Chiyambi chaching'ono
Mzere wanga wautali kwambiri mu 2019 unali masiku 65 ndipo zinalephera chifukwa ndimagonana, sindinathe kuchita zachiwerewere (Ndakhala ndikudwala DE nthawi zonse). Chifukwa chake, chifukwa chaser kutaya ndi kukhumudwitsidwa kwakukulu, ndidayamba kubalanso ngakhale zitakhala zochepa kuposa kale. Komabe, chifukwa cha covid19 kupatula zovuta zonse za chaka chino, mu February / Marichi ndidabwereranso kuzizolowezi zoyipa zochulukirapo (kusintha kwa maola ngakhale). Komanso, ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula kuposa kale (sindinayambe ndakhala ndikulowerera koma mu 2020 ndakhala ndikuyandikira kwambiri).
Monga momwe ndidalemba mu positi ina, ndidadziwononga ndekha chifukwa chofuna kuseweretsa maliseche. Kuyambira ndili mwana mpaka ndinali wachikulire. Mwamwayi, kuyambira kale kuchokera ku 15/16 yo ndakhala ndikuisintha maliseche, apo ayi ndikadakhala ndi ED, m'malo mwa "basi" DE / death grip. Njira yanga yodziseweretsa maliseche inali itagona pamimba panga, ndikukanikiza mbolo yanga yolimba motsutsana ndi malo olimba. Kenako, kusunthira mmbuyo mpaka kutsogolo. Palibe zodabwitsa chifukwa chomwe mitsempha yanga idachita dzanzi. Sindinapeze ngakhale erection. Ndimatha kuchita izi ngakhale nthawi 3/4 patsiku ndili wachinyamata chifukwa ndimatha kuzichita popanda kudzivula, pangozi yoti andigwire.
Ndinalibe ED koma ndinazindikira kuti kukonzekera kwanga nthawi zonse kumakhala 80% / 90% ya kuthekera kwake. Komabe sizoyipa kwambiri, koma ndimangokula kwambiri. M'nthawi yachilimwe 2020 nthawi zambiri sindinathe ngakhale kudzilimbitsa.
Kubwerera kuulendo wanga wa nofap, ndikuchita izi kuti ndigonjetse DE / imfa kamodzi. Ndikukuwuzani kuti zitha kuwononga ubale wa nthawi yayitali monga momwe ED amachitira. Kuphatikiza apo, ndikufuna kukhala ndekha wanzeru. Ndatha zaka 30, ndikufuna ubale wabwino. Ndine wooneka bwino, wanzeru, ndipo ndilibe mavuto azachuma. Sindingathenso kutaya moyo wanga. Chifukwa chake, zolinga zanga sizili 90, ndi chochitika chachikulu chokha. Cholinga changa ndi "pamoyo wanga wonse".
Kufika pachisangalalo cha zomwe ndikukumana nazo.
Ndimadzimva wamphamvu ndikamagwira ntchito, komabe ndimagona tulo komanso kutopa. Muli ndi mtengo wammawa kamodzi kokha. Paulendo wanga wa nofap chaka chatha ndimadandaula pambuyo pa masiku 30, komanso ndimakhala ndimitengo yam'mawa. Izi zikunena zambiri pazakuwononga zolaula zomwe zandichitikira muubongo wanga miyezi ingapo. Ndimakondabe pambuyo pa mwezi umodzi, koma chaka chapitacho ndinali woopsa ngati gehena. Komabe, sizowonongeka kwathunthu chifukwa ndilibe zofuna tsopano. Sindinayambe ndayesedwa kuti ndiwonere zolaula zilizonse. Zimandipangitsa kudwala kuganizira momwe ndakhalira maliseche komanso zolaula zonse zomwe ndaziwonera chaka chino. Ndizomvetsa chisoni chabe.
Ngakhale ndimakhala pansi (m'masiku oyambilira 10 ndimakhala ndimadwala mutu pafupipafupi, kupweteka m'mimba ndi zonga chimfine), ndili ndi chidaliro chochulukirapo. Ndikamalankhula ndi anthu ena, ndimayang'ana pamaso pawo. Sindikumva zovuta pagulu monga momwe ndinkakhalira miyezi yapitayi. Liwu langa ndi lakuya pang'ono ndipo mawonekedwe anga amakhala achimuna. Chimodzi mwazinthu zabwino kwambiri ndikuti ndimamva ndikuganiza kuti ndine wowoneka bwino kwambiri ndimaso owala komanso kusalakwa olembedwa pankhope panga. Ndikuwoneka wachichepere kwambiri ndili mwana wina wazaka 20. Minofu yanga imafotokozedwa bwino komanso zimawoneka kuti ndili ndi tsitsi labwino komanso lolimba. Mbolo yanga imawoneka yayikulu kukula, mwina chifukwa magazi amayenda bwino. Komanso maloto anga ndiwowonekera bwino kwambiri.
Sindinakhalepo ndi maloto onyowa m'moyo wanga wonse, koma tsopano maloto akutenga njira ina yolakwika. Ndayambanso kusinkhasinkha ndikuphunzira chilankhulo chatsopano. Khalani otanganidwa. Zakudya ndizofunikanso: wopanda shuga, chakudya chopanda thanzi.
Pakadali pano, zili bwino. Sindipitiliza kuchita PMO, zovuta. Nthawi yotsatira ndikadzakhala wamaliseche, izikhala pogonana PIV.
Nditha kulangiza aliyense kuti achite nofap ndipo, ngati n'kotheka, kusungidwa kwa umuna. Ubwino ndi weniweni. Kwa ine ndilibe chisankho pamenepo. Funso lomwe ndakhala ndikudzifunsa ndikuti: kodi mukufuna kukhala wathanzi, wopindulitsa, wolimba, m'moyo wabwino? Kapena mukufuna kulira pa DE, kutaya mwayi ndi zina, m'malo mwake, kukuipiraipira tsiku ndi tsiku?
