Zaka 30 - Sipadzakhalanso ED kapena flatline, ngakhale pambuyo pa zovuta zingapo. Ndikumva kuti ndachiritsidwa

Masiku 189 - 209 opanda PMO - Ndachiritsidwa !!!

** CHENJEZO CHOTSATIRA LANGUAGE **

Moni anyamata, pepani chifukwa cha masiku 20 pano. Kunena zowona ndikumva kuti ndachiritsidwa kale. Monga tafotokozera patsiku la 188 ndidagonana bwino kwambiri, pafupifupi ngati pa 'masiku anga agolide'. Ndipo ngakhale pambuyo pa O, sindinamvepo pansi.

Chifukwa chake masiku 189-199 anali osagonana, koma ndi MW osasintha, zosankha mosasunthika, kumverera bwino etc. Patsiku 200 ndidakumananso ndi zachiwerewere, nthawi ino osati "kupulumutsa" O. Ndipo ndikuganiza kuti tsikuli ndiye kutha kwa kuyambiransoko / rewire jouney, bwino.

Ndinapita ku Czech Republic ndipo m'sitimayo ndinali nditanyadira kale. Tidapita kumalo odyera a sitimayo, adayitanitsa msungwana wokongola waku Czech uko ngati akufuna kumwa nane. Adatseka buku lake, adandimwetulira ndipo anali wokondwa kwambiri kucheza nane kwa maola 3. Usiku womwewo ndakumananso ndi mnzanga wina wamkazi ku Czech. Sanatenthe, koma ndinali wamantha mokwanira kuti ndimagonana kwa maola ambiri. Adafika pachimake kuposa nthawi za 7. Nthawi zina ndimapuma kaye pogonana ndikupita kukamugonana m'kamwa / ndikumunyoza, ndipo atatha kuchita zachiwerewere ndimapuma. Nthawi zina inenso ndimadalira. Inali 'gawo laulere', popanda nkhawa iliyonse ndi PIED kapena chilichonse. Maola ndi maola okondana, momwe ndimakondera.

Pambuyo pa O wanga woyamba usiku womwewo zidatenga mphindi zosachepera 15 kuti ndikhale wolimbanso. Koma pamene tinayambiranso kugonana, ndinamva kuti ndikutaya erection. Limene silinali vuto lalikulu kwenikweni. Ndidayika lilime langa ndi zala kuti zigwire ntchito, anali wokondwa kwambiri. Tinagona limodzi ndipo m'mawa nditadzuka ndili ndi erection. Tinayamba tsiku logonana modabwitsa, ndipo ine O'ed kachiwiri. Chifukwa chake anali atatu O ndi iye onse.

Tsiku lomwelo (kale tsiku 201), masana, ndimakhala ndikumangokhalapo zokha. Madzulo ndinali pa phwando lalikulu ndipo sindinathe kuganiza zogonana. Koma zomwe ndidakwanitsa ndikundipsompsona atsikana awiri osiyana. Chimodzi mwazomwezi chinali Mtundu Wotentha wa Fans Yokha, ndidangopeza pambuyo pake.

Tsiku lotsatira (tsiku la 203) ndidadzuka mopanda chidwi. Ndinafunika kugonana, sindinkaganiza china chilichonse. Chifukwa chake ngakhale sindinayankhule Czech ndikukhala m'tawuni yaying'ono kumeneko, ndidakwanitsa kupeza woperekeza kuchokera ku Ucrania, ndipo tidagonana limodzi. Anali wofatsa kwambiri komanso wokoma, ankamva ngati akugonana ndi chibwenzi, wokonda kwambiri. Ngakhale ndili ndi 3 O kuyambira masiku awiri apitawo, ndinali wolimba kwambiri ndipo tinagonana popanda vuto lililonse. Koma patadutsa mphindi 20 kapena apo, ndidayamba kutaya erection (kuchokera 100% mpaka 70%). Kotero ine ndinapita molimbika pa iye, O'ed ndipo ndimakhala womasuka kwambiri.

Maola angapo pambuyo pake ndinayambanso kusinthidwa, ndipo mpaka pano (tsiku la 209) ndili ndi zosintha mosasinthasintha komanso ma MW osasintha.

Chifukwa chake inde, ndikumva kuti ndachiritsidwa. Ndikungofunika kupitiriza ndi masewera anga kuti testosterone yanga iziyenda bwino, kuti ndisunge zovuta zanthawi yayitali ngakhale O'ing kangapo. Koma ngakhale pamene ndinali wamng'ono zinachitika ndi ine kutaya khalidwe langa lokonzekera pambuyo pogonana kwambiri. Sindikuganiza kuti zikukhudzana ndi zolaula kapena PIED. Ndikumva kuchira. Pambuyo pazochitika zogonana zonsezi komanso ziwalo zoberekera sindinakhalepo ndi china chofananira. Ndimakhala wovuta tsiku ndi tsiku, ndikuganiza zogonana pafupifupi nthawi zonse. :)

Ndakhala wotanganidwa kwambiri posachedwa, koma posachedwa ndikonzekera nkhani yapadera pa 'nkhani zopambana'. Ngakhale tsiku la 183 likhoza kukhala 'tsiku langa lochira', popeza ndimakhala ndimagonana maola ambiri, O'ed ndipo ndinalibe flatline, ndimakonda kuwona tsiku 200 ngati chizindikiro changa. Chifukwa patsiku 200 ndidagonana popanda 'mzimu' uliwonse, popanda nkhawa, ndipo O'ed momasuka osawona ngati chiwopsezo kupita patsogolo kwanga. Ndikuganiza kuti kuyambira tsiku la 200 ndimawona kuti ndachiritsidwa.

Ndiyesetsa kukhala pagulu nthawi ndi nthawi kuti ndithandizire ndikulimbikitsa. Ndipo ndidzakhala woyamika kwamuyaya kudera lino komanso chidziwitso chakumbuyo. Popanda izo ndikadakhala gawo lachiwiri la moyo wanga momvetsa chisoni kwambiri. Sungani chikhulupiriro ndipo muchira inunso, ndikutsimikiza! Limbikitsani!

KULUMIKIZANA - Masiku 189 - 209 opanda PMO - Ndachiritsidwa !!!

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