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Amuna ambiri amakhala ndi mwayi akadzazindikira kuti ali ndi PIED, amakhala ndi mtsikana ndipo sizigwira ntchito. Ndinazindikira kuti zolaula zinasiya kugwira ntchito kwa ine. Ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu. Ndinali nditawonera a Tary a Gary akuyankhula pang'ono zisanandichitikire, ndikukumbukira kuseka ndikusakhulupirira konse. Zinanditengera dokotala komanso miyezi ingapo kuti ndione kulakwitsa kwanga. Ndinazindikira YBOP mozungulira 2013 ndipo kuchokera pamenepo ulendo wanga wokhumudwitsa udayamba.
Kuyambira pachiyambi pomwe ndimayesetsa kusiya zolaula kwa masiku 90 ndikupitilizabe kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndinali kuseweretsa maliseche ndimunthu wamtundu wopanda pake ndikutulutsa magazi mwachangu kwambiri, sikunali kokhutiritsa konse. Kungosiya zolaula sikuwoneka kuti sikukugwira ntchito kwa ine. Ndinazindikira kuti kusiya kugonana ndi maliseche kwa milungu ingapo kunabweretsa zovuta zambiri, ngakhale ndimakhala ndikumverera kuti libido yocheperako komanso yosakhazikika ndikatha kutuluka.
Kwa zaka zambiri ndimayesetsabe kumenya mbiri yanga yodziletsa, ndikumangofika masiku 30 kapena 40, ndikulira ndikuseweretsa maliseche chifukwa ndimamva kuti kupita patsogolo kwanga kwatha. Ndinaganiza kuti zonse zomwe ndimayenera kuchita ndikufikira masiku ovuta a 90 ndipo zonsezi zikadatha. Uwu udakhala mkombero wabwino womwe udapitilira zaka. Zinanditengera kukumana ndi msungwana kuti andithandizire kufikira masiku 50 osadziletsa. Kugonana, ngati mungathe kuyitanitsa zomwe zinali zosatheka kwenikweni, ngakhale pambuyo pa masiku 50 ovuta modetsa nkhawa ndimatha kumangokhalira kumangokhalira kumangokhalira kumayimba pamasekondi. Anandisiya ndipo moona mtima ndimafuna kuti achite chifukwa ndimaganizabe kuti zonse zomwe ndimayenera kuchita ndikungofika masiku 90 osadziletsa.
Chifukwa chake ndidachita izi, ndatha masiku 84 ndikudziletsa kwathunthu, ndipo zidamveka ngati ndapita patsogolo kwambiri. Ndikumakhala ndi 100% zosintha tsiku lililonse, ndimamva kuchiritsidwa. Zonse zomwe zinatengera chinali chiwonetsero chimodzi ndipo ndinali nditabwerera pansi, mosasunthika. Uku ndiye kuti inali nthawi yanga yoyipa kwambiri paulendo wanga, ndimakhala ndikudzipha kwambiri, ndipo ndimangoganizira za malingaliro oti maloto onyowa ndiye chifukwa chomwe sindinapite patsogolo (sanali). Ndikhoza kubwereza kuzungulira kwa masiku 30 modetsa nkhawa ndikubwereranso.
Panthawi imeneyo ndinayambiranso zolaula, sindinathe kupeza zolaula pa nthawiyo, ndikukumbukira ndikulira ndikudziuza ndekha "bwanji ndichifukwa chake ndikuchitabe izi ngati sizikundipangitsa kumva zabwino? ” Ndanena kuti fuck, kupita ku gehena ndi PMO. Chifukwa chake ndidayesa kupanga moyo watsopano, ndidapeza ntchito yatsopano ndipo ndimayesa kuti dick wanga kulibe. Ndikuganiza kuti ndinali ndi chisangalalo kwambiri m'moyo wanga nthawi ino, ndimachita zaluso zanga, ntchito yanga inali yabwino. Ndinatha kufika masiku 180 odziletsa, zovuta zonse. Ndimamva kuchiritsidwa nditaphwanya masiku anga a 180, sikunali kokwanira. Ndinkakonda kuseweretsa maliseche kamodzi pakatha milungu iwiri kapena inayi iliyonse, pomwe ndimamva kuti ndikutha. Ndipo komabe sindimapezabe zovuta zomwe ndimafuna ndipo ndimangokhalira kuchita chiwerewere mwachangu kwambiri.
