Zaka 29 - Porn-induced ED yachiritsidwa: kugonana ndi mkazi wanga 2 pa tsiku kwa miyezi 6 yapitayi

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Ndachira mwina miyezi 4 m'mbuyomu koma ndibwereranso pamsonkhanowu kuti ndibwerenso ndikulemba nkhani yanga kuti omwe akuvutika ndi PIED athe kupeza chilimbikitso ndikupitilizabe kukhulupilira. Chiyambi: Ndine wochokera ku India, zaka - 29.

Chiyambi cha PIED: Ndinaphunzira za PIED ndikuyesera kugonana ndi mtsikana ndili ndi zaka 26. Ndinali wokhumudwa ndipo sindinadziwe chifukwa chomwe ndalephera kuchita. Tsiku lina mchimwene wanga mwadzidzidzi ananditumizira uthenga pa whatsapp ndikundipempha kuti ndiwonere kanema wa YouTube wa Garry wokhudzana ndi zolaula.

Nditawona vidiyoyi, zonse zidabwera kwa ine. Poyamba ndinali wachinyamata woyipa kwambiri ndipo ndinataya umunthu wanga chifukwa cha zolaula. Chifukwa chake ndidayamba kugwira ntchito yodziletsa. Pambuyo poyesera zochepa zomwe sindinachite bwino, pamapeto pake ndidatha kupewera miyezi ya 3 (masiku a 84) ndipo ndidayamba kupanga ndikulankhula ndi atsikana pafoni. Ndili ndi zokongoletsa ndikuwona wantchito wanga wamkazi m'nyumba. Ndinali wokondwa.

Sindingathe kudziwa ngati ndachiritsidwa chifukwa ndinalibe chibwenzi.

Zaka za 2 ndipo chizolowezi changa chazola zilipodi koma zidali zochepa kwambiri poyerekeza ndi zomwe zidalipo kale, ndikungonena 10%.

Ndidule mwachidule ndikulemba mwachidule momwe ndikulemba kudzera pa foni yam'manja ndipo tachedwa kwambiri kuno.

Ndidayesa kufunsa atsikana a 3 ndipo ndidalephera nthawi iliyonse.

Makolo amafuna kundikwatitsa, ndinali ndi nkhawa ndipo ndinali ndi mantha awa osachita .. koma ndinayambiranso njira yodziletsa. Sanadzisetse maliseche kapena makina asanakwane 2 miyezi yaukwati.

Ndinakwatirana, sindinathe kuchita miyezi iwiri. Kuyesa kosawerengeka .. koma sindinapeze mojo yanga.

Wokhulupirira munjira ndikupitilirabe. Pomaliza ndinasilira mkazi wanga pambuyo pa miyezi ya 3 yaukwati.

Anali ndi mavuto koma akupitabe patsogolo.

Tsopano ndakhala ndikumuyang'anira 2 kangapo patsiku kwa miyezi yapitayi ya 6.

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