Ndidachitanso! Ndili wokondwa koma wodzichepetsa, uku sikuti kudzitama. Ndi njira yokhala pano. Ndilibe zilimbikitso konse, koma ndimakhala wokondwa nthawi zina ndikamacheza ndi azimayi omwe ndimakonda. (osati kunja kwa ulamuliro). Ndikunena izi monga kumveketsa kuti musamvetse zomwe zikutanthauza kuti ndine wogwira ntchito tsopano.
Chifukwa chake chidwi chofuna kupitilira kapena kuwonera kapena kuwonera zolaula zatha, sindingachitenso zamakhalidwe otere… .ndipo potero ubongo wanga unachiritsa anyamata.
Ndikufunanso kunena kuti sindili pabanja, momwemo pano.
Ndiyesera kupeza malingaliro pano onena za zokumana nazo ndi malingaliro anga pofotokozera, mwadongosolo momwe ndingathere ndikusunganso zinthu zowongoka popanda fanizo.
Munthawi yanga yayikulu yomaliza yomwe idatha mu Meyi chaka chatha, ndidakhazikika kwambiri ndipo ndimalimbikitsidwa… zoyipa… ndichifukwa chake ndidakhazikika. Komanso mantha ambiri analipo pa zaumoyo… kuti mwina sizabwino kusatulutsa umuna ndi zina zotero. Nditabwereranso ndinabwerako kangapo m'miyezi ikubwerayi, koma nthawi zambiri inali yokhudzana ndi kusintha komwe kunapita patali kwambiri ndipo ndinalakalaka.
Makanema olaula sanawonedwe mchaka chapitacho mwina mphindi zochepa chabe zomwe sizinandisangalatse ngati zakale (2-3-4yrs ago) koma zithunzi zolaula ndidaziwona kangapo chifukwa chofuna kudziwa zambiri, kufuna kugonana, kusilira, komanso mafunde akale. Koma izo zinali theka la chaka chapitacho. Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti zoterezi sizindipindulira.
Kupititsa patsogolo: Kukhudzika, umunthu, kumveka bwino.
Moona mtima sindimadzionanso ndewera zolaula.
Ndimasinkhasinkha kwambiri ngati njira yokhayo, kotero kulingalira kumathandizidwanso.
Ndinkangokhala ndi maloto onyowa a 2 munthawi yamakono ino, 1st imodzi pambuyo pamkwiyo wamkwiyo womwe ndidakhala nawo kwa nthawi yayitali ndikuganiza ndi kutengeka kwa masiku awiri. Chifukwa chake phunzirani.
Ndikuyembekeza ndikusangalala ndekha ndikusangalala, chifukwa tsopano ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo ndimatha kuwona maliseche onse anali chifukwa chokhumba komanso kufuna kukwaniritsa zinthu.
Ndine wotopa komanso wotopa kufuna kukhala wina ndikuchita zinthu.
Chonde !! Ndichita zonse zomwe ndingathe pa liwiro lomwe ndingathe!
Tonse tidzafa tsiku lina…
Chifukwa chake, monga momwe ndimaganizira ndikuganiza kuti ngakhale zilimbikitso zilipo zakale zaubongo zikadali zamphamvube. Kwa ine zinanditengera chaka kuti ndichiritse ndi ma 90day mitsinje iwiri ndi chingwe chimodzi cha 60day. Ndipo kunena kuti pakati sindinakhalepo wopanda chiyembekezo, maganizidwe ochepa chabe oyenda.
Ndi chinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndidachitapo. Pitilizani kuyesa ngati muli ndi zovuta panjira iyi koma osataya mtima !!
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