Cholinga cha uthengawu ndikulimbikitsa, ndikutsimikizira. Ndili ndi zaka 36 ndipo ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pafupifupi zaka 20. Zinayamba kukongola nthawi zina. Zizindikiro zonse zomwe ndimakumana nazo, osafuna akazi enieni, ED, zolimbitsa thupi, kulephera kusinkhasinkha, kukhala pakati paubwenzi ndi ntchito, zokonda zopitilira muyeso komanso zachiwerewere.
Sindinadziwepo ndekha kuti nditha kuthetsa izi. M'malo mwake, ndinali ndi maakaunti pachimodzimodzinso ndipo kenako ndidasiya. Nditakhala nthawi yodwaladwala, komanso ED ndi mayi aliyense yemwe ndidakumana naye, ndidaganiza kuti kusintha kwakukulu kudayenera kuchitika.
Ndiloreni kuti nditsimikizire, kuti, zopanda pake ndi gawo la ntchito yopanga zodzikonza.
Ndidalemba ntchito yapa akatswiri odziwa zaumoyo kuti andiyendetse mavuto anga. Ili mwina linali gawo loyamba kuzindikira kuti nditha kusintha. Ndinali ndikudziuza nthano, ndipo nkhani, yofotokoza zovuta, zomwe zidandithandizira m'mbuyomu koma zinkandidodometsa kwambiri kukula kwanga komanso mayendedwe opita patsogolo. Inakwana nthawi yoti ailole.
Ndinkasala kudya kwakanthawi kuti nditsegule malo anga ndili kutchuthi.
Ndinatuluka pa TV pafupifupi miyezi pafupifupi 2.
Ndachotsa "maybes" onse, ndi mayendedwe owononga pafoni yanga, ndikuyamba kufunsa amayi ndi abambo zolinga zawo pamoyo wanga. Ngati ndimakondana kapena kugonana ndimakhala ndi akazi sanatione tikupita kukakondana ndikukhalitsa, nthawi yomweyo ndimawachotsa pa moyo wanga. Ndidatsimikiza mtima kusiya maubwenzi onse okondana komanso kugonana kwakanthawi, ndikusiya zopweteka, omwe adakwatirana nawo kale, kapena cholinga chilichonse chowabwezeretsa. Ndinachotsa zithunzi zonse zakale, ndikutaya zinthu zomwe anthu adandipatsa, ndikungotsegula malo anga.
Ndidatsimikiza kusintha momwe ndimadyera ndikukhala kosatha, ndizomera zokhazikika.
Ndidatsimikiza mtima kukhala ndekha modekha komanso kudziwuza ndekha momwe ndikunyadira pazomwe ndimatenga.
Ndinakhazikitsa bolodi yamaonedwe yomwe idandiphatikiza ndikugawana nawo za ufulu wanga wochokera ku zolaula ndi PMO, ndikumayeserera kundiona kuti ndili mfulu (ichi chinali chachikulu)
Ndidawonjezera Ever Accountable pafoni yanga ndikuyankhula ndi bwenzi langa lochita nawo mlandu.
Ndinavomera pagulu vuto langali pama media azachuma, kuti ndimasuke ku vuto komanso ziyembekezo.
Ndinalowa nawo mu SLAA mumzinda wanga.
Chifukwa chake, awa ndi magawo omwe adandithandiza, ndikukhulupirira kuti ena mwa iwo adzakuthandizani, kapena kukuthandizani kuzindikira zinthu zatsopano zomwe mungayesere.
Kwa ine, wamkulu anali othandizira / upangiri wamoyo, komanso kusala kudya. Ndidakhala ngati kusala kudya mwachimvekere, koma china chake podzikana wekha chakudya sichingokhala ndi chilako lako chakugonana koma ndikuwonetsa mphamvu zako, kuthekera kwako kudzikana wekha ngakhale chosowa, ndikukondweretsa kwambiri.
Zotsatira - zotsatira!
Kwina mozungulira tsiku 50 ndimafotokozera mzanga ku malo odyera kuti sindimafuna akazi ambiri. Ndinali / ndakhala ndikunyengerera, ndipo pamaphwando angapo omwe ndimapitako, azimayi amakhoza kundipatsa diso kapena ngakhale kuvina pa ine ndipo sindinathe kuyimilira. Izi zidandichititsa mantha ngakhale ndidali nditawerenga, ndikunditsogolera kuti ndisadziyese ndekha. Inenso ndinazembera kamodzi ndikubwerera kutsamba la zibwenzi / zolumikizira zomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito kale.
