Ndine wamwamuna wazaka 28 yemwe ndimakonda kuonera zolaula tsiku lililonse. Izi zinali zachilendo kwa ine, monganso mavuto omwe ndinali nawo m'moyo wanga wogonana. Chifukwa moona mtima, sizinali zabwino kwenikweni. Ndipo osati zazikulu, ndikutanthauza, sizabwino kwa ine. Sindinabwere nthawi yogonana, monga, sinachitepo. Ndinkasangalala nazo, koma nthawi zonse ndimamva kuti ndizosiyidwa, monga kukhala m'mutu mwanga. Kapena kuganizira zinthu zina. Ndinazindikiranso kuti sindinasangalale kwambiri panthawi yogonana kapena ngakhale izi zisanachitike.
Zachisoni sindinayambe ndalumikizana ndi zolaula, mpaka nditapeza mwayi -ndimalimbikitsa bukuli Ubongo Wanu pa Zithunzi. Dalitso lotero. Mmenemo ndimawerenga maumboni ambiri ndipo ndidadzizindikira ndekha. Zinthu monga kuwonera zinthu zoopsa kwambiri kuti musangalale komanso chodabwitsa chotchedwa deathgrip.
Kuchokera apa ndinaganiza zosiya zolaula ndikusiya maliseche. Kuchita maliseche kumatenga ngati masabata a 2 komanso zolaula zosakwana mwezi. Panthawiyo Corona adagunda vani ndipo pakadali pano sindili pachibwenzi ndidaganiza zongochita izi ndikupitiliza kuonera zolaula. Tiyenera kunena kuti popeza ndidawerenga zakufa, ndimayesa kuseweretsa maliseche m'njira zosiyanasiyana, koma osati kangapo ndipo ndimakhala munjira zakale.
Mpaka miyezi iwiri yapitayo pamene ndinayesanso.
Ndipo mnyamata oh mnyamata, chisankho chachikulu bwanji! Ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri nthawi yoyamba. Ndinasiya kuonera zolaula palimodzi ndikusiya kuseweretsa maliseche. Zinali zosavuta kuposa nthawi yoyamba kunena zowona, ngakhale ndilibe chifukwa chake, mwina chifukwa ndinali wotanganidwa ndi zinthu zambiri. Kuposa ndidakumana ndi msungwana wodabwitsayu, wodabwitsadi, ndipo tidayamba chibwenzi. Ndipo mphindi idafika pomwe tidatsiriza kugona. Nthawi zambiri pofika nthawi ino ndimakhala ndimanjenjemera: kodi ndidzakhala wokondwa mokwanira? Kodi padzakhala kukonzekera kwabwino? Ndiyenera kumuuza liti kuti sindimabwera mosavuta.
Koma sizinachitike, ndinali wokondwa kwambiri, ndipo ngakhale sindinabwere kangapo komwe tinagonana, ndinali wokondwa kwambiri ndipo pamapeto pake, ndikukhulupirira zinali ngati nthawi yachinayi kapena china chake. Ndinabwera nthawi yogonana. Ndipo zitatha izi. Sindinakhalepo ndi mphindi yotere ya wtf. Kukongola kwakukulu. Ndine wokondwa nazo!
Ndipo maubwino sikuti amangokhala "kungobwera". Zimamveka ngati zopitilira apo, koyamba ndimamva ngati ndimalumikizana ndi wina nthawi yogonana. Kungokhala munthawiyo. (Tiyenera kunena kuti msungwana yemwe ndikulemba za uyu atha kutchulapo zambiri) Koma komabe, osayang'ananso zolaula komanso osachita maliseche pafupipafupi momwe ndimachitira (nthawi zina ndimachitabe, koma osayesa) reaaalllyyy anandithandiza.
Chifukwa chake ngati pali anyamata kunja uko omwe ali ndi mavuto omwewo, dziwani kuti pali yankho. Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi vutoli kwanthawi yayitali, sindinaganize kuti lingatheke ndikupanga mtendere wanga nalo.
Koma mochititsa chidwi zingatheke, ndipo mnyamata, ndizodabwitsa!
Ndikungofuna kugawana nanu nonse, ndikufunirani zabwino zonse.
LINK - Masiku 60 opanda zolaula / nkhani zopambana! :)
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