Zolaula ndi misala yoyera, ndikungowononga chinthu chofunikira kwambiri chomwe tili nacho: nthawi. Kuchita maliseche ndimagwiritsa ntchito mawu omwewo. Ngati munachita PMO ndipo moyo wanu wogonana siwabwino, mwina koposa chifukwa cha zolaula, maliseche kapena chilichonse cha izo. Ingoyimani. M'malo mwake, kuseweretsa maliseche, makamaka kuwuma kumene dick wanu atakhala wopanda pake, kumadziwononga nokha ndipo kumatha kuyipitsa pafupifupi kosatha. Ndinapulumutsidwa mwanjira ina popeza ndinazipereka kwathunthu kuyambira zaka zosachepera 6, komabe ndinali ndi DE komanso kukhumudwa kwambiri (zokhazokha kudzera mwa HJ ndi BJ). Dzichitireni zabwino. Ingoyimani tsopano. Pitani kwa othandizira ngati simungathe, koma siyani.
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Tsopano ndatsala pang'ono kufika masiku 50, ndikhoza kukufotokozerani zabwino zomwe ndikukumana nazo komanso zinthu zina zosamvetsetseka ndi kukayikira. Pakadali pano ndili paubwenzi wapamtunda koma tikhala limodzi kuyambira Disembala, kenako sipadzakhalanso mtunda pakati pathu. Pachifukwa ichi, ndikuchita zovuta za nofap. Sindinatchulepo m'masiku 47 apitawa ndipo sindinakhalepo konse. Nthawi zina, makamaka m'mawa, ndimakhala wotentha kwambiri ndipo ndimafuna kupaka mbolo yanga pamphasa koma ndimayima nthawi yomweyo. Ndinatenga makanema olaula katatu kapena kuposerapo koma anali ofewa ndipo ndidakwanitsa kuti ndisadzikhuze. Sindikufuna kuzichitanso, komabe. Nkhani yayikulu yomwe ndinayambira nofap ndi chifukwa choti ndimatha kukhala ndi zolaula koma vuto langa lalikulu ndi DE: Sindinabwerere mkati mwa mkazi ndipo izi zawononga ubale wanga wakale. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche (nthawi zina ngakhale 5/6 kapena kangapo patsiku) komanso 16/17 isanachitike ndimakonda kupukuta kwambiri
ubwino:
1) nkhawa zocheperako pagulu: Sindisamala zochepa zomwe anthu ena amandiganizira; otukwana komanso wamanyazi
2) khungu labwino komanso mawonekedwe onse
3) kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kugona mokwanira
4) mbolo yokulirapo ndi mipira, ziwalo zanga zoberekera zimawoneka bwino komanso zazikulu ndipo ndine wonyadira izi
5) wofuna kwambiri, ndimadziikira zolinga zanga ndipo ndikufuna kuzikwaniritsa
6) nyimbo zimamveka bwino koma ndimathanso kuzindikira kukongola konse kozungulira ine
7) Tsitsi ndi ndevu zanga zakhala zikukula mwachangu
8) mawu ndi okuya kwambiri ndipo ndili ndi malingaliro abambo ambiri
9) Ndimakhala wokhutira ndi ine ndekha. Ndawononga maola ochuluka ndi zolaula komanso maliseche opanda tanthauzo, ndikutaya zaka zofunika kwambiri ndipo mwina ndimakhala ndi atsikana okongola chifukwa mukamasewera maliseche kwambiri simukumva ngati mukuyandikira atsikana ndi chibwenzi. Komanso moyo wanga unali utatheratu.
Zinthu zopatsa chidwi
1) pakati pa tsiku 20 ndi 35 ndakhala ndikumverera kovuta mu mipira yanga ndi mbolo makamaka ndikavala mathalauza olimba
2) Sindinakhalepo ndi maloto onyowa m'moyo wanga wonse. Tsopano popeza ndikuyandikira tsiku la 50, ndikufunsa chifukwa chake sindinakhale nawo mpaka pano komanso momwe zimakhalira kukhala nawo
3) monga ndidanenera kuti ndili pachibwenzi koma ndikuchita mantha kuti sindingathe kulowa mkati mwake. Amadziwa zavuto langa ndipo ndidamuuza kuti sindingadzikhuze kuti izi zitheke ndipo sindikufuna kumukhumudwitsa. Chowonadi ndichakuti sindikudziwa ngati DE yanga imayambitsidwa ndi "kufa" komanso zaka zambiri zolemetsa (nthawi zambiri zolaula, koma ndimwezi wambiri ngakhale wopanda zolaula). Ndinganene kuti ndimabwereranso ku zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche kuti ndibwere chifukwa ndimakonda kugonana, koma kulephera kutulutsa umuna kumandichititsa mantha. Komanso, ndikufunsanso ngati kuseweretsa maliseche komwe kumachitika nthawi yayitali kwandipweteketsa kwanthawi yayitali. Musaganize choncho, koma simudziwa.
4) Kutayika kwa tsitsi langa sikunakhale bwino, mwina kumakulirakulirabe ngakhale ndimayika minoxidil pamwamba pa khungu langa
5) Sindikumva ngati ndikubwerera m'mbuyo koma simuyenera kukhumudwa. Kuphatikiza apo, ndimagonana ndi msungwana wanga kuyambira tsiku 62 mpaka 70 chifukwa amandichezera. Tikukhulupirira kuti sindikhala ndi chowopsa cha Chaser. Sindikukonzekera kubwereranso. Ndibwino kuti ndigonane ndi bwenzi langa ndipo ndizo.
LINK - kuyandikira masiku 50
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