Koma pazonse, zapamwamba ndi zenizeni.
Ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri komanso mphamvu.
Ndikugona pafupifupi maola a 5 / 6 patsiku, kutsika kuchokera ku 8 / 9.
Ndataya ma 30 lbs ndikukula minofu m'miyezi ingapo yapitayi. Kusala kudya komanso kusala kudya kwakanthawi kumathandizanso, komanso kuunikanso ubale wanga ndi chakudya komanso kudya.
Ndimawoneka ndikumva bwino, ndikumva madinidwe, ndikhulupirireni.
Chifukwa chake, ndili kumalo odyerawa ndi mzanga ndipo mkazi wokongola uyu amabwera. Ndimapita kwa iye ndipo zokambirana zazing'ono zimayamba. Sindikudziwa komwe ndimalimba mtima koma ndimamupatsa kuti ndimugulire chakudya ndikuti alowe nafe. Amatero! Patangopita kanthawi kochepa ndikuzindikira kuti uyu si mkazi wamba, ndipo ndimamva umboni wa kukopa kwanga ku malingaliro, thupi ndi mzimu, zomwe zimawonekera pakukopa kwachiwerewere. Ndazindikira kuti, kuti sindinataye chidwi ndi azimayi, ndinali nditangokhala, ndi ulemu wonse, ndikusankha zovuta zomwe sindinathe kudzilemekeza ndekha kapena iwo chifukwa chokhala ndi ine. Mediocrity mozungulira. Patapita kanthawi, mnzangayu akunena china chomukhumudwitsa ndipo asankha kuchoka. Apanso ndimadzidabwitsa. Wakale ine ndimathawa ndikumuyesa, ndikusiya mnyamata wanga. Koma ndimamaliza kudya naye ndikumuuza nthawi ina.
Ndine wokondwa kukumana ndipo tikupita kanthawi kochepa. Timagawana zambiri ndikupezeka kuti ndiwopambana kwambiri. Zomwe ndikadalingalira pakuwoneka kwake kokongola. Nthawi zambiri, pang'ono pamgwirizano wanga. Ndikuzindikira kuti mayiyu ali ndi amuna olemera komanso amphamvu nthawi zonse. Ndimadzipeza ndekha nthabwala, chifundo, komanso kusangalala, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti anali ndi nthawi yabwino. Anandiitanira kunyumba ndipo tinacheza. Nthawi yabwino kwambiri. Tinagwirizana kuti tidzakumananso koma zinthu sizinalole.
Sindikunena izi kuti ndikudzitamandira, ndikunena izi kuti ndikutsimikizireni kuti kumapeto kwa ngalandeyi, maulamuliro apamwamba komanso moyo wopitilira maloto anu akuyembekeza, zomwe sindinakayikire zokha, koma ndinakayikira kuti ndikwanitsa.
Pulatifomu, SLAA, ndi zinthu zina ndi nyumba zapakatikati, ndipo sindikugwiritsa ntchito pano nthawi zambiri chifukwa ndapeza zida zambiri zoti ndikugwiritse ntchito. Ndimasangalalanso ndikulemba bwino kenako ndikhumudwitsidwa, zomwe zakhala zikufala m'mbuyomu. Sichitika nthawi ino dv.
Ndikufuna kuti ndikulimbikitseni, ngati mukusowa chiyembekezo, musataye mtima. Ndikuwerenga zolemba monga chonchi ndikuganiza kuti sizingakhale INE, tsopano zatheka. Tsiku lina lidzakhala inunso. Chifukwa ndife osiyana ndi chifungulo chathu chaufulu sichinthu chobweza, koma loko. Kwa ine, uphungu, kusala kudya, ndi kudziwitsidwa (kusiya) zikuwoneka kuti zachitika.
Ndikukumbukira momwe nsanja iyi idathandizira komanso ndikanafunira, kuchokera pansi pamtima wanga, kusilira wina aliyense kuchita bwino ndikuchira komanso kuthokoza. Sindingapitilize pano monga ndidanenera, pepani musandiyankhe komanso zotere.
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