Ndakhala ndikudandaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 21 pamene ndinali paubwenzi wanga weniweni zaka 8 zapitazo (mochedwa kwambiri).
Sindikudziwa kuti zidayamba liti kuzolowera koma chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndidachitira chinali chifukwa ndinali kutali ndi iye.
Ndili ndi zaka 25, ndimakonda zolaula. Osati chibwenzi changa. Ndinachita mantha. Pa 26 ndinapeza nofap. Y
mutha kuwona zolemba zanga zazaka zapitazo. Ndinalephera mobwerezabwereza ndipo ndinasiya ndikuganiza kuti mwina sindinapangidwe kugonana kwenikweni. Zomvetsa chisoni. Nthaŵi ina ndinafika pa masiku anga 30 oyambirira ndili ndi zaka 27 koma izi zisanachitike ndinkakhala ndi erec*** koma osalimba kwenikweni.
Masiku 30 oyambirira ndinalota maloto omwe sindinakhale nawo zaka zambiri. Izi zinandipangitsa kukhala wokhulupirira NoFap komanso momwe zinalili zovuta kuti ndichite bwino.
Panthawi imeneyi mpaka nditakwanitsa zaka 28 ndimakhala ndi maulendo amasiku a 30 ndipo libido yanga inali itabwezeretsedwa bwino, koma nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimakhala ndimayenera kupita masiku a 30 mnzanga asanafike pamene ndinayamba kudzidalira.
Ndili ndi zaka 29 tsopano ndipo ndi tsiku la 50 ndipo ndimavutika tsiku lonse. Mnzanga amaoneka wamkulu tsiku ndi tsiku. Ndigwedezeka pabedi tsopano.
Sindimawoneranso zolaula. Ndinenanso sabata yapitayi ndi masiku ena ndadzipangira ndekha kadzutsa ngati mazira a nyama yankhumba ndi tchizi ndi toast lol.
Chonde falitsani mawu awa. Imo zolaula ndizowopsa. Koma sindidzaweruza ena. Koma ndikuthokoza chifukwa cha nofap.
Source: Tsiku Lomaliza 50 ndikumva bwino 29 M.
Ndi: Saqsagn
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