwenzi ndi atsikana. Osati kuti f *** koma kulumikizana moona ndi anthu. Yambani kulumikizana ndi zakukhosi kwanu zikafika kwa azimayi. Mufunika zotengeka. Amayi akuyenera kuwamvetsetsa nawonso. Ndizabwino kwa inu komanso ubale wanu ndi iwo. Muyamba kuyamikila zinthu zazing'onong'ono m'moyo kuchokera pakusintha izi.
- Lembani. Ichi ndi chizolowezi chatsopano chomwe ndidayamba kupanga. Mukadzuka koyamba m'mawa, musayang'ane foni yanu. Mukutuluka kumene kwa kugona kwa 7-8 ya kugona. Malingaliro anu ali omveka bwino ngati kale. Kodi mukufunadi kuphulitsa bomba ndi zinyalala zawanthu? Imwani madzi ndikusamba nkhope yanu. Ngati ndinu munthu wa khofi (monga inenso) pangani chikwama chanu ndikukhala patebulo. Kenako lembani. Zomwe mumalemba m'mawa uja, mudzayiwala patatha maola ochepa. Kodi mukudziwa chifukwa chake? Chifukwa awa ndi malingaliro anu ongodziwa. Osaziwerengenganso tsiku lomwelo, ingokhalani kulemba kwa mwezi umodzi ukunena. Werengani iwo nthawiyo. Mudzamvetsetsa kwambiri polemba. Njira yochiritsa iyamba. Ine ndekha ndalemba pa kiyibodi chifukwa kuchuluka kwa zambiri zomwe zimatuluka mwa ine ndikungotayipa ndi nthawi ya 3 mwachangu pa kiyibodi munthawi yopatsidwa kuposa pepala ndi cholembera. Ndi kusankha kwanu. Zilibe kanthu kuti mumayimira chiyani; ingoyambani ndi masentensi ochepa ndipo mwangosangalala kuti mulembe nyuzipepala. Mwa njira, zitha kukhala zowopsa, chifukwa mukamalemba malingaliro anu pamapepala, mumakumana nanu. Simungadzinamize nokha papepala. Ndi njira yabwino kwambiri kukambirana ndi inu, ndipo tsiku lonse mudzakhala ndi ulamuliro wamalingaliro anu ndi malingaliro anu.
- Tsitsani nyimbo zamtundu wa hypnosis kuti musiye nokha zizolowezi zoipa. Zitha kukhala zizolowezi zilizonse kuchokera ku kuda nkhawa, kudzikayikira, nkhawa pagulu, ndi zina zambiri. Pali zinthu zambiri zomwe mungapeze pa intaneti. Izi zimagwira. Chitani kafukufuku momwe zimachitikira ndikuyesa. Zigwira ntchito modabwitsa. Zinandithandizira kwambiri.
Monga gawo lomaliza kumaliza msonkhano wanga, ndikufuna kukudziwitsani momwe ndikuchitira ndikumverera pambuyo pa miyezi ya 4 ndi theka la notsi ya zero P. Side; sindikukokomeza pano mwanjira iliyonse.
Maganizo anga ndekha komanso dziko lapansi adakulirakulira. Ndinakhala wofunitsitsa kumvetsetsa. Tsopano ndimadzikhulupirira. Ndimakhulupirira. Ndinazindikira kuti ndingathe kukwaniritsa cholinga chilichonse chimene ndikufuna. Kwenikweni. Zikhulupiriro zanga zonse zomwe ndikuchepetsa zayamba kulamulidwa ndi ine. Zimatenga nthawi, komabe ndikofunikira kuyambira tsiku loyamba kuti mukugwirapo ntchito. Ndimayamikira zinthu zazing'ono m'moyo. Ndikumva thupi langa kwambiri. Ndimalumikizana kwambiri ndi malingaliro anga. Ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri zomwe sindinamvepo m'moyo wanga kale. Kapena kuti ndikhale wachindunji, ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri. Ndikumva ngati ndikuchita zinthu zomwe sindinachitepo kale. Ndikumva kuti mulungu ndi wamoyo. Ndikayamba kukondana ndi mkazi sindimaganiziranso zongomangirira. Ndinayamba kukonda zotsogola. Ndimatenga nthawi yanga. Ndimamumvetsera akupuma. Ndikumununkhiza kulikonse. Kodi zobisika zonsezi zinali kuti? Ndimakondanso kwambiri chilichonse chomwe ndimachita. Moyo unayamba kuyenda bwino kwambiri. Ndimakonda kucheza kwambiri ndi banja langa komanso anzanga apamtima. Ndimakonda kutuluka kwambiri. Ndimakonda kuyang'anizana ndi dziko lapansi, ndikudziyang'ana ndekha. Pali mabwalo ambiri pa tsambali omwe awonetse zosangalatsa zomwezi. Mwinanso tsiku lina mudzathandizanso, ndikulimbikitsa ena.
Zikomo chifukwa cha chipiriro chanu. Zikutanthauza zambiri kwa ine ngati ndingakuuziraninso njonda. Ndikukufunirani zabwino zonse, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti aliyense wa inu angathe kutero. Ine sindikuyesera kunena mawu abwinoko pano; Ndimakhulupiliradi kuti ngati mungaganizire izi, mudzagura chizolowezi chomwe tidakambirana, ndipo mudzachotseratu malingaliro andale zoopsa zakukupangani kuti mukhale kapolo.
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