Chifukwa chake ndidagonana ndipo zidali zowoneka bwino osati zozizwitsa. Ndikufotokozera.
Kwa maziko pang'ono. Ndinganene kuti ndidazindikira NoFap pafupifupi zaka ziwiri zapitazo nditatuluka mdziko muno kukacheza ndi bwenzi langa lapamtima ndikuzindikira kuti sindingathe kumukonzera ndipo uyu anali munthu yemwe anali woposa mtundu wanga zikafika pathupi. Iye anali kwenikweni wokongola kwambiri yemwe ndinali naye ndipo anali ndi thupi lachilengedwe lomwe ambiri amafera.
Nditazindikira kuti izi zimachokera ku nthawi yayitali yowonera zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche, ndidalumbira kuti ndisiye kuchita zonsezi. Monga anthu ambiri kuno, sizinali zophweka. Unali ulendo wapa rollercoaster. Ndikanatha milungu iwiri ndikubwerera. Masiku 30 kenako amabwereranso. Ndipo kuzungulira kwake kunapitilira, koma ndimapitilizabe kuphunzira zinthu panjira ndipo ma streak anga amatenga nthawi yayitali kuposa nthawi yomwe ndimayambiranso. Chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndinganene, ndikuti kuyesayesa kwakulephera kumbuyo kwa malingaliro anga ndi zomwe zidandikakamiza kuti ndipitilize.
Sindikudziwa chomwe chidapangitsa kuti atsimikizire izi, koma ndakhala wolimba masiku a 68 + tsopano ndipo ndilibe cholinga chowonanso zolaula. Lingaliro loti wina azichoka ndi munthu wina, pomwe ndimangokhalira kudzikhudza ndikudzigwira ndekha zikuwoneka ngati zachikazi.
Munthawi imeneyi, ndayamba kupita kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi pafupipafupi, ndimayenda pafupipafupi, mvula yozizira kuchokera apa ndi apo, kusinkhasinkha kuchokera apa ndi apo, koma ndikuganiza kuti chimodzi mwa zosintha zazikulu zomwe zidapangitsa kuti njirayi ikhale yosavuta ndikuti ndidayamba kupita ku makalabu / mipiringidzo nthawi zambiri kumavina ndi kumacheza ndi azimayi.
Usiku pomwe ndimakhala kunyumba ndipo mwina M. Ndikadakhala kuti ndimapita ndikukagwiritsa ntchito mphamvuzo kuvina ndi akazi. Mwamwayi, ndine wovina wabwino. Chifukwa chake aliyense wazaka zikwizikwi kapena wachichepere amadziwa kuti nthawi zambiri kuvina ndi akazi kumaphatikizapo kugaya ziwalo zamthupi ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti kulumikizana kumeneku kwandithandiza kudziwa momwe ndingadzutsitsire ndikumugwira ndikumuwona.
Posachedwa pafupifupi masiku awiri apitawo ... ndidagonana. Sindikufuna kuti tidziwe zambiri za momwe zingayambikire nanga bwanji, koma zinali ndi omwe timamudziwa ndipo zidawonekeratu koyambirira kuti tili ndi umagwirira wabwino. Chifukwa chake chabwino chinali chakuti ndimatha kulimbikira ndikukhalabe olimba panthawiyi koma koposa zonse kuyambira pachiyambi. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala wovuta koma ndikangoyesa kuyiyika, ndimayitaya nthawi yomweyo.
Ndili pamwambapa kotero zimangofunika kubwereranso zisanachitike zonse kotero ndidadabwitsidwa kuti ndidatha kuzisunga kwanthawi yayitali.
Kotero cholakwika chinali chakuti ndimamva ngati ndakhala ndikugonana motalika kwambiri kotero kuti ndakhala wokhumudwa kwambiri ndipo ndabwera mwachangu kwambiri. Sekani. Zowona ndimakwanitsa pazinthu zina ndipo tidazichitanso kawiri pambuyo pake, komabe zinali zotsogola kwambiri kuti aliyense asakonde. Ndikukhulupirira kuti nditha kuthana ndi vutoli pogwiritsa ntchito ma kegels ndi njira zabwino chabe, koma kumapeto kwa tsiku ndili wokondwa kuti nthawi yonseyi yomwe ndayika izi yadzetsa zipatso ndipo tsopano ndili ndi zifukwa zambiri zopitilira izi ulendo.
Chifukwa kugonana ndi kosangalatsa, koma kulumikizana ndi munthu wina ndikosangalatsa ndipo ngakhale sizingakhale zovuta, msungwana yemwe ndimagona naye anali wabwino kuzungulira chilichonse ndipo anali wokonzekera kuzungulira kambiri.
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