Zaka 29 - Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo ndimatha kuona kuti Zolaula zandisokoneza ine ndi zikhumbo zanga zogonana kukhala chinthu chomwe sindimakhala nacho bwino

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Woop woop! Ndidapanga lero 90, palibe zolaula komanso palibe Maliseche! Ndimamva kusangalatsidwa ndekha chifukwa chokwaniritsa chofunikira ichi. Ine ndikumverera bwino komanso kofunika kwambiri -momwe ndili ndekha tsopano kuti ndachoka pa zolaula.

Ndizovuta kuzitchula koma ndimamva ngati ndilibe zinsinsi zakuda zomwe ndiyenera kuchita nazo manyazi kotero kuti ndine wokondwa mwa ine ndekha ndipo ndimadzimva kuti ndine wofunika kwambiri ngati m'busa.

Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo ndikutha kuona kuti kuseweretsa maliseche pamodzi ndi zolaula kunandipangitsa ine ndi zilakolako zanga zogonana kukhala chinthu chomwe sindinasangalale nacho. Koma tsopano patsiku 90 ndimamva ngati 'wabwinobwino' (chilichonse chomwe chingakhale). Chikhumbo changa chofuna kuwonera zolaula chimayambirabe nthawi zina, koma tsopano ndikosavuta kunyalanyaza ndipo kwakhala kwanthawi yayitali tsopano, zili ngati ndikutha kumva ma neuron pamutu panga akukhalanso bwino malingaliro pomwe ndili womasuka kusangalala ndi kugonana popanda manyazi kapena kukayika.

Ndili ndi njira yoti ndipitebe. Pomwe ndazindikira kusintha kwanga pang'ono pakulimba kwanga ndi luso langa pabedi ndi GF yanga, ndimasiya zambiri zoti ndikufunire kutsogolo kotero ndiyenera kuwonetsetsa kuti sindikuwononga kupita patsogolo komwe ndachita ndikuyesetsa kukhala bwino ndi nthawi. Zimandipangitsabe kumva kuti ndi zinyalala kuti sindingathe kuwongolera zovuta zanga ndikagonana, ndipo zimandipangitsa kumva kuti ndine wachinyamata. Koma pakadali pano ndimamva ngati ndikuchita zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndikwaniritse. Tikukhulupirira kuti zinthu zipitilira kukhala bwino.

Ngati pali wina aliyense kunja uko amene akuganiza zongoyambiranso, kapena ngati mwangogwera m'galimoto kuyambira pomwe munayambiranso, ndikukulimbikitsani kuti musasiye. Ngati sichoncho china chilichonse, ndiye kuti kupindula ndikudzipindulitsa komwe umapeza mukafika pano ndiyofunika kwambiri.

Koma sindikuima pano; Ndikutenga chinthuchi mpaka tsiku la 120. Tikukhulupirira kuti zinthu zipitilira kukhala bwino m'chipinda chogona ndipo ndimatha kukwaniritsa zomwe ndimayembekezera.

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