Kwa miyezi ingapo izi zidapitilira ndipo ndidakhala ndi mphindi ina "yothamanga", ndidapita masiku 217 olimba! Zachidziwikire kuti ndikadachiritsidwa nthawi imeneyo? Ndinabwereranso ku zolaula zitatha izi ndipo sindinathe kuyimitsidwa! Wtf anali kuchitika?
Ndinasiya. Mizere yayitali yolimbikira sinandifikitse komwe ndimafuna, sindinathe kupitilizabe. Chifukwa chake ndidayamba chibwenzi ndi mtsikana ndipo mukudziwa chiyani, zimagwira ntchito. Ndidawerenga nkhani zobwezeretsa pomwe anyamatawo adati sangadzutse ndi dzanja lawo koma amatha kugonana, sizinamveke kwa ine koma zikuchitikadi tsopano. Kugonana ndikosiyana kotheratu ndi maliseche komanso zolaula, zosiyana kwambiri. Monga momwe ndikuwonera tsopano, zosankha zimangotanthauza zogonana.
Malingaliro anga pa hard mode ndi rewiring ndi osiyana kwambiri tsopano. Poyamba ndinkalimbikira kwambiri momwe ndimakhalira njira yokhayo yochira. Koma tsopano yankho langa ndi "Sindikudziwa." Kodi ndiyenera kupita masiku 217 osadziletsa kuti ndikafike komwe ndili kapena ndikungofunika kuyambiranso? Kodi inali zaka 2 zopanda zolaula? Sindikudziwa.
Ndikuwonjezera kuti sindine komwe ndimakhala ndisanakhale ndi PIED, sindingagone tsiku lililonse. Zambiri zamatsenga zimandisiya ndikumverera bwino kwa masiku 4 mpaka 5. Ndikhoza kumangokhalira kudzuka mwina kamodzi pa sabata. Ndigwiritsa ntchito viagra kuti ndithandizire kuzungulira kwachiwiri, koma sindikusowa koyamba koyamba ndipo sindinagwiritsepo ntchito mwezi umodzi tsopano. Ndikuvomereza kuti ndimayang'ana zinthu zofewa zomwe ndimapunthwa pa intaneti koma sindinawone kapena kusaka makanema enieni azaka zopitilira 2 tsopano. Ndimagonana 1-2 kamodzi pa sabata tsopano ndipo ndine wokondwa kuposa komwe ndili pano.
Malangizo anga abwino ndikuti muzichita zomwe mukuwona kuti zikukuthandizani, koma lamulo lanu loyamba musakhale zolaula, muyenera kuvomereza. Ndawona nkhani zingapo za anyamata akuchiritsa PIED mwa kungosiya zolaula zokha. Ngati ziphuphu zimakutumizirani kumalo osalala kenako yesetsani kupita nthawi yayitali popanda izo, sizingakuvulazeni. Osatengeka ndi kuyesayesa kusiya kufikira mutachira. Kupita patsogolo sikutsalira kwenikweni sindikuganiza kuti pali chifukwa chomwe mungadziwire kuti mwachiritsidwa. Kwa nthawi yayitali kwambiri yomwe ndimaganiza kuti kuchiritsidwa kumatanthauza kukhala ndi zochitika zingapo tsiku lililonse ndi matabwa m'mawa, zomwe sizinachitike kwa ine ndipo ngakhale zitachitika, chiwonetsero chimodzi chimandiwombera. Mitengo yam'mawa, zosintha zokha, komanso zosintha kuchokera pakuwonetseratu sizitanthauza chilichonse.
Ndimadana ndi PIED koma zidandiphunzitsa kudzichepetsa, kumvera ena chisoni komanso kukhala wachifundo. Zikomo Gary pazonse zomwe mwachita, mwapulumutsa moyo wanga. Ndakhala pamafamuwa kwanthawi yayitali ndipo sindidzawasiya, ngati wina ali ndi mafunso ndiyesetsa kuyankha